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sing to mE [08 Nov 2003|06:01pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | fuRtheR seems foReveR - just until sundown ]

this kid in science was telling me that he wanted to get me wet and shit. and he asked me if i've ever been eaten out and shit...it was so gay...grrr....i feel so slutty...i want to be eaten out again. that was pure goodness ^.^

but not by him....maybe like....that one goth kid i always see, or his friend....they are GORGEOUS people!

oh WOAHAH! look the poor little emo girl is fuckign crying again...big whoop. im so sick of my friends just ditching me. ill be hanging out with one of them, and they'll just be like "yo i think im going to leave now" i mean after like 10 minutes, am i really that boring?

wow, w/e fuck life

<3
ur little emo girl

benji

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[07 Nov 2003|07:53pm]
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wow, i wonder how long i can keep this up.... [01 Nov 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Garbage-Medication ]

[my name is] : Christina
[love is] : over rated
[I'm afraid of] : not being loved

Have you ever?

[pictured your crush naked?] : yes.
[actually seen your crush naked] : yed
[been in love] : no...
[Cried when someone died] : yes
[Lied] : wtf kind of questions are these? ( yes )

With the opposite sex...

[what do you notice first?] : this may sound really low, but, his clothes.
[last person you slow danced with] : uh...
[worst question to ask] : when you ask if you can use someones bathroom and they ask why....wtf? why else would i need to use your bathroom?

Who?

[makes you laugh the most?] : benji, steven, marc, tim.
[makes you smile] : dido
[gives you a funny feeling when u see them] : benji.
[who do you have a crush on?] : 3 ppl
[who has a crush on you?] : no guys my age like me, only the little 8 yr old boys i babysit for.
[is easiest to talk to] : benji, and btw, in case i havent mentioned, he is the best person in the world, and he is my best friend so..in yo face!

Which is better?

[coke or pepsi] : pepsi
[flowers or candy] : candy
[tall or short] : i like being short....

Do You ever?

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] not all day, maybe....the entire evening?
[cried because of someone saying something to you] : yes...

Have you ever?

[fallen for your best friend] : yes
[been rejected] : yes
[used someone] : haha yes...gayweed for her swimming pool.

Who was the last person?
[you talked to on the phone] : i dunno
[hugged] : uhh
[you laughed with] : my sister

have you ever?/are you?
[smoke cigarettes] : nope
[obsessive] : very...i think i have obsessive compulsive disorder
[could you live without the computer?] : negative
[what's your favorite food?] : i like hot dogs...and pizza...and burgers....and fries...
[whats ur favorite fruit?] : starfruit
[drink alchohol?] : sXe lifetime commitment
[like watching sunrises or sunset] : sunsets...
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] : emotional... pysical heals quicker
[trust others way too easily?] : i rarely ever confide in anyone

Favorite

[ Drink ] : cherry coke
[ Color ] : green, or red, or black
[ Album ] : uh
[ Shoes ] : my personalized chuck taylor's
[ Candy ] : reese's
[ Animal ] : wolf
[ TV Show ] : will and grace, 7th heaven, Seinfeld, Friends, Late Night with Conan O'Brien.
[ Movie ] : James and the Giant Peach, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Grinch Who Stole Christmas, Shrek.
[ Dance ] : uh..the naked one...in the dark
[ Song ] : green day-basket case
[ Vegetable ] : carot

Are you?

[ Understanding ] : depends on who it is.
[ Open-minded ] : not really
[ Arrogant ] : to some extent
[ Insecure ] : sorta
[ Interesting ] : i think i am, once you get to know me.
[ Random ] : har har! yes
[ Friendly ] : i don't know if i'd call it friendly.
[ Smart ] : i guess
[ Moody ] : yes
[ Childish ] : sorta
[ Independent ] : very
[ Hard working ] : negative
[ Organized ] : yes
[ Healthy ] : uh
[ Emotionally Stable ] : sometimes
[ Shy ] : nope
[ Difficult ] : very
[ Attractive ] : not really
[ Bored Easily ] : yes
[ Messy ] : heh...yes, but then i get all crazy and have to clean everything in sight.
[ Thirsty ] : come to think of it....yes, yes i am.
[ Responsible ] : no
[ Angry ] : everyone in my family says im extremely angry.
[ Sad ] : they say im sad too
[ Happy ] : sometimes
[ Hyper ] : yes
[ Trusting ] : not at all
[ Talkative ] : yes

Who do you want to?
[ Kill ] : all the chicks i hate
[ Slap ] : all the chicks i hate
[ Get Really Wasted With ] : when im ready...benji
[ Get High With ] : dido
[ Look Like ] : i dunno
[ Talk To Offline ] : my like 3 friends
[ Talk To Online ] : a lot of ppl

Numbers

[of times I have had my heart broken? ] : all the time
[of hearts I have broken?] : i dont think im much of a "heart breaker"
[of boys I have kissed?] : private
[of girls I have kissed?] : 0
[of tight friends?] : 3
[of cd's that I own?] : a lot
[of things in my past that I regret?] : a lot

