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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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4:56 pm - Bored and Talking to Pierre.
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SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELF
+ Known as: Jocelyn Michelle Boczany
+ Lives in: Hamilton, NJ
+ Born: December 4, 1987
+ School: McCorristin
+ Ethnicity: English, German
+ Religion: N/A
+ Shoe size: 7.5
+ Hair color: Auburn
+ Eye color: Blue
+ Style: What ever I feel like wearing.
+ Fears: Hieghts
SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? Yeah.
+ Been Cheated on? Yeah.
+ Fallen off the bed? No.
+ broken someone's heart? Yeah.
+ Had your heart broken? Yeah. + Had a dream come true? No.
+ Done something you regret? Lots of things.
+ Cheated on a test? No.
SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? Clothes.
+ Listening to? "Fallen Angel" - Poison
+ Located? Bedroom.
+ Chatting with? Pierre.
+ Watching? Nothing.
+ Should REALLY be doing? Latin.
SECTION 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? Yes.
+ Like anybody? ...Yeah...
+ Have any piercing? Ears.
+ Drive? Yup.
+Drink? No. + Got a pager? Yeah.
SECTION 5 FRIENDS...
+ Who is your best? Megan, Megan, Lindsay, Kim, Pierre, Adam.
+ Who do I hate? No one.
+ Who is the shyest? Allison.
+ Who is the most talkative? Megan.
+ Who is the cutest? Adam.
+ Who laughs the most? Kim.
+ Who have you known the longest? Megan.
+ Who have you known the shortest? Pierre.
+ Who do you miss the most? Mike.
+ Personal problems? Not with friends.
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? Yeah.
+ Do you trust your friends? Nost of them.
+ Are you a good friend? I think so.
+ Can you keep a secret? Yeah.
SECTION 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ hung out with? Pierre.
+ made out with? Pierre.
+ hooked up with? Mike.
+ person you cried over? Adam.
+ wished was dead? Val.
+ thought was so annoying you couldnt stand it? Pierre.
+ you told you loved? Adam.
SECTION 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? Pathologist.
+ What has been the best day of your life? Last Wednesday.
+ What comes first in your life? Friends.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? ...meh...
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? Someone...
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? Yeah.
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? Once.
+ Love your family? Yeah.
+ Love your friends? Most of them.
SECTION 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: Shawn of the Dead.
+ Song: "Lyric" - Zwan
+ Group: Metallica
+ Store: Any store.
+ Relative: Brother.
+ Sport: Golf.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: Lactose intolerant so none.
+ Fruit: Apples.
+ Candy: Don't like candy.
+ Holiday: Halloween.
+ Day of the Week: Monday.
+ Time: 10:10
+ Color: Gray.
+ Name for a Girl: Alexis
+ Name for a Boy: Adam.
+ Quote: "Nothing can happen more beautiful than death."
SECTION 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? Sure.
+ Like to give kisses? Depends on the person.
+ Like to walk in the rain? Not really.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Black pens.
+ Like to travel? Yes.
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? Side.
+ Think you're attractive? Not really.
+ Have a goldfish? Nope.
+ Ever have the falling dream? Nope..
+ Have stuffed animals? Yeah, lots.
SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: I'm all for it.
+ Smoking: Don't really care.
+ Eating Disorders: Think they're stupid.
+ Suicide: All for it.
+ Summer: Good and bad.
+ Tattoos: Love them.
+ Piercings: Love them.
SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue.
+ Single or taken? Single.
+ MTV or BET? MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Dawson's Creek.
+ Sugar or salt? Neither.
+ Silver or gold? Silver or white gold.
+ Chocolate or flowers? Flowers.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? Black and white.
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up late.
+ Hot or cold? Cold.
+ Sun or moon? Moon.
+ Left or Right? Right.
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend.
+ Mustard or ketchup? Neither.
+ Spring or Fall? Fall.
+ Happy or sad? Happy.
+ Wonder or amazement? Wonder.
+ McDonald's or Burger King? Neither.
+ Mexican or Italian food? Italian.
+ Lights on or off? Depends what you're doing.
+ Candy or soda? Neither.
+ Pepsi or Coke? Neither.
current mood:  bored
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4:50 pm
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I've Kissed Someone...
[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[] of the same sex
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with black hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
[x] with red hair.
[x] with straight hair.
[] shorter than me.
[x ] with a lip ring.
