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[04 Aug 2005|12:31am] |
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i need someone to cryptify an entry for me, because i want to be cryptic. sometimes, i wish you'd pay more attention to me.
yesterday (wednesday) morning i saw an old influence in my life who wants to influence it once again. should i let them?
an old friend IMed me tonight and told me he wants to go out for coffee and speak of life.
people ask why i make friends online. sometimes i wish i could stop. it's too painful to miss them when you've been there with them. or even when you haven't.
i can go to bed now, with the (hopefully not false) knowledge that someone is off the floor.
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[04 Aug 2005|05:51pm] |
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lyle: shae, i love you for who you are
lyle: and i think you're beautiful
lyle: at this point, i don't know if that's because you actually are very pretty, or if it's because i love you so much and i'm seeing through rose colored lenses
lyle: now, there's no way for me to find out. as Homer once said, if i could rip out some other guy's eyes and see you through them, then I would. but i can't so i'm stuck with my own perceptions
... aw... best boyfriend ever ... i'm really the crappiest girlfriend on the face of the planet.
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i'm glad you're not in pain anymore, gramma. rest in peace.
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