I KNOW : that this is my life, and i need to live it
I WANT : to be loved
I HAVE : eyes
I WISH : that I had someone to love...
I HATE : a lot of girls
I MISS : benji
I FEAR : being alone
I HEAR : a vacuum
I WONDER : if I will find the love I'm looking for
I REGRET : a lot
I TRUST : benji
I LOVE : beads
I ACHE : in the head =|
I CARE : about my 3 friends
I ALWAYS : sit alone in 2nd and 4th period.
I AM NOT : perfect
I DANCE : naked in the darl
I SING : all the time
I CRY : too much
I DO NOT ALWAYS : act myself
I FIGHT : for what i believe in
I WRITE : poetry, songs, and random thoughts
I WIN : uh
I LOSE : homework
I CONFUSE : many
I LISTEN : to music
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : at yarmoth park, or sitting right here, or in my room.
I NEED : a closer friend
I AM HAPPY : when im having fun
I SHOULD HAVE : told eddie i liked him sooner
I THINK : about my life.
I TEND TO : get mad and sad easily.
I TEND NOT TO : tell people things

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Boredom Causes Strange Things [01 Nov 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | Coheed and Cambria-Time Consumer ]

1. What's your name: Christina
2. What do you wish your name was, instead: Asia Marie (or) Cyd Onia (or) Blaire Charisse
3. How are you: me? how kind of you to ask. im pretty good
4. Would you ever eat sushi?: sure
5. Would you ever eat sushi off a naked body?: depends on who's naked body it was.
6. Have you considered homosexuality?: yes
7. What's your sexual preference?: guys
8. What were you in a past life?: vampire
9. I punch you. Quick, what do you do?: say: "ow, wtf?" then maybe shed a little tear...
10. When confronted with Britney Spears, you...?: Poke her in the boob
11. What's your favorite coffee?: I like Tall Caramel Frappaccinos
12. What's your political perspective?: democrat
13. Are you my Angel?: i am not your angel
14. Do you consider yourself a poet?: yes
15. What do you wanna be when you grow up?: psychiarist. or a psyhcologist. depends on if i wanna listen to peoples problems or not,
16. There's a naked man in your living room. What do you do: If it was some hot guy with nice a nice ass and abs and wearing a cowboy hat, i would probably run up to him and.......er.....shake his hand..
17. How stupid do you think you are?: i can be very dense sometimes....
18. How stupid do other people think you are?: I don't know. And frankly, i dont care what other people think of me.
20. Is the Wonderbra good or bad?: bad...makes your boobs look unrealistic.
22. What's your favorite fruit?: starfruit ( i steal them off my neighbors tree all the time, they never notice. I also like kumquats)
23. Can you feel the love tonight?: what love?
24. On a nude beach, you would...?: be frolocking naked through the crashing waves.
25. Make up a story with yourself, a bridge, and a rabbit: I was crossing a bridge....on a huge semi.....and all of a sudden there there was....a cloud in the shape of a rabbit in the sky. I was so distracted by the beautiful formation, that I accidentaly ran into Kenny Porto ( who just so happened to be driving in front of me ) and he ran his car off the bridge. It was hard for friends and family to recover from his tragic and sudden death, but....believe me...we survived.
27. Do you like being naked?: in the dark....dancing ^.^
28. If we had proof god didn't exist, what would happen?: some losers would freak out and claim the world is going to end, but benji, alex, and I, would continue living our normal, godless, lives.
29. Do you enjoy cheeze whiz?: oh dear god yes!
30. What's your position on virginity?: so...how's life?
31. On civil unions: ......
32. On RuPaul: scary
33. On mosquito bites: they itch...but...if you dont itch them, when they itch, like people say not to, then you go completely crazy, and start twitching, until you can't take it anymore, and you have to itch it, but since you waited so long to itch, you gotta get some sort of pointy contraption, such as a knife, and itch it. then, you end up stabbing yourself with the knife. the end.
34. On old sitcoms: i am nuetral.
35. On Fran Drescher: annoying voice
36. Are you left handed or right handed?: righty
37. Are you smart?: i like to tell myself i am.
38. What's your middle name?: Elizabeth.
39. How many personalities do you have?: one?
40. How many piercings do you have?: 2
41. What was your first word?: i dont know, my mom doesnt tell me stuff like that.
42. Are you superstitious?: to an extent.
43. Do you read your horoscope?: no
44. Do you believe in that stuff?: my horoscope? if i was stupid enough to read it, then im sure i would be stupid enough to believe in it.
45. Can you do a cartwheel?: cough: 9 yrs of gymnastics: cough; why yes, yes i can.
46. Do you have contact lenses?: no, but i want green ones.
47. Do you have a retainer or braces?: braces
48. Can you drive?: not legally
49. Do you snore?: I hope not.
50. Do you drool in your sleep?: like crazy! i wake up with it all over me.
51.Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?: i like em.
52. Do you keep a journal?: i collect journals, but i dont actually keep one. this is my only one.
53. Do you like onions?: Ick! no
54. Do you like cotton candy?: oh lordy yes i do!
55. What instruments can you play?: my vocal cords
56. Do you like to dance?: NAKED IN THE DARK!
57. Do you like to sing?: Yes, Montage baby in yo face!
58. Are you any good at it?: yes, yes i am.
59. Do you like to talk on the phone?: no, i dont remember the last time i did, besides, i never get calls..-lol-
60. Do you like where you live?: no! omg Wellington is like the beverly hills of florida. i hate it here. I want to live up north, or in australia.
61. Are you organized?: yes....im so organized it's sickening
62. Do you sleep with socks on?: no..
63. Are you shy?: no
65. Are you a morning person?: no
66. Are you a virgin?: so....what's up?
67. Are you proud of that?: weeeeee
68. Do you believe in reincarnation?: yes, yes i do.
69. Do you believe in God?: nope
70. Do you believe in ghosts?: to some extent
71. Do you believe in bigfoot?: hah! funny, but no.
72. How old do you wish you were?: 16.
73. What will you name your daughter(s)?: Asia Marie
74. Son(s)?: Benji John or Damen Chad
75. Have you ever thought you were gonna die?: yes
76. Where do you wanna go?: when i die? nowhere.
77. Where you you see yourself going?: in the ground


