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monday, january 16 | 2:28 p.

mood : complacent
You know a year or two ago I was wishing that there was some activity in my life and now that there is I pretty much hate it. I work at Arby's if you guys didn't know, and between being a fast food slave, homework for school, and hanging out with friends I barely have time for myself anymore, and that really is a big thing for me having time for myself.

I love being with my friends and even working is okay because at least I feel as if I have earned something, but I'd at least like some time that I can just chill out and reflect. Is that really asking for too much?
tuesday, january 03 | 6:15 p.

tired.
mood : calm
the only thing i use greatestjournal for now is roleplaying. i'm playing in this supernatural rpg and my pb is lauren conrad. you know, from the mtv show laguna beach? i love her for some strange reason. no one can understand my obsession for that show. i cannot wait for when her spinoff comes out (the hills).

so school today was lame, but it wasn't painful like i expected it to be. it was just the same old stuff. come back, go to alpha homeroom, suffer through all your classes, and then go home. i hate high school, best years of my life my ass.

so yes, that was my day. go to school and then come home and bitch about school. oh woe is me.
monday, january 02 | 1:11 p.

reintroducing me
mood : amused
i feels as if i owe every one of you an introduction. i've been gone for so long that i mut have changed. this journal was set in my freshmen year, and now i'm a junior. some maturing did go on. that's just how it has to be, that is like the rule of growing up.

so once again my name is stephanie smith but online i go by sari. it's a long story that you don't need to know. i'm african-american but i come from jamaican and trinidadian parents. i am a little bit obsessed with anything asian though in the past couple years the obsession has cooled down to a mere simmer. i'm even more of a techie geek. i'm more likely to spend my paycheck on the latest gadget instead of the latest clothes.

personality-wise i'm really unique. i don't give a damn what people think of me and my caring factor for others who aren't my friends is at 0. contrary to popular belief i think about everything i say before i say it, so if i call you names believe it wasn't a slip of the tongue i truly think you are whatever i called you. i'm a believer in the zodiac and i think that i fit my sign very well. i'm a sagittarius. i'm blunt, sarcastic, honest, and friendly on my good days. i'm your worst nightmare on my bad days.

i'm a talented writer, web designer, and graphic designer, and no i'm not bragging. i've been told this countless times and now i just consider it fact.

i attend fort myers high school. you haven't heard of it i can pretty much guarantee it. it's full of rich preps, poor gangsters, and everyone inbetween. it's your classic clique-y high school. verdicts in, i hated it freshmen year and i hate it now. academically i'm pretty smart. i have a 4.22 cum gpa. i'm in the international baccalaureate program which is some hard shit.

that's all.
monday, january 02 | 12:24 p.

a revival.
a long time ago (nearly two years), a girl created a caleida, and from there it was history.

she loved caleida, she loved the people, she loved the site. it was one of the most original since livejournal. it had amazing features that even lj couldn't compete with like web mail, hitcounters, photo albums, private messaging, and chatrooms.

but then the image was shattered when people on caleida started becoming elitist and territorial. suddenly everywhere you turned there was drama and ignorance and problems that this girl did not want to deal with. everyone got especially crazy when greatestjournal came on the scene. now if you had a greatestjournal you were considered a "sell out." it was like high school but online. it was crazy.

so sari did what any other normal person would do and she left. she stayed at gj for a couple of months and then went back to her original journal (which she still has) at livejournal.

two years later a friend brought up caleida and sari was intrigued. what had happened to the little site she had fell in love with so long ago, and so this is where our story begins once again.

sari's giving caleida a second chance. let's see what happens this time.