| Sorry Guys... |
[07 May 2004|04:50pm] |
I never thought it'd happen but I seem to be updating hekka more on my xanga... so If I update here I updated; but I think I'll be updating on my xanga way more... It's the website at the top... www.xanga.caom/xscarlet_kissesx
sorry guys!
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| LEAVE MAH DONUTS ALONE! |
[29 Mar 2004|03:42pm] |
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Yea... I wore my funky earrings today. Let's see. If you took a donut and split in half (so that its still an O and not a C) and you shrunk it, made it black and white checkered, and wore it as an earring, that's basically what they look like. Anyway, Everyone instinctly called them 'donuts.' Now, in school today, Shayna, Steph, Christy, and Michelle kept poking them and James and Kelsey kept sticking things in the holes. o_o'
...James kept sticking his frieking pen like in my ear and Kelsey took the next step in art by trying to put a pastel through it. Doesn't that seem... I dunno... erotic or kinky to you? o.0
In algebra, (in which James AND Kelsey are in my class) Kelsey like kept trying to touch them and finally I said loudly, "LEAVE MY DONUTS ALONE!" And James and Ryn (AK) started laughing... It was funny.
Kelsey and I made I deal in Algebra. She gave up talking in Art Class for Lent (LMAO). So for this deal I have to go 8 days without talking in art.
I wrote in my journal after Kelsey stuck the pastel through my earring in art:
"Ha! James did that in algebra with his pen lol"
And she wrote an 'is' after pen. So I wrote;
"KELSEY! GRR!"
That girl is weirder than me without being... weird.
Ran the Mile Run today. Almost died. Ran it in 13:08, however I do not have to do it over.
*evil toothy grin*
Wrote in my other ACTUAL materialistic journal today! *gasp*
James kept on stealing it to see what I wrote about the movie; but really it's no different than what I said below. Although I forgot to mention one thing Sunday:
During the movie, James kept fidgeting with his hands; a thing I haven't seen him do since Tommy told me James liked me. So I'm pretty sure he was thinking what I was thinking, which was, "Kiss me dammit! Do SOMETHING!"
See; I may not act upon my thoughts but I am really not a prude person!
[scarlet kisses!]
[aLLy]
*EDIT* Okay; if you go to the main page in caleida, you'll see a big circle next to the wording that says "Caleida." If you imagine that circle checkered you have my earrings because it turns out that it is the SAME exact size as my earrings; only the hole in my earrings is smaller. Freak show.
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Taking Over Your lyrics
You don't remember me
But I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you.
But who can decide
What they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you;
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.
I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
I look in the mirror and see your face...
If I look deep enough.
So many things inside that are just like you are
taking over.
I believe in you;
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me.
I believe in you;
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you, to live, to breathe,
You're taking over me,
(You're taking over me),
You're taking over me,
(Taking over me),
Taking over me.
What Evanescence song are you?
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| Jersey Girl is a good date movie. Go out and see it. Now. |
[27 Mar 2004|11:18pm] |
Got back from movies just awhile ag. Billy had the comupter on so I decided to update.
Didn't get to kiss James but I was mighty close to.
Why can't I be more aggressive? Then I could've just turned him around and WHAMMO.
I bet he knew I wanted to kiss him too. I wonder if he wanted to also.
Sometimes I wish it would happen like a movie; where he just turns me around and kisses me. I wonder what that would be like.
Hmm. I would imagine that I'd be a little dizzy and I would hear weird sparking sensations in my head... and I'd probably start walking funny too.
Ah, the joy of being in love...
Zip-a-dee-doo-da
[ally]
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[27 Mar 2004|02:01pm] |
I'm not allowed to go to the rock show by Sight Unseen; oh well. But I'm going to the movies with James. Heh heh..
OH CRAP! ANOTHER ONE OF MY FORTUNE COOKIES WAS RIGHT HOLY CRAP!
I just remembered the damn thing just now... *runs and looks at it* *runs back*
It said, " Negotiations run smoothly. The outcomes are in your favor. :)" ...And instead of going to a show I'm seeing James today...
*sigh...*
I have no idea what shirt I'm going to wear. No idea. I'm still in my pajamas. And James would be like, "Does it really matter? Ally, you're acting like a prep."
AHH! I AM! HOLY CRUDMUFFINS!
*freaks out**runs around in circles*
I'm gonna read my horoscope... Don't forget to read my post below, freaks!
Scarlet Kisses,
=[AllY]=
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| "stolen" with credit to angieoflochness |
[25 Mar 2004|10:54pm] |
This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.
I want you to post anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.
Be sure to post honestly and anonymously, though. Post as many times as you'd like, I will not know who you are. This should be fun though. DO IT.
=[AllY]=
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| An (almost) James-less entry. [OH MY GOD CALL THE SWAT TEAM! THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING!] |
[25 Mar 2004|05:21pm] |
Gave Michelle advice that she claims really worked so I feel special.
She broke up with Cat a little after James and I did.
You see shes going out with Maia, yet likes Christie and liked Christie before Maia. (Im not talking about my school friend Christy here) So I gave her some advice and she really thought it was great.
