Current mood:

depressed

Great ol' great ol'
Today was pretty good until something became wrong with Rachel im not exactly sure what happened with her or what but she didn't seem in the mood today....and i tried to be there for her but she was getting mad at me....also Rod decided to play a joke on me pretending to be ashley and like say that becca was hitting her and she doesn't like becca.....well "ashley" said i could tell becca...so i did and becca like blew up at me saying i didn't do that then i asked becca what was wrong and she was like you don't know and i asked if she would tell me and like she was like you don't understand or something (i couldn't tell) then she hung up on me......and i ended up tlaking to her mom about it! I dunno latley becca doesn't tlak to me and like i don't know what to say anymore beucase like i dunno it's sorta confusing...but it's all rbinging me down and i don't want to deal w/ it....i dunno i have a craig issue to...and like jojo is like all sad/mad cause bobby is telling becca stuff and not her...and there's more to that....but like i dunno everything is a mess these days.....maybe i should just forget it all and focus on school;....almost like restrict myself from everyone....eh? I dunno tell me what you think beucase i don't know what to think anymore...all i know is everyone is getting distracting and all this shit is bugging me and once agian i have the feeling like i can't rely on anyone...I'm not sure how to make that any more clear...but ya...please reply i need a hell of a lot of suggestions and responces to boost me up! tanks lotz....Luv, Mary