[x] who i truly love/loved.
[x] who was drunk.
[x] who was high.
[x] in the morning.
[x] right after waking up.
[x] just before bed.
[x] late at night.
[x] who I had just met.
[x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
[x] while i was going out with some else.
[x] on a bed.
[x] in a graveyard.
[x] at school.
[x] against a wall.
[x] at a show.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool.
[x] who was/is a good friend.
[x] in the rain.
[] with an std.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[x] on a plane.
[x] in the movies.
[] in a bathroom.
[x] in the dark.
[] on a roof top.
[] under water.
[x] while driving
[] a stranger
[] more than one person at once.
[] and cried.
[] goodbye forever.
[] when i was drunk.
[] who didn't speak english.
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| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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1:44 pm - Hello Again.
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So far summer is going... okay. It started out really fun but its starting to slow down. Most of my friends have jobs - jerks. I should get one... maybe.... no. I don't want one. I went to the eye doctors yesterday, it sucked. I need glasses not just for reading but for distance too. The eye doctor worked it so I can wear my normal contacts for reading, and wear glasses for distance, because I won't need them that much. I don't even need then for driving, just school.
Megan and me have to do something before she leaves for Ireland and I leave for Chicago. Maybe movies, dinner, something. I've been hanging out with Pierre a lot lately. Don't ask me why I have no clue. Under normal circumstances I wouldn't but he's one of the few people who doesn't have a job. He's actually kinda nice, in a jerky kinda way.
We, Pierre and me, were talking yesterday about when we were happiest. I had to think about that one. I know I was happy in elemetry school, but I think I was happiest in the begining/middle of sophmore year. I wasn't fighting with people, I had a friend that I'm upset I don't have now, and life was a lot less stessful. You have no idea how much I want to go back to that time. :-\ I probably should appoligize to the person but I can't get up the guts to IM them and tell him that I miss them. I keep hoping that I'm gonna go to the movies, see them, and everything will be like normal. I know it won't happen though.
Happier news is that Jake is now 23. YAY!!!! And Father's Day was really good. Not many problems. Jake and me got Dad a humidor and a really cool watch that Dad said he wanted. He was surprised because the watch costed like $300 and we got it anyway. Dad should know that I'll leap on any excuse to spend money.
current mood:  okay
current music: "Addicted" - Simple Plan
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| Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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11:55 pm - Bored # 2.
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Choose one or the other ...
up or down: up
right or left: right
pink or purple: pink
chartreuse or magenta: chartruese
cartoons or real life: real life
books or movies: books
singing or instruments: instruments
pop or rap: pop
country or blues: blues
neopets or gigapets: gigapets
inheritance or earn your money: inheritance
cats or dogs: dogs
boat or ship: ship
navy or coast guard: navy
black or white: black
hot dogs or hamburgers: neither, vegetarian
word puzzles or math problems: math problems
noun or adjective: adjective
computer or tv: computer
phone or internet: internet
snail or squirrel: squirrel
rabbit or hamster: rabbit
easter or christmas: christmas
birthday or halloween: halloween
north or south: south
sunday or monday: sunday
pizza or pasta: pasta
shakespeare or greek mythology: shakespeare
english or spanish: english
spanish or french: french
american idol or star search: neither
break it or fix it: break it
talk or listen: listen
honesty or white lies: honesty
friends or family: friends
summer or spring: summer
beach or camping: beach
volleyball or soccer: soccer
football or lacrosse: lacrosse
sports or arts: sports
exercise or be lazy in front of the tv: depends on the day
live forever or die tomorrow: live forever
cheese or crackers: crackers
diamonds or gold: diamonds
chemistry or physics: chemistry
snow or rain: snow
swimming pool or ocean: pool
liberal or conservative: liberal
happy or sad: happy
fight or flight: flight
diploma or GED: diploma
kids or none: none
single or taken: taken
stuffed animals or dolls: stuffed animals
printer or scanner: both
digital or film: digital
eggs or bacon: neither
McDonald's or Burger King: neither
fast food or home cooked: home cooked
magazine or newspaper: magazine
sunrise or sunset: sunset
up early or night owl: night owl
birds or mammals: mammals
science or literature: science
big bang or intelligent design: big bang
current mood:  tired
current music: "Another Brick in the Wall" - Pink Floyd
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11:48 pm - Bored. Very Bored.
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I've never seen an episode of The Simpsons.
