I look back four months ago when I came here knowning no one but yet when I left I felt like I had left a family behind. It was a hard choice, but one I couldnt go in any way around. I know for a fact I shall regret this choice, but the way things looked I couldnt handle the fighting and the constant arguing and therefore it was a part of the reason I left. Moreover the real reason I left is because I found out I have a sister. If you all remember Aimee? She attended Dover for a while and then left to search for her family.. Well she found it. It was my family. She was my lost sister and therefore I decided to move back with my folks for a while. - He sighs as he types up his farewell message knowning it will be the last he will ever make. - I guess the one girl that would take it the hardest would be Calista, my best friend, my sister. - He sighss sadly. - I gave her my word I wont leave, but now I must break it. First time I ever broke a promise. I'm sorry Cal, whether it means anything to you or not. Im tired of us fighting and after spending some time in Jamaica.. After having some fun, laughing and smiling I decided to leave on good terms. Know that whatever happens Cal I will always be there for you. Always. Not physically but mentally. I'm sorry Cal. No matter what happens, you shall always be my sister.

Lix, Kaley, Parker, Chloe, Tate, Keri, Brynn you were all my closest friends since day one and I appreciate that. I really do. I said I will not leave, but it seems I have no other way out. Thanks girls for being there for me when I needed you all most. Kaley I guess we wont go on that vacation cruise after all.

And to all the new girls I met lately that turned into my closest friends, Jamie, Lyssia, Naomi.. You guys.. Erm.. Girls rock. Never forget that. And Lisette... We have been apart for eight years and yet again we have to be separated once more. - He sighs. - Fate sucks. Im sorry girl and I wish you the best even though we broke up mutually.. I still wish you best. You are the one out of all the people that can really understand why I had to leave.

I remember saying to myself and to everyone around me how much I hated it when all my close friends left but I guess Im one of those people that is going away. You can hate me if you like, I cant tell you not to, because I hated those that left without a word. But unlike them, I'm leave with a word and message. I love you kids. Best of luck to you all, and you never know we might meet again once more. God acts in mysterious ways.

[Please remove Max from the community. It was a pleasure Rp'ing with you all for five months.]

- He sits down on his chair, logging on to his online journal. He begins to type. -

It was April since I came here and just thinking of all that has happened since then I have come
to realize who are my best friends and that quiet a few of them have left Dover. I wanted to let
those few know that they've been a great part from my life and left a footprint on it that I'll always
remember. The memories will play forever and I shall remember them with a smile.

Calista, you are my best friend.. no.. no.. you are like a blood sister. Hell you are my sister
blood or not. You've been there for me since day one up until today. Hell if it weren't for you I don't
know where I would be standing right now. I know that lately we have got into our actually first
arguments ever since April, and for most of them I was wrong and you were right. I was stubborn and
treated you wrong.. I’m sorry for that. Really... I am. And you have forgiven me.. you are truly an
angel and I hope you will always be here for me. I love you like a brother does his sister. - Nods. - I
mean it Calista. Words cannot express how much you mean to me.

Kaley.. God.. I remember when I first met you at Lixi's party I believe.. it was insane back then. Hah.
Especially when she brought the liquor out. Kaley + Liquor = Bad Combination. Hah. We went insane
that day, but a good friendship cam out from there. And since then you were one of my closest friends. We
even planned to go on vacation some day, just the of us. - He sighs. - But you left. I miss you Kaley, I
miss you lots. It hurt when she left without saying goodbye. I even remember prom night that happened
last May. I remember that before it we went to a pre-dinner into Calista's French picked restorunt
and I splashed water on your prom dress. Heh. I thought you were going to kill me, but in the end you
danced with me not once but three times at the Prom. God I miss you.

Alexia, Lixi, you were the party girl of Dover, throwing a party every other day. I
remember the time when everyday before our birthday, which was the same day you came running to like a
count down clock.. its three days before our birthday, next day... its two days! Heh. Gosh I miss you
Lixi.. oh and how can I forget all the fun shopping we did. - He snickers and then sighs. - Just
like Kaley.. it hurt when she left without saying goodbye.

Tate, the funniest of the group. She always put a smile on my face and made me laugh. I remember
meeting her all sad after West left and then I had to put her through the feather treatment. Heh.
It sure cheered her up. And also that time when I spilled vodka all over her. - Snickers evilly. - I so
need to hang out with her more often.

Chloe, Chlo, now that’s one friend I couldn’t possibly live without. Hah, I remember when I
spent over two weeks convincing her that she was a hot babe. Hah. The memories. I also recall the surprise
we made for Calista at the prom night last year. We bought her a crown and nominated her the prom
princess, since the prom queen thingy was cancelled.

Lick was wild doll of Dover. She's wild in everyway, she'll make you go crazy and cross the red
line. She's on of my funnier and close friends. One girl that no one wants to mess around if she's mad.
She left and now she came back after a few months, Im glad she's around.

Parker was my first crush in Dover which turned into my other best friend. Lately we've been
growing apart but I still hold her close to me. Like Calista she's been through a lot with me and
I'm kind of sad that I don’t see her as often as I should.

