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checkin up
Well my life is complicated so if you don't want to read about this stuff then don't because im not making you. Okay so i recently am going out with a boy named Chris who is one of my ex's from when i was younger. But along with dat i have to of my friends elrie and matt liking me. So matt was being really nice to me yesterday and complimenting elrie and stuff but elrie was in a way saying some shit about matt. I dunno it's all too confusing but hey that's my life...im not sure what to do and im probably going to break up with chris..i dunno just too much stuff is going on with me...i think i need help...but the sad part is there is more to life then just that...poeple need to learn about love..Love... We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we can't predict which it will be one moment from the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without....i guess i don't have much more to say i mean were living in a world when tons of thigns are possible yet not discovered....why can't we discover them...Well i guess ill shutup toodles luvs *MAry