Current mood:

loved

Winston and I are fighting again...::sigh:: it happens wayy too much. No matter what i can't help but love him, we go through sooo much but i will always love him...i remember looking back and reading my journal and when i realized the first time i was in love with elrie...and he was my first love...well it's different with winston i feel the things i did with elrie but stronger and more positive...maybe it's just being older or who knows..Winston likes to blame everything on himself...but it's not his fault...boy i love him...
He's my baby my love..
i hate when he says he doesn't deserve me...cause he doe he has my love...my heart!!

" Love is when you look into someone's eyes
and see their heart."

i see his heart...i see him and me!!!!

Let's reflect....
A bell is not a bell
until someone rings it,
a song is not a song
until someone sings it.

Love wasn't put
in the heart to stay,
for love isn't love
'til you give it away.

i've given mine to him....this he must understand!!


WinMar3: i may have talk alot of nonsense about things bieng diffrent and after a couple days im a fucking retard and screw things up this time
(he isn't a fucking retard....but a dumb nut to think so)


i made something up

The sweet words of i love you tremble on my lips....and then i see you!

that you...up there is winston for me...he is my desire....words can't explain the way i truely feel..pictures can't explain only my love my heart can....and that's impossible for them to speak but my heart is what allows me to live ...winston is my love i live becasue of him


he's soo determined....yet has no clue...

Winston understand i do know the meaning of love...and i do love you!Know this and cherish it!