Current mood:	crappy
Current music:	Set it off ::x:: Rufio

Okay so its my big update, feel special or something.

I have a headache from thinking about things all day long, which I realise now was a bad idea because all if got me was more confused then I was before, and feeling all blahdaish. Yes, thats my new word, don't descriminate, just staright out hate. Wow, I keep coming up with funky assed shit like every single day.

Anywho, I guess its all coming back to me now, I keep putting song lyics in my journal and getting off topic, I just want to make it look longer then it really is whoops. So anyway as I was saying, It seems like my life follows a pattern, I get attached to people then the just leave, or whathave you. I think by now I should be used to it, I just kind of hoped that I would never have to. Thats life though. I gotta roll with it.

I think before today I've never been so effected by things people say, I'm normaly not one to care what other people say, but when Its someone I call my friend, someone I care about. No matter how I try to shrug it off, It just sticks. Just that feeling of being low. On the other hand, maybe hes right, maybe I am just a good for nothing whore. Just a good time, seems like thats all I get treated like anyway.

Whatever, I have kelly now. Mmm sweet lesbianisum.