I can type over 60 words per minute.
I drive a yellow vehicle.
I think SUVs are gas-guzzling pieces of trash.
I've donated blood more than three times.
I'm Roman Catholic. (? i think?)
I'm Jewish. (i don't know what the fuck i am anymore lol)
I'm Christian.
I'm Muslim.
I don't affiliate with any religion.
I hate the taste of alcohol.
I've said prejudicial things before to people of a different ethnicity.
I still ask the doctor for a sticker when I go for an exam.
I'm Red Cross Certified in First Aid.
I have no desire to get wasted in college.
I have no desire to go to college.
I've never ridden in a taxi.
I play video games for more than 5 hours a day.
I hate talking on the phone.
My favorite movie is Full Metal Jacket.
My favorite place to be is sleeping in my bed.
I played Little League baseball when I was a kid.
I played Pee Wee football when I was a kid.
I was a Pop Warner cheerleader when I was a kid.
My favorite Simpsons character is Disco Stu.
I love disco music.
I love bustin' a move on the dance floor.
My favorite part of school dances is getting my hair/makeup done.
I loathe school dances.
My computer freezes more than three times a week.
I like getting hugs more than getting kisses.
I'm pro-life.
I'm pro-choice.
I love bolding surveys.
My GPA is over a 3.5.
I don't want to have any kids.
I'd rather play bass than guitar.
My favorite vacation spot is somewhere cold, not sunny.
My favorite sitcom is Seinfeld.
My favorite Harry Potter character is Ron Weasley.
I love boys with long hair.
I'm heterosexual.
I'm homosexual.
I'm bisexual.
West Side Story is my favorite Broadway show. (one of my faves)
I own/owned a white Persian cat.
I am taking/have taken AP U.S. History.
My favorite sport to play is tennis.
I loathe American Idol.
I loathe reality tv in general.
I hate that term, "in general."
I could never come up with enough random things for a bolding survey.
I prefer "regular" film cameras over digital ones.
I hate how Old Navy always has awesome shirts for guys, but crappy ones for girls.
I hate Old Navy.
My favorite store is Wal-Mart.
I secretly love Dungeons and Dragons.
I'm a Trekkie, and not afraid to admit it.
The Fairly OddParents is my favorite show.
I can quote every single line from at least three movies.
I've read On The Road by Jack Kerouac . . .
. . . and I liked it.
My favorite Harry Potter book is Goblet of Fire.
I love the Series of Unfortunate Events books.
The only time I read is when I'm forced to for school.
I don't even read when I'm forced to for school.
I know someone who works in a slaughter house.
I preferred middle school over high school.
My favorite classic rock band is The Who.
I love city life.
I love living in rural areas.
Olive Garden is my favorite restaurant.
I know someone who's been in trouble with the IRS.
I know someone who's been in trouble with the FBI.
I want to be a cop when I'm older/I am a cop.
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current mood: bored
current music: "Too Little To Late" - Bare Naked Ladies
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| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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11:36 pm - So Awesome.
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 | You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
Satanism | | 100% | atheism | | 92% | Judaism | | 42% | Buddhism | | 33% | Paganism | | 33% | agnosticism | | 33% | Hinduism | | 25% | Islam | | 17% | Christianity | | 8% |
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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current mood:  excited
current music: "Love and Peace or Else" - U2
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11:16 pm - It's Been a Few Days.
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Well, its been a few days. Nothing really important has happened. I've gone to the beach everyday with Pierre. We're not going tomorrow though, had enough sun for a while. :-) Suprisingly I didn't burn at all, and I didn't use sunscreen. Pierre is a lobster. He he he.
My report card came in the mail. First honors baby. My lowest grade was a 92 and that was in Lit so that's really good, especially for me. Mom and Dad said they'd get me something for my report card. I don't know what I want. Anyone got any ideas??? I wish my report card would have come a day eariler. I just ordered all of my "SNL: The Best of ____________". If I would have known I was getting a good report card and something for it, I would have asked for that. ::sigh::
I have other suprising news. I watched Spanglish the other day and, this really shocked me, it wasn't that bad of a movie. I'm not going to go out and buy it but I won't refuse to watch it. Jake still won't watch it because of the name. I didn't think I'd like it but, what can I say, ::shrugs::
Isn't this really really pretty:
 It's called Mystic Rose. I forgot all about them until Gianna called and asked me if I ever heard of them. I miss math already and I've only been out of school four days. That's sad. It feels like a lot longer. Professor Barsky sent me a website of really funny math jokes. I should put some up. I'll do it later, the web address is downstairs in my bag. I feel like making the other Mystic Rose paterns. Theres like a bajillion of them.
