Current mood:

depressed

mmhmm
Holding on has to be the easiest part, because letting go was so hard
It's hard to believe that i had to let go of something that meant soo much to say goodbye is one of the hardest things i've done throughout my life....i may only be 15 but doesn't mean i don't have feelings doesn't mean im any less important does NOT mean that i don't have my upsetting depressing points....
With Winston gone i don't know what goes on all i know is i'd rather get hurt by knowing the truth than hearing half a lie

love is a gift from heaven, why does it hurts like hell? I lvoe him so much....why was a goodbye soo hard that i fell...i fell to pieces shreading in front of the one's i love and no one understood what was going on....It broke to pieces when you went away, Now I look at the sky for that brighter day, I crossed the line I know that so, but tell me why you had to go?

winsotn come bak there's some things i need to kno....do u really love me so?
I don't know what ur doing Winston out there in washington but i know everyone is falling in lvoe with you and the person u are....How come u have time 2 go out & 2 make other girls fall in luv with u, but u dont have enough time 2 pay attention 2 the girl who really does?

i feel as if im not enough or there's something im doing wron....to feel this crappy something has to be going on...I love you for everything you do...
everything you are...
and everything I cant have... i can't have you here with me and it hurts me soo bad....please come home...and be with me for i love u and will till most of time...

you can't look into my eyes.....you can't understand how i feel....sooo what's the point....
I dont want to be alone, but sometimes its hard to be with you....because we don't get to see eachother....damn it...and damn you!

I always knew that looking back at the tears would make me laugh but i never knew looking back at the laughs would make me cry

i want more laughs i want to cry for the right reasons...i haven't been able to do that for such a long time

Winston I love you...
L
O
V
E

not

L
U
V
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what has meaning....

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together



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All of me belongs to you all the time
You're the only one that's ever on my mind
There's no way that I would ever be untrue
There's not one single part of me
That don't miss you through and through
Cause all of me belongs to you

Eyes are worthless cause you're not here to see
Lips're so forgotten since you forgotten me
My arms ached from reaching out to you the way they do
There's not one single part of me
That don't miss you through and through
All of me belongs to you

Fingers claw the darkness in my dreams
Searching for a love I lost but can't redeem
I'm yours and I can't give my heart to someone new
There's not one single part of me
My heart don't inclue cause all of me belongs to you

Fingers claw the darkness in my dreams
Searching for a love I lost but can't redeem
I'm yours and I can't give my heart to someone new
There's not one single part of me
My heart don't inclue cause all of me belongs to you

All of me belongs to you

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