Steve HAS to ask Ashley out! It's pissing us off! (Ashley and I) Because they practically act like it already and he never asked her out! AND HE ASKS ME ABOUT HER EVERYDAY! "Does she like me still? I like her. How is she? Did you talk to Ashley at all today?"
AHHHHHHHH.
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| I give you my destiny, I'm giving you all of me... |
[25 Mar 2004|04:47pm] |
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The controversial cat is out of the bag; and surprisingly James was cool with it.
"It's okay it's not like you meant it" He says.
Hun, I take a cauti0n to saying untrue things. Why did you think I was so spastic [ha ha funny word!] about it if it wasn't true? I'm attracted to you in more ways than one and I'm not afraid to say that. I love you. I love your personality. I love your sense of humor. I love the way you are so shy. I just love you.
He intrigues me sometimes.
I know he might sound really bad and like a typical guy, but he's really funny and so lovable and he definitely is NOT a typical guy.
We were 'uncool before uncool was cool.' Matter of fact in 6th grade no one wanted to sit next to him at lunch because we were all still striving for popularity and thought he was dorkier than us.
Then we realized we're all dorks, popularity sucks, and James is a really great guy. I still didn't think too much of him in 7th. In my 5th grade yearbook I commented bad things about him dated to 7th grade. I started laughing because I never imagined then that I'd fall in love with the guy and end up going out with him twice; And wanting to be with him all my life.
I guess it was because of the fact that we were both misfits in a world where popularity ruled over all, and dork + dork = love, so things even out.
But now that we're in high school-although you can tell who is popular (or was) and who were the kids who were always picked on-it's as if everything has blended together. There is no choppy line between who's cool and who must be kicked around. Now It's all finely blended into one constant fading line; although I'm still towards the end of it.
Which is a WEIRD feeling; being picked on all my life and having not been picked on once this YEAR! Or maybe I have and I've outgrown the pain it caused me 6th and 7th; wanting to come home and kill myself because someone did this or someone called me that.
James just made me feel better. At the end of eighth grade, when he told me he liked me, it was as if I had a purpose in life. Although David had put my oblivious heart in a blender, he was waiting for me... since 6th grade... even when I was FORCED to sit next to him at lunch... Someone liked me... It took me awhile to get used to the idea but I found myself thinking about him and what a relationship with him would be like...
And September came, school started, and I fell in love... and I'm continually falling... every day deeper and deeper...
I hope we're meant to be.
Scarlet Kisses
=[AllY]=
p.s. James, I know you read this; comment please? or call me or something, lol
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[24 Mar 2004|05:53pm] |
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James never had mono all the time he was sick! [YES!]
Michelle said randomly in a note that I should not wear black lipstick whenever I kiss him. Where she got that from I have no idea. However, black lipstick is looking pretty good right now and I might put some on tomorrow. [Ha, ha; sorry James!]
No I haven't kissed him on the lips yet because it'd be his first real kiss and I want it to be special for him. [aka not while we're in school!]
Had a conversation with Tommy that I don't think I'll ever forget. It's bibley and typo-diseased, however, so don't say I didn't warn you.
( The Bibleness starts... )
My body aches. All over there is pain... Not from the Marines, mind you, but from weight room... My thighs hurt front and back from squats (330 and 335 seriously nearly killed me; 335 is my max), my back aches from bench pressing my maxes of 110 and 105, as well as my shoulder blades, shoulders, and some of my neck. My abs hurt too... but that I KNOW is from the Marines yesterday.
OoOooowww..
And my right pinky toe doesn't help. You know how in a billion years humans are supposed to lose their pinky toes because the damned digits are already curling into your foot? [look at your foot, you'll see what I mean. Freak show, right?] Yea. So anyway, my pinky toe keeps on going under the toe next to it and it stings like a bee on speed. At first I just thought the toenail was going into my other toe but I found out today that it was the other thing above. I took my sock off after school because it felt like it was cut open during the transition between 8th and 9th period and found that my other toe actually has an indent from my pinky going under it so much! It HURTS, dammit, HURTS!
Everyone in my posse is like falling in love! It must be mating season, lmao.
1. James and I
2. Tommy and Kodi
3. Shayna and her significant other ^_^
4. Michelle and Maia [Maia isn't in our school posse]
5. Steph and Eugene
6. Christy and Bill
7. Christine and Nick [however Nick doesn't like her]
8. Ashley and Steve
Brought quote book into school and got like 3 pages full of quotes from the whole day! 1 1/2 of which just from lunch with Tommy, Kodi, and Steph the f*ck-mook.
Scarlet Kisses!
-=AllY=-
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| PROBLEM SOLVED! |
[23 Mar 2004|11:00pm] |
OKAY!
I solved my James-Me rant problem!
In the entry in which I said the controversial stuff, I made an LJ CUT and I entitled it "CONTROVERSIAL JAMES RANT!" so that if you want to see it (that includes you, James...if you can find it, ha.) it is there, but I wont tell you what date I posted it. MUH HA.
