Silent Pain - Day

Monday, January 5, 2004

7:21PM - Baby mice=Abortions...Happy Birthday Squee!!!

First day back to school. I feel like killing myself. I realized except for the few, I absolutely hate every single one of them. They're vulgar, grotesque, and cause me to get a twitch on my neck. I honestly don't give a fuck if you want to know how my day was I'm gonna tell you it anyways. It's my fuckin journal. Don't like it? Make your own.

Morning-PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE!!!!I HATE PEOPLE!!!! But, I saw the person I like, so I couldn't kill.
1st- It's when the twitch started again. She wouldn't get outta my ass. Every time I talked she would tell us to shut up. Three more weeks and I don't ever have to see her again.
2nd- Acidic diarrhea, the worst kind(burns your ass). I went to the bathroom twice. I felt like crying too because no one pays attention to me their. They think I'm a joke.
Lunch- I ate, no big deal. So many lines, so many people. ARRRRG!!!!! WHY CAN'T THEY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I said happy bday to my friend/owner Squee. I gotta get her something. Maybe a hamster ball for the rats. They gotta play too.
3- There is practically no people there. I love that class. The teacher reminds me of my grandma. I took off a scab there though and bled like crazy. I was worried the school "Vampires"(Note: Psh!) would attack me.
4- Again, this bitch has no idea what she is doing. She asked me what I got for Christmas: A chainsaw. My New Years resolution: Stop scratching myself in public. She thought I was joking, I was being honest. I don't talk to many people here, I try to though.
After school- I calmed down...after 2 hours of depression. My friends ditched me. When I'm left alone, I get the feeling no one likes to be near me. I know it's true, but I don't like to feel it. I got perky as usual again though. I have the craving for Macoroni&Cheese with chicken in it. Maybe later...

Current mood: cynical

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