current mood:  creative
current music: "Light My Way" - Audioslave
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| Thursday, June 9th, 2005
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10:35 pm - A Lot of Stuff From BlogThings.com
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Your Taste in Music:
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| 80's Alternative: Highest Influence | | 80's Rock: Highest Influence | | 90's Alternative: Highest Influence | | 90's Rock: Highest Influence | | Adult Alternative: Highest Influence | | Alternative Rock: Highest Influence | | Classic Rock: Highest Influence | | Progressive Rock: Highest Influence | | Punk: Highest Influence | | 80's Pop: High Influence | | Hair Bands: High Influence | | Ska: High Influence | | 80's R&B: Medium Influence | | 90's Pop: Medium Influence | | Heavy Metal: Medium Influence | | Dance: Low Influence | | Gangsta Rap: Low Influence | | Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence | | R&B: Low Influence |
Your Geek Profile:
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Gamer Geekiness: Highest |
Internet Geekiness: Highest |
Music Geekiness: Highest |
Fashion Geekiness: High |
General Geekiness: High |
Movie Geekiness: High |
Academic Geekiness: Low |
Geekiness in Love: Low |
SciFi Geekiness: Low |
current mood: bored
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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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11:34 pm - BlogThings.com Again... Mike's Filling One Out for Everyone.
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Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Freaky Kisser |
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go |
current mood:  amused
current music: "Set It Off" - Audioslave
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11:14 pm - School's Out for Summer!
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Well, school is out for the next three months. You have no idea how happy I am. So much stuff has happened this year. Friendships were lost (sadly) but new one's were made. I was surprised. This year went by really fast. Last year seemed to drag on forever and freshman year was great, but this was just quick. I loved a lot of stuff about this year, I don't think I'd change that much about it. Next year is kinda gonna suck though. Student Council people are idiots (some of them), and it's the last year. I'm gonna miss everyone so much. Even the people I don't like I'm gonna miss. I need to try to get another ticket to graduation. I want Megan and Kim to come but I only get five tickets and four go to the family so I need another one
I get to go to the beach tomorrow. I can't wait. Its going to be killer. The summer is going to be filled with parties, trips, and concerts. :-) Warp Tour is a must. Live AID saound like fun too - plus its free. Friday is the set beach day. I get to go and waste money in the arcades but it should be fun. Pierre and Adam don't to the sand and water either.
Megan's going to be working a lot. Poor her. I really don't think I want a job. Most jobs have the four letter word in it. Plus I wanna take a calc class so it's not so much a drain on my next year. My schedule is going to kill me, but it'll look really good when I apply for college. Speaking of school, we got our reading list the other day. I love it. I've read everything on it so it'll be easy. I'm gonna sit down one day, write all the papers and be done with it. :-)
Hopefulle over the summer I'll be able to keep up writing in here. I did last summer in my xanga so I should be able to.
current mood:  grateful
current music: "School's Out" - Alice Cooper
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| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
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12:51 pm - Haven't Updated in a While.
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Okay. So, what's been going on? I had finals this week. Fun fun. Lit was terrible. History was kinda easy, I guess. Bio was fun. :-) Bioethics was suprisingly easy. All I have left to take is Math. I can't wait. I get to sleep in tomorrow. That'll be the first time I've gotten to do that in a while.
Friday Lindsay and me went to states. It was fun. Pouring rain, but fun. McCorristin actually didn't do the bad. Ncconzona for first in the long jump. He was funny. When he found out he won, he was yelling, "They're going to mess up my name but I don't care." Everyone else did good too. After states we went to see "The Longest Yard" with Megan, Mike, and some other person. I love that movie. There isn't all that much football in it, so its good.
I was talking to Pierre yesterday, and it dawnned on me that after I take my Math exam, I'm going to be a senior. I'm not old enough to be a senior - at least it doesn't feel like it. I only have a year left. Not even. Over the summer I need to start looking at colleges. That's really scary. I want to go to college but I don't want to go that far away. Most of my friends are around here. Most are out of college and working but their working around here. Plus some aren't even out of high school yet, and a couple aren't going to college. Also I don't want to have to stay in a dorm. I really shouldn't worry about that one. No matter where I go I'll probably end up getting an apartment with someone.
