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WELL HELLO THERE 7 AM. HOW ARE YOU?
WHY, I DO BELIEVE I HAVE TO GO TO WORK IN 3 HOURS.
WHO THE HELL IS USING NETSCAPE TO VIEW MY WEBSITE? STOP IT YOU FREAK.
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OLD BLOODY OOOOORANGE!!!
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[20 Dec 2004|07:45am] |
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the tragically hip - ahead by a century |
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I also sometimes wonder if anyone remembers me. If I'm the subject of discussion. If people think about me at night. Maybe like how I think about everyone else. Then I realise there are people who think about me as a person. More then what I like and what I do, but what I am and who I am. I don't care who they are, or what they think about me. I love them all.
it took like an hour to find that. but i found it.
so.
i don't know if you know this, but i can't sleep sometimes. because i'm thinking about you. not just you. you too. and even though you doubt it, you aswell. and especially you. always you.
about where you are, or what you're doing. what you're looking at.
if maybe you're thinking about me, too. if other people do this.
lay in bed. close their eyes. and think of everyone they know. even slightly. and especially those they know well.
do other people have the same thought process as i do? does he hate me? does he enjoy the time that has nothing to do with me? ... does the time that has nothing to do with me have something to do with me, because you want it to.
i don't care what most people think of me. but i do care what most people think about what i think.
especially you.
i wonder what you think of me for going back and finding that paragraph. i also wonder if you'd ever tell me. you have a habit of doing that.
i keep thinking that if i keep this up, you won't talk to me again. i'll be one more person cast aside. not worthy, broken, creepy, annoying. all of the above.
and i wonder if you even care. i know you don't. but when i close my eyes i can make my own world and predict your moves. how you stand, how you speak. it's all imbedded into my brain. fuck, i could be you. i think that's what you wanted.
i guess i just want to put this out there. and hope i don't end up with one more "x" next to my name. hope that i don't scare you. hope that i let you know how i feel. all of you. especially you.
I will bet you anything
That god is watching right now
So let’s stay close
We’re the last on earth
Let’s be in love
Like we’re the last on earth
And I hate to break it to you baby
But we’re the last on earth
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[20 Dec 2004|10:30am] |
I'M WEARING THREE SHIRTS LOLZ.
THE SECRET TO BEING WARM IS LAYERS. EX DEE.
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[20 Dec 2004|08:12pm] |
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spaghetti boiling. and stargate sg1. |
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oh em gee i have like 864675 friends entries to read. LOLZ.
i've been on crack ALL DAY. i slept like 1 and a half hours total today. work was a riot, and then i called lyle and told him to make spaghetti and i bought garlic bread and OMG my health card weighs a lot for being a piece of plastic. XD
my picture is ugly ;__; BUT I'M AN ORGAN DONOR. YOU SHOULD BE TOO, FUCKERS.
LOLERZ I HAVE LIKE 743Y553454 PICTURES FOR YOU GUYS TONIGHT.
also: my subdomains work! ![[info]](http://www.caleida.com/img/userinfo.gif) spikes_lover, if you need help with a site, YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME.
my christmas present from lyle arrived today. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IIIIIIIIIIS
i have friday off, and then CHRISTMAS AND BOXING DAY HAPPY HAPPY, and then i have NEW YEARS EVE OFF just in time for the TRAGICALLY HIP CONCERTTTT
people at work MADE FUN OF MY PANTS. THEY TOLD ME I LOST WEIGHT. i'm so conflicted.
SLEEP IS FOR ASSHOLES. SPAGHETTI IS FOR WINNERS.
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