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penumbra
Friday, September 12th, 2008 - 11:12 am

sam is:

lost
an idiot
a screw-up
feeling dead inside
still upset that you hate her
angry that you hate her for no reason
wishing everything was different
wondering why the hell she's posting here after so long



feeling nothing
judge judy

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penumbra
Monday, February 6th, 2006 - 06:06 pm

This may seem 'radical' and insulting to muslim, but if you don't like it, don't read it.


I am so sick to death of all this Islam shit. Ok, so some Danish guys published a cartoon insulting Muhammed, woopdy doo! It's all you god damn foreigners that are wrong with British society. When you insult our religion's and our culture, what do we do? Nothing, because we believe in freedom of speech. But as soon as someone says someone says something about your's it's the end of the fucking world. We have allowed you into our country so you abide by our rules. Nothing gives you the right to say that we should be beheaded for disagreeing with your religion. As a society we do not do anything of the sort. What gives you the right?

We as a country have taken you under our wing. We provided you with houses, food. I've paid taxes for you people. What have you done for us? Take jobs away from the British, abuse our good nature and force PC upon us. We welcome you celebrating your religious holidays, but we are not allowed to celebrate our own national holidays. We are not allowed freedom of speech, but you consider it your right. It's about time the British stood up and were accounted for. It's about time for the British to stand up and say "if you don't like what we do, get the fuck out of our country!"

Now don't get me wrong, this is not directed at all muslims, and i know that some British people aren't saints. I know all muslims aren't like that. I know some muslims that have embraced our culture and bettered it. However, the major proportion do not contribute in any way. I strongly believe that those people burning down embassies and inciting racial and cultural hatred should be removed from our country.

We did not invite you here. A lot of muslims we did not allow here and yet here they are parading around our country.


Rant over. If you don't like what i have to say, deal with it and fuck off. I couldn't give a shit.


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penumbra
Friday, November 25th, 2005 - 02:36 pm

I'm going to get SO wasted tonight



crazy crazy

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penumbra
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 - 06:09 pm

I feel like every ounce of creative energy i have has been sucked out of me. Is this what i've been reduced to?



cranky cranky
The Drifters - Some kind of wonderful (dirty dancing soundtrack)

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penumbra
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 - 06:29 pm

*jumps up and down rapidly*


OMG OMG OMG SCARLING. ARE PLAYING IN BRISSOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't not go. Brissol here i come!!



ecstatic ecstatic
Jack off Jill - Author unknown

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well all i want to do try  

penumbra
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 - 07:51 pm

I have to say, i'm pretty disappointed by Jacksonville City Nights. I thought/expected it to be a lot better than it is... or maybe i need to listen to it more. Either way, i'm disappointed.


I've had such a "wick" (using Cum's word) day. Met Podge at 1. Went to Ocean Pearl, the best all you can eat chinese buffet, and probably the only one in Bath too. Being the pig i am, i scoffed lots of chinese food and jelly. My BMI already tells me i'm obese, so a little more wont hurt, surely?

After filling my face we went to see Penni in HM Samuels, where i clearly annoucned to the world that their jewellery's "too cheap". Oops. Felt a bit weird her being so nice to me seeing as it's probably because of her Dan's not talking to me. That may be just a little two faced.

After that joyous experience we went to Cadbury's cocoahouse. I wonder if we have the only one in the country still... Had a chocolate thing which was trying to be a frappucino, but not quite. Them refurb'ing was obviously meant to attract the top end of the market, and maybe even skim, but all they've done is ruin the place. All the comfy sofa's have been replaced by dining tables. Not cool.

Did a bit of window shopping. Everything i picked up Podge hated, and everything he picked up i hated. Sequins are too popular this season! He dragged me out of Claires too. How small are their bracelets? I have smal wrists, but damn, those bracelets are small.