Other news, we got our yearbooks today. They look ok. Some of the pages are messed up thanks to the seniors. Next year's will be really good. Lindsay and me are in charge of it. :-)
current mood:  good
current music: "Close Friends" - Adema
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| Friday, May 27th, 2005
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5:45 pm - Me (according to blogthings.com).
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Your #1 Match: ISTJ
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The Duty Fulfiller
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. |
Your #2 Match: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #3 Match: ISTP
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The Mechanic
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.
A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.
To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.
You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete. |
Your #4 Match: ESTJ
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The Guardian
You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.
Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.
You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.
Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!
You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. |
Your #5 Match: INTJ
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The Scientist
You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems.
Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized.
You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others.
Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you.
You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer. |
current mood: blah
current music: "Holidy" - Green Day
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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8:12 pm - Today Was Definitly A Long Day... You'll See Why.
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Okay. Some of you might not know that when I get bored, I come up with the most random things. Today, during Bioethics, noless, I thought of a really good experiment, but I know I'll never be able to do it. Okay, listen up. You know how cat-owners say that catnip is speed for cats. Well, I never saw any until like a week ago at my friend's house. She gave her cat some and her cat went bonkers. Completely bonkers. I looked at it and it looks like pot. Now that you have the background, here's the experiment... Put catnip into dime bags and have someone sell it as "pot". Watch the little druggies smoke it and see if they have the same reaction that cats do. I think it would be so funny if they did. That might elimanate the pot problem in the U.S. People wouldn't need to go behing Big Brother's back to get high. They'd just need to go to the pet store. Then three months after this, the Columbian mofia is gonna come to New Jersey, go into a pet store, say "You're closing", the owner will ask why, the Columbian Drug Lord with pull out a gun, say "'Cause you're dead", and ::BANG:: shoot the owner. I don't think the killing of the pet store owners if funny, but the whole people-getting-high-on-catnip is hillarious.
Next funny thing. In Bioethics again, I as IM Dad on my phone. I told him we were talking about living wills, so he sent me this,
I,_______________(fill i the blank), being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artifical means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of peckerwood ethically challanged politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depened on it.
If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to sit up and ask for a cold beer or glass of wine, it should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hearby instruct my spouse, children and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.
Under no circumstances shall the hypocritical members of the Legislature (State or Federal) enact a specail law to keep me on life-support machinery. It is my wish that these boneheads mind their own business, and pay attention instead to the health, education, and future of te millions of Americans who aren't in a permanent coma or vegetative state.
Under no circumstances shall any politicians butt into this case. I don't care how many fundamentalists votes they're trying to scrounge for their run for the presidency, it is my wish that they play politics with someone else's life and leave me alone to die in peace.
I couldn't care less if a hundred religious zealots send e-mails to legislators in which they pretend to care about me. I don't know these people, and I certainly haven't authorized them to preach and crusade on my behalf. They should mind their own business, too.
If any of my family goes against my wishes and turns my cause into a political cause, I hereby promise to come back from the grave and make his or her existence a living hell, and authorize my Power of Attorney to remove them from my will.
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Signature Date
I though that was the funniest thing ever. I read it and was about to die from holding in laughter. The best part is it fits my dad really well. It sounds like what his real will might sound like. Scary.
current mood: giggly
current music: "Two Story Town" - Bon Jovi
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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10:15 pm - American Idol is FIXED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I know I'm totally going to sound like a little kid but Bo should have won!! Carrie can sing, I'll give her that, but she can't sing anything other than country. A true "American Idol" should be diverse. They should be able to sing country, ballads, rock, oldies, accapella - basically anything. Before people thing that I'm just mad because they think I'm a Bo fan, let me tell you I'm not. I didn't really like any of the American Idol finalists this year. I didn't even watch it that much. But from what I saw, Bo had a lot more talent. I think that they really screwed up this time. Its gonna end up like 2nd season - Clay, the runner up, sold more records and was more popular than Ruben, the winner. Bo will still be more popular and have better sales. I think that when they do the themed shows, the contestants shouldn't be allows to change the song. They should have to sing it AS WRITTEN. Every week Carrie took a song and put a country swing on it. I'm sorry, but the world does not need another freakin' country singer. It is impossible to make country music sound good. Okay, I feel much better now that I got that off me chest.