After reading it I guess it really isn't that bad. Perhaps if James read it he probably wouldn't realize that was the controversial thing.
I feel better now!
Speaking of which; I'm getting over my month-long cold! I feel it in my very bones-ses-ses.
On a new note: Gym was taught by Marines today. Fun. Actually it was a lot like Tae Kwon Do only with more exercise and surprisingly LESS "yes-sir!"s. The only part that killed me was the push-ups.
Scarlet Kisses!
-=[aLLy]=- ...Again!
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"...There's been times I'm so confused
All my roads they lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away...
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say and I can't do
Enough to prove it's all for you..."
--Sister Hazel; All For You
I took another quiz because I'm a dork.
( What Attracts People to Me? )
And another survey because I'm a BIG dork. BUT I haven't finished doing the survey yet. So, bare with me.
GAH! I love James. I know you people are sick and TIRED of hearing it! But it is true and I must post it.
I'm seriously considering modifying that one entry where I was ranting about James and Jaryn and I let slip something I maybe shouldn't have... Should I delete that part? Because he knows I wrote something here I shouldn't have about the two of us and now I somewhat fear he might find it...and read it...and that would be a very awkward situation if you know what I wrote...
Maybe he already saw it and he won't bring it up.
Oh well...
I wonder if I'm taking things too fast with him. I'll bring that up next time I talk to him. You see, the hardest part of getting back together with someone is trying to figure out where you are in the relationship and where you left off...
...It's still unbelievable to me; like a dream that keeps on going. And I don't exactly mean that poetically. I mean more of a "When the hell am I gonna wake up and actually realize, *Dude! He's my boyfriend!*?"
He was in school today but seemed very distant...
But I love him anyway. I always have! Why did I have to go and screw it all up the first time? It's ALL my fault. Not his, because I took a problem not related to him and turned it against him and now he's probably still not mentally over that...
Does he notice I've changed a bit? Does anyone notice? Someone has got to. I notice it...
But really, I have loved him since before we were going out the first real time we went out. Heck; I even had a crush on him the end of last year!
Stupid Ally! STUPID ALLY!
This time I'll make it last; Let's hope he feels the same way!
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"I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you"
-- Hoobastank, The Reason
The reason I'm so happy is that the James asked the Ally out last night! *BASK IN THE HAPPY!* Yes I know, I'm glowing!
OMG update later...g2g...AHHH
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| memegen explosion! |
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You are a Punk Boy Kiss! You met your cutie at that
concert last week... Instead of bringin home
some CDs and a shirt... you brought home him!
What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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I still think James is hotter... in personality and looks.
I scored a 46% on the "how blonde r u?" Quizie! What about you?</b>
Wow that's sad considering I AM physically blonde!
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| Beware the Mousequatch... |
[09 Mar 2004|05:02pm] |
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Okay the inside joke behind the subject line: I watching a ghost/paranormal show last night on the Travel Channel (I love that channel when it plays supernatural shows...) and the one show was about werewolves, ghosts, demons, and finally, bigfoot. The bigfoot stalkers were setting all these trip wires, traps, and cameras and then settled in for the night. In the morning, nothing much had been aFOOT. (ha ha im so not funny!) Yet one of the cameras had gone off a few times. The bigfoot maniacs were all like, "This may or may not be it! It may have been here! It may have been watching us last night!" And so they got the film developed. The 'IT!' that tripped the wires and made the cameras go crazy... was a mouse. So my brother, at the right time, jumped up and screamed, "OMIGOD! IT'S THE MOUSESQUATCH!"
I thought that was great...
Yesterday was Jaryn-free as well, but today I had no such luck. But James was absent. I almost stayed hpme today as well, but I didn't.
Yea.
Found out Shana is ShaYna. My bad.
I have a jawbreaker! mmmmmm...
Tommy and Shayna have been teaching me sign language... Tommy has been teaching Steph as well. I've been signing "I Love James" all day; Steph has been signing "I love Eugene." She likes him, he likes her. So; CONGRADS, GIRL! w00.
[kisses!]
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[05 Mar 2004|10:39pm] |
Today was Jaryn-Free...
What a relief.
And James seems to be talking to me more but I wonder if he still likes Jaryn...
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I have that song stuck in my head because we've been singing it nonstop in chorus... Dangit Mornewick!
*Okay. This thing hads been bugging me all day because I'm such dork:
What I said below about my viginity, it may be true, but I just feel it was a little too early in my life to post that.*
Oh well. I'm not going to got through the trouble of deleting it because that's just stupid.
Well, I'm still thinking of James.
w00t w00t I'm surprisingly happy!
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| O MAGIC MAGIC CACTI OF MAGICAL DOOMSTUFFS! |
[03 Mar 2004|07:53pm] |
I
asked the Magic Magic Cactus:
Am I a turnip of almighty goodness?
And
the Cactus said to me;
Are you INSANE?!? What a messed up plan. God damn, you're fucking nuts.
[click
here to ask the cactus a question]
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Haha OMG that great! LMAO!
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