i want: to dye my hair jet black
i have: an itch
i regret: a lot
i wish: i was vocals in a band
i love: to sing
i hate: girls
i miss: my life
i fear: losing benji and alex.
i hear: rain drops.
i feel: sick
i live: for myself

last time you...

smiled: I dont know...
laughed: i dont know
cried: 6:34 pm
bought something significant: nothing i buy is significant
danced: a little while ago
got hammered: covers virgin eyes!
were sarcastic: all the time
last thing you read: this question
last movie you saw on the big screen: i dont remember
last phone number you called: too long ago to remember
last show you watched on tv: the conan obrien show
last song you heard: oasis-wonderwall
last thing you had to drink: sprite
last thing you ate: starburst

Describe...
-- Your weakness: Im over emotional
Your fears: i dont feel like it
-- Your perfect pizza: soft crust, extra cheese, not a lot of sauce...not floppy.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: this may sound really messed up, but i would like a boyfriend this year.
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: HAR!
-- Your thoughts first waking up: wow! I slept in late!
-- Your best physical feature: everyone is overly obsessed with my eyes. so, i guess my eyes. but, i like my lips.
-- Your bedtime: 9:30 or 10
-- Your greatest accomplishment: um
-- Your most missed memory: going out with benji

You prefer...

-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BURGER KING!!!
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: niether
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: frappaccino


Do you...?
-- Smoke: second hand
-- weed: Sxe!
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing well: yes
-- Take a shower everyday: HAH! you wish.
-- Have a crush(es): yes
-- Who are they: there's 3
-- Do you think you've been in love: nope
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: nope
-- Want to get married: depends
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: heh, nope
-- Believe in yourself: no
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: not really
-- think you're a health freak: not at all!
-- Get along with your parents: not i do not get along with my parent
-- Like thunderstorms: i live for them


Have you ever..

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: ..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught "doing something": yes =|
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: by benji =(
-- Shoplifted: no
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yes, but i gave up on that.

The future...

-- Age you hope to be married: 25?
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 ( twins )
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: the beach
-- How do you want to die: a fast death
-- Where you want to go to college: i dont know
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland

Opposite sex...

-- Best eye color? green
-- Best hair color? black
-- Short or long hair? medium, to about the jaw bone.
-- Best height: taller than me
-- Best weight: benji's wieght
-- Best articles of clothing?: original stuff.
-- Best first date location: beach
-- Best first kiss location: beach


Number of...
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: 0
-- Number of girls you have made out with: 0
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: 0
-- Number of boys I have kissed: i dont kiss and tell
-- Number of boys you have made out with: ...
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 3
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0 ( sXe )
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1
-- Number of CDs that I own: i burn em all
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? a couple of times, due to gymnastics.
-- Number of scars on my body: enough
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: enough


WORD ASSOCIATION
cd: blue cd's
camera: shy
stereo: system
peanut butter: reese's
hay: is for horses
sweet pea: salad

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A New Begining [01 Nov 2003|07:06pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Metallica-Until it Sleeps ]

Journal:



A personal record of occurrences, experiences, and reflections kept on a regular basis; a diary.


That's what a journal is. Just in case you were wondering. .^.^. -lol- I never have dedicated my time to keeping up one of these online journals. But, Benji and Alex ( my two best friends ) are doing it. I guess I'll lower myself to the level of a follower and do the same. Besides, it sounds like fun.



So, I plan on actually following through with this. Working at it, keeping it up. For once in my life, I'm going to work at something. Surprised? Don't worry, I was too.



I look cute today! Wow! Could it be? Christina is happy with the way she looks? What a feat! ( for all you ignorant people out there, a feat, is a synonym for accomplishment, and no, ignorant is not a "dis" it just means that you don't know )



Well, I shall get to fixing the layout for this journal.



Adieu,

Blaire Charisse

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