In other news, I really like my tutor. He actually teaches. I though I wasn't going to like him becuase he sounded a little weird but he's actually really, really cool. He's into music too. As I was in the waiting room I was looking at the bookcases and there are like 500 books just on piano. Plus, he has the most beautiful baby grand. I was in heaven. I wanna start taking music again. I just stopped because I didn't have time. I need to drop something else. I miss music. Music is the only sensual pleasure with out a vice. He's also a really good tutor. I actually learn something. LOL.
Random question before I say good-bye, does anyone know how to make the layout any cooler? Its asking for overrides.
current mood: chipper
current music: "You've Got the Touch" - Van Halen
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5:33 pm - I'm Treasurer!
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Well people, you are reading something written by the new treasurer of the National Honor Society. :-) So happy. I get to play with number and du fundraisers. I already have a lot of ideas. Themed dances, flee markets, bake sales, dress down. Its gonna be good. The other officers are Jackie (President), Lindsay, (Vice President), and Nicole (Secetray). At least NHS will be in good hads next year. We said good-bye to the senior members today. It was sad. We bonded this year. I'll probably keep in touch with them, so thats good.
In other news, the math test that I though I got a 22 one, I didn't to that bad on. I still got my lowest grade ever, a 89, but she scaled it 15 points so it was originally a 74. That's not good.
Bobbie was telling us about her band at he NHS party. The name is Small (figure of a child running) Children At Play. Its her funny band and it really sounds funny. Everyone June 4 go to the show. I don't know where it is yet but it should be good.
You people have no idea how happy I am that there is only a few more days left with Sr. Barbara. I don't have to see her again after June 7th. :-) Today we were talking about abortion. Not something to talk about with Sister. Me and a couple other people from my class are pro-choice, sorta. We feel that if a fetus can not survive on its own outside of the womb than an abortion maybe preformed. But if it can, then there should be now abortion. Also, having abortions legal have stopped a lot of women from going into dirty rooms with unstrerile instruments to have one. This is an article I found one D&E, and, you may call me heartless, but its what I feel, it didn't bother me. So...
A Medical Doctor describes the Dilation and Evacuation Procedure
-- Dr. Tony Levatino, M.D.
Imagine for a moment that you are a "pro-choice" obstetrician-gynecologist as I once was. Your patient today is seventeen years old and she is twenty weeks pregnant. At twenty weeks, her uterus is up to her umbilicus and she has been feeling her baby kick for the last two weeks. If you could see her baby, she would be as long as your hand from the top of her head to the bottom of her rump not counting the legs. Your patient is now asleep on an operating room table with her legs in stirrups. Upon entering the room after scrubbing, you dry your hands with a sterile towel and are gowned and gloved by the scrub nurse.
The first task is remove the laminaria that had earlier been placed in the cervix to dilate it sufficiently to allow the procedure you are about to perform. With that accomplished, direct your attention to the surgical instruments arranged on a small table to your right. The first instrument you reach for is a 14-French suction catheter. It is clear plastic and about nine inches long. It has a bore through the center approximately ¾ of an inch in diameter. Picture yourself introducing the catheter through the cervix and instructing the circulating nurse to turn on the suction machine which is connected through clear plastic tubing to the catheter. What you will see is a pale yellow fluid the looks a lot like urine coming through the catheter into a glass bottle on the suction machine. This amniotic fluid surrounded the baby to protect her.
With suction complete, look for your Sopher clamp. This instrument is about thirteen inches long and made of stainless steel. At one end are located jaws about 2 ½ inches long and about ¾ on an inch wide with rows of sharp ridges or teeth. This instrument is for grasping and crushing tissue. When it gets hold of something, it does not let go.
A second trimester D&E abortion is a blind procedure. The baby can be in any orientation or position inside the uterus. Picture yourself reaching in with the Sopher clamp and grasping anything you can. At twenty weeks gestation, the uterus is thin and soft so be careful not to perforate or puncture the walls. Once you have grasped something inside, squeeze on the clamp to set the jaws and pull hard – really hard. You feel something let go and out pops a fully formed leg about 4 to 5 inches long. Reach in again and grasp whatever you can. Set the jaw and pull really hard once again and out pops an arm about the same length. Reach in again and again with that clamp and tear out the spine, intestines, heart and lungs.
