My Poems by: Claud aka claud-lili~@

The waves splashing by...
It send of signal of hope...
Though to senless choices...
I found my place...
This my utopia...

Current Mood: artistic

why do I feel so alone...
this feeling it's just so ashame...

why do I feel so alone...
maybe it was meant to be...

Current Mood: blank

empty heart...
can't go on...
lonely steps...
why me...
it's too empty...

Current Mood: blah

So confused...
what am I?
is it torment?

I want to be happy....
But, I can't
something is holding me back...

this pain inside me.

Current Mood: cold

The eyes sees my beauty...
the beauty is inside...
Do I see it.
yes,

it beholds in peoples eyes.

Current Mood: calm

Don't know why happend...
This disease took over me...
I look....
and see...
only scars....
there so sad to look at...
why me....
why now...

Current Mood: bitchy

yet i see myself...
i see my feathers molting...
there falling by the crystalized river of no return...

this sadness is killing my soul...
it's making my emotions run in to the eternal darkness of no scape...

How would I return...

my wings....

are not free...

broken wings...

Current Mood: creative

Feeling lonely
Not to sure...
why am I here...
I really want to feel...
Sometime inside me...
I want to feel it grow...
I want to feel it kick...
I want to see it's face...
Is this what I created?
Me and my love...

Current Mood: creative

It beats for life.
It beats for love.
It beats to be there.
It has this tension....
It hurts when it's sad.
It tells me that this is right.
My tension heart.

Current Mood: awake

Touching you...
Feeling you...
Can't get enough of you...
You are my lover...
You are my life...
Can't get enough you...

Current Mood: naughty

Cute little girl.
that's what you are.
You fill me with joy.
When ever you laugh.
Can't wait to hug you,
And tell you how much I love you.
Bailey Oda smiley again.

Current Mood: cheerful

This little girl is scare....
The look of her eyes seems to sad...
evil person that touch her so wicked like...
she can't forget.

Current Mood: sad

This painful feeling
I have inside.
It's taking my soul.
It's taking my personality.
It's taking my heart.
It's taking my life.
How and why?
Don't know why.
Don't know how.
It's just there.
To ruin my life...
Music of the Moment: nirvana's Lithium
Currently feeling crappy.

Current Mood: sad

I see that person....
When my heart is renew.
Why is this feeling.
I have inside.
I know his the one.
I feel right here.
Come to me baby.
I know you feel the same way too.
Your thoughful and caring.
and I know your mine.
Please be here...
with me right on my side.

Current Mood: loved

We have radio to listen...
We have T.V. to see...
We have clothes for confort...
But, why do we need all this things?
there useful alright...
why can we be naked..
live in harmony...
live without materials things...
we love all those knick knacks...
cause' it entertain us....
in what ways....
to keep us stable.

Current Mood: curious

Strength gives him power.
Green as he is, give him more power.
Power is his anger.
Anger is his life.
Destroying everything on his path.
Trying to find his emotion put together.
Trying to figure out where he comes from.
Why are his memories haunting him?
To make him angry.


~Dedicated to the Hulk out on DVD~
Reason why I wrote it:
Cause' I saw the Hulk yesterday. And I found
it to be really neat.

Current Mood: calm

Wonderful...
I get to see you one more time.
I'm so happy.
I want to be with you.
Right here right now.
cause' I'm loving ya.

Current Mood: anxious

Cut veins...
shoot my self...
self tormented...
by others.
words to live by.
words to say.
don't mean anything at all..
frustrated...
trap...
in this fucking world of mine.
Self denial...
self assure...
you were here.
to kill me so.

Current Mood: bored

Why am I here?
Why am I foolish?
Did you called my name?
Did I called your name?
I love you so...
Do you love me too...
I can't see you?
Too many questions...
that I have inside.

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Nirvana