Me and Podge thought we'd go visit Ché. Cool Ché is gone. He just stood at the door saying "Yeah" and "Fair enough". He was probably on something, whatever is cool to take these days. It was obvious that cool Ché is well and truely gone. I love the old Ché. We used to go to his house everyday and i'd curl up in his bed whilst the others played on his PS2. Those days are long gone now. Sad podge and sam.


[To whoever is reading this] Time to get #caleida open again!



contemplative contemplative
The Killers - Somebody told me

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It's an underground illusion  

penumbra
Friday, October 21st, 2005 - 06:33 pm

I've been spending too much money. I've bought:

-> Louis Vuitton purse off ebay
-> Fiorelli furry bag
-> Nightmare before christmas special edition on DVD
-> The best Daisy Chainsaw videos on DVD
-> Hocus Pocus on DVD
-> Gold/Answering bell and Demolition/Nuclear flats
-> Ryan Adams poster
-> Scarling pins (not arrived yet)
-> Jurrasic Park, the book
-> Jacksonville city nights

At some point i want to get:

-> Fiorelli bracelet
-> Backstreet Boys CD (no comment required here)
-> Queen Adreena live at Ica CD
-> Saves the day CDs
-> Pet Semetary, the book
-> Daisy chainsaw CDs


Media Player keeps being an ass to me.



cheerful cheerful
Scissor sisters - It cant come quickly enough

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This has been round so many times  

penumbra
Friday, October 21st, 2005 - 03:27 pm

1) On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list.
2) Write down the first line of the song.
3) Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.


01. I envy your demise, i hope it's all you dreamed it would be. One bullet in this gun, not sure if it's for you or me
02. Bottles breaking on my face are only a reminder of your love i lost a life time ago
03. Fly away, if we fly away. You might die today. Fly, FLY....Give me some love
04. Did you watch the tv or hear it on the radio. Watch out for after school specials am i still ok?
05. Oi Linda, Bella che fa? Bonita, bonita que tal?
06. As i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i take a look at my life and realise there's nothing left - Coolio - Gangsta's paradise
07. They know best how they can mess with us. Nursing an opinion is getting dangerous
08. You think you know me, know what i do, but all you think about is what it all means to you
09. The party dont stop til the game is done and i dont care if you're not the one
10. Nothing happens and everything has changed. All i want is everything to stay the same
11. Hello, is there anybody in here? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anybody home?
12. Stay out of the light, or the photograph i give you. You can say a prayer if you need to
13. Mum, i found a guy that i really want. I know you say i'm young, but he dont wanna hurt me
14. Meet a girl, thought she was grand. Fell in love, found out first hand. Went well for a week or two, then it all came unglued
15. Something inside me that crawls beneath the surface, consuming, confusing. This lack of self control i fear is never ending
16. Some people think that the physical things define whats within and i've been here before, and life's a bore, so full of the superficial
17. Sister, i'm not a much a poet but a criminal and you never had a chance. Love it or leave you can't understand, a pretty face but you do so carry on
18. I couldn't wait for the summer and the warped tour, i remember it's the first time i saw her there
19. I can taste your innocence, young and sweet like mother made you, everything froze into ice
20. Nicotine, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstasy and alcohol


Bit of a mixed bag.



musical musical
Sugababes - Run for cover

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penumbra
Thursday, October 6th, 2005 - 04:38 pm

Look who's back. Yes, that's me.

I'm not going to tell you about what i've been up to, because guess what, there's not been anything exciting. However, i did go to RSVP last night with Jess. Everywhere else was dead. Got a pitcher of Sex on the Beach and had a giggle.

Chris, did i text you last night?



cheerful cheerful
HeidiKat interview with Jessicka

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often sick with my confusion  

penumbra
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005 - 11:43 am

and now you know that...
we are the music makers, the lovers and the breeders
and we are the new risk takers, the narcissistic feeders
well we kiss like painted tigers, but we bleed like no one else
cause we are the music makers, consumed with just ourselves



busy busy
Scarling - we are the music makers

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