The toughest part of a D&E abortion is extracting the baby’s head. The head of a baby that age is about the size of a plum and is now free floating inside the uterine cavity. You can be pretty sure you have hold of it if the Sopher clamp is spread about as far as your fingers will allow. You will know you have it right when you crush down on the clamp and see a pure white gelatinous material issue from the cervix. That was the baby’s brains. You can then extract the skull pieces. If you have a really bad day like I often did, a little face may come out and stare back at you.
Congratulations! You have just successfully performed a Suction D&E abortion. You just affirmed her right to choose. You just made $600 cash in fifteen minutes.
Okay. Moving on. We did a really cool vision lab in Biology. You had to look at letters (bdbd) and find the matching set. It was fun. There was a lot of things like that.
We had a test on the Cold War in history. I have to say, I'm starting to admire Harry S. Truman. He was like a real person. Most presidents came from really wealthy families, but he fought in WWI, he was a haberdasher, and only got started in politics because he needed a job. He was also the first president since Coolige go to into the White House kitchen and thank the staff. Gotta love manners.
I have tutoring in a little bit. Need to find out how to do the math. Don't want another 89. So bye bye.
Your Dominant Thinking Style: | Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world. | Your Secondary Thinking Style: | Experimenting
You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.
You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas.
The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.
You are good at getting a group to reach consensus. |
current mood: hopeful
current music: "I Will Play My Game Beneath The Spin Light" - Brand New
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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3:30 pm - Survey!
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[x] they call me: Jocelyn
[x] also:Joce, Moron, Punky
[x] sex: ;-)
[x] my first breath of air: December 4, 1987
[x] age: 17
[x] status: Single.
[x] occupation: Student.
[x] nationality: English.
[x] best homegirl[s]: Meg, Meg, Alli, Judy, Lindsay, Kim, Carol, Gianna, Nicole, Nikkole.
____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: Getting my car. BIG surprise.
[x] worst?: Pop-Pop dying.
[x] first word uttered: Gotta ask Mum on that one.
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: Megan
____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: Drew University ot Dickenson's College
[x] future resident of: Not a clue.
[x] wedding: Maybe...
[x] children: Hopefully none.
[x] looking forward to thanksgiving: Not really.
[x] NOT looking forward to: Summer.
____PLAY____
[x] feeling: Pretty good at the moment.
[x] Listening: Trust Company.
[x] Talking: Megan.
[x] doing: This thing so I can avoid "The Importance of Being Earnest".
[x] craving: Nothing really.
[x] thinking of: House finale tongiht.
[x] hating: That I have to do homework.
____LOVE?____
[x] love is: Completely trusting someone and wanting to be with them.
[x] first love: Not yet.
[x] current love: No one.
[x] love or lust?: Both.
[x] best love song: "I'd Do Anything For Love" - Meat Loaf
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: Yes.
[x] when love hurts, you: Talk to my friends. They make everything better.
[x] true or false - all you need is love: True
[x] have you ever been in love?: Nope.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: Sure, why not?
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: Just being nice.
[x] turn offs: Being a jerk (e.g. making fun of people, cussing, etc.).
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Yes, a lot.
[x] what kinda hair style?: Doesn't really matter that much.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Hug.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: Parties.
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: No way. I'm way to shy.
____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: Dog.
[x] short or long hair: Long.
[x] innie or outie: Innie.
[x] sunshine or rain: Sunshine.
[x] moon or sun: Moon.
[x] basketball or football: Basketball.
[x] righty or lefty: Righty.
[x] hugs or kisses: Hugs, almost always.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend.
[x] bf/gf or best friend: Best friend.
[x] tv or radio: Radio.
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: Starbucks.
[x] mc donalds or burger king: Vegetarian, so neither.
[x] summer or winter: Summer.
[x] written letters or e-mails: Written letters. They're more personal and not enough people write to each other.
[x] playstation or nintendo: Playstation.
[x] disney or nickelodeon: Disney.
[x] car or motorcycle: Car.
[x] house party or club: House party.
[x] sing or dance: Neither. Shy, remember?
[x] freak or slow dance: Slow dance.
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: Both.
[x] google or ask jeeves?: Goooooooooooooogle.
____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: Yup. Was on a swim team for a while.
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: Completely messing up Motzart at a recital.
[x] what are you scared of?: Heights.
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: Winning an internation poetry contest.
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: Whatever my parents bought.
[x] do you like tomatoes?: No.
[x] how many TVs in the house?:10 counting the computers cause they can be tvs (most are computers)
[x] how many phones?: 13
[x] how many residents?: 4
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: A room full.
[x] last dentist visit: A few weeks ago. I might have to get my wisdom teeth out. :-(
[x] last doctor visit: Couple day ago.
[x] last phone call: On the phone now.
current mood: okay
current music: "Lyric" - Zwan
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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9:50 pm - Back Again!
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Okay. I haven't updated in a while. Let's see, what's been going on? Well, lets start with today. McCorristin is going to turn to crap next year. Gina was "appointed" Executive President of the Student Council. We all know that she doesn't deserve it. She was just the one who kissed the most behind so she got it. If she couldn't get a simple Key Club together and run it properly, what makes her think that she'll be able to run student council? Nicole is VP and Bobbie is Sectary. Both of them I'm fine with. Its just "Madam President" that I'm having issues with. I lot of people are now that I think about it. Okay, whose up for a mutiny?
In lighter news, only like 8 more days (tops) with Sr. Barbara. We were talking about health care in the United States and she was basically making it sound like it was the government's fault. Its not. If people would save and invest their money instead of buying $20,000 TVs, and "needing" the most expensive cars, phones, and jewelry then there wouldn't be an issue. When ever something goes wrong it is automatically the government's fault. Can't people take responsibily for their own actions. I know I'm spoiled but if Mum and Dad ever told me that I couldn't have something because of bills, I got over it. Nowadays kids are so spoiled. I was watching Nanny 911 last week and in that family the dad had died and the kids were hitting, bitting, and verbally abusing their mother. The scariest thing about it was that the mother just stood there and took it.
I'm gonna miss Math class next year. A lot of people that I've had in my class for the past three years are opting not to take a math senior year. It sucks. ::sigh::
Ooo... Something just popped in to my head. We had this really cool lab a couple of weeks ago. It was a virtual autopsy. So cool. Here is the link: http://www.le.ac.uk/pathology/teach/va/titlpag1.html I got the first seven right on my first try. :-) Future pathologist right here. LOL. Okay. I think I'm gonna get going. I have to go vent to Jake about today. So not right.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: "Teardrop" - Massive Attack
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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7:36 pm
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current mood: bored
current music: "Livin' On A Prayer" - Bon Jovi
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3:04 pm - Future Jobs.
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We had a half day today and I got to thinking with the extra time. I thought of two really cool but totally unlikely jobs. The first is to be a leader of a cult. The only thing is that it so wouldn't be cool to be like Marshall Applewhite, the leader of the Heaven's Gate cult. It might be a little like a commune, only not like the hippe ones. People should be productive - like working for world peace or something cheesy like that - and not laying around all day smoking pot and looking at lave lamps (even though their really really really interesting). You should base your leadership after people like Albert Mackey, a Freemason. Freemasonry is based on a lot of the same morals and values as Christianity so it really can't be that bad. Anyway, Christianity, ever if a person is not Christian, will (may, depending on the people) share a lot of morals/values (e.g. killing = bad). The second job would require a really, really, really, REALLY big promotion. The job is God. You can't honestly tell me you don't think that would be a good job. This just was brought on by my Non Sequitur Calendar. One day it had God sitting in front of a computer and there were buttons saying stuff like "create", "destroy", "live", "die", and so on. Let me tell you, I already have plans for the platypus. Its not already bad enough that the current God already made it from left over parts, but I would add some more common ones. First off I'd give it bat wings. Not real big ones, little tiny ones. Just so it could jump and get a little air - kinda like a flying squirrel (don't get me started on that mammal right now). Next I would make it purple. There isn't enough purple in the world. Yeah sure, a few animals, a couple plants, but is that really enough. I also thing that it should have yellow spots. It is poisonous so it should have yellow warning signs. The final thing would be horn(s). I don't decide it I would give it two like a bull or one like a rhino. Hmmm... ::shrugs:: The other cool thing about being God is that if you didn't like someone before your promotion, you could "accidently" sneeze and hit the "die" button. Some people might say that that would be abusing your powers, but if you God its gotta be kinda stressful so you'll need to have a little fun. The platypus wasn't fun it was work. I can already thing of a few peoples lives I'd like to have "fun" with. ;-)
current mood:  contemplative
current music: "Lyric" - Zwan
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