Jamie and I have been spending some time lately getting to know eachother.. I think that
through time she and I will become close friends. I can totally understand her or so it seems to me. I
think she's a fun girl to be around.

[EDIT]

Liela. God I miss her. She left ages ago, about three or four months and just like Kaley and
Lixi without saying goodbye. She was such a fun girl. I recall her taking chocolate syrup and
spraying over me. Hah. We had a huge food fight in her room. - He laughs. - Oh man, then I ran away to
my dorm to take a shower all covered with food syrups and whip cream.

Mariana's special past dinner. That night was unforgettable. She cooked me a pasta dinner and damn
it was good and we found something we finally agreed on and that was that, "Savage Garden rocked." And
as she used to say, "MEEP!" Heh.

Megan, how could I even forget her? - He smacks himself. - She was one great girl, trouble some, but fun. Heh. You wouldn't want to cross her bad side. I remember this one time I splashed a bottle of cold
water at her when she was in her white school uniform. - He smirks. - Now that was a sight.

Serena, Serena, and Serena.. I haven't thought of her since she left about four months
ago if not longer. I think she was the first one to get my feather treatment. Yup, it was her. Too bad
she went away to Brazil I believe it was. Another fun friend left.

Brynn just left. I just found out she left us. - He sighs sadly. - God! How many more are going to
leave us? I swear everyone who I once considered close is leaving. Makes me so sad. Brynn was a close
friend before she went into her limbo state and locked her self up from everyone. God I miss her.. I
miss playing ball with her.. she was a real superstar, a real good friend that left without saying
goodbye.

Clair, I still think about from time to time. She was my closest friend when I came at first to Dover. She was fun to be around and a good girl to seek good advice from.. up untill she fell into her
depression and pushed everyone away and eventually left. We were suppose to go to the prom together,
but I guess she had her reasons for not showing up. I miss her. Unlike the rest of them she did say
goodbye.

[END EDIT]

Ohh.. and on a lighter note, I asked Lisette out and she said yes. - He bounces around and clicks
update. –

- He sits around unpacking his things as well as cleaning his room from the mess he made a few days ago. -

The past few days were rough, probably the hardest days of my life here in Dover. I was at a stage where I wanted to leave Dover and go back to California and if it weren’t for Calista I probably would. For two weeks I ran away from all my problems to the woods, up north to my cabin. I paced around there, walking and thinking, trying to sort out my thoughts and feelings.

I realized that I was blaming myself for too much. Blaming myself for things that weren’t myfault. I guess I was blind to the truth. I did not want to see it when deep inside I knew it was there. I guess I was afraid to confront it and if it weren’t for Calista I would've not been able to see the reality and escape my own walls.

Calista, you are the greatest of all. You are my guardian angel.

Whoa. So a whole week has passed already. - Sighs -. Mariana and Aimee are gone as well now. Our whole old hangout gang just left almost. Well not true, there's still Kaley, Parker, Lixi and Calista. Oh speaking of which, Parker's back. - Grins -. Like I havent seen her the whole month! And not to mention she and Calista are sisters! Whoa. My two best friends are sisters. And I never knew that nor did they, only just recently they found out. Thats just great. - Grins -.. other than that I've talking to Lisette quiet of often now, and I met this great girl.. this real fun girl named Aiden.

- Frowns as he began to type -. Keri left. Keri left. Keri left. - Sniffles -. I tried to stop her.. but she wouldnt listen.. she grew distant in the past few days. - Sighs -. Its feels as if apart of me is gone right now. She ment the world to me. - Sighs sadly -. Keri I miss you.

And just the same day Keri left I met my oldest best friend. We grew up together.. we did everything together up until we were about eight or nine. Then our fathers got into a huge fight and I moved to South California separated from her. For nine whole years I havent seen her.

I was sitting in Stanton's Literature class.. when I saw this new girl, but yet she looked familiar. I threw a note at her and after tossing it back and forth.. we got out of class and she told me her name was Lasette. I thought to myself that, that name did sound familiar and as it turns out it was her, the one and only. My best friend. The only girl that every understood me fully. Im glad we finally met after so many years.

Woa.. Im back.. and apperantly lots have changed in the past few days. Self note... talk to Keri, Alexia, Tate, Lick and Calista. And Keri, I love you doll.

[OOC:.. I might not be able to post for the next 4 - 7 days.. nor will I be online.. Im swiching from dial up to DSL.. and untill the swich will happen.. I will have no internet access. :( Hopefully.. if everything goes alright as planned, Ill have DSl by the fourth.]

Yesterday was mine and Keri's one week anniversery. I gave her a bracelet and silver-heart shaped earings. Pictures coming up soon. - Nods -. - Snickers -. There goes my life savings. Its all Lixi's fault. - Grins -. She was the one who brought the Tiffany's catalog.. but it was all worth it. Keri is worth every single dollar of it. - Nods -. Keri rocks my world. I love Keri like whoa.

Sits next to his pc, thinking to himself as a confused look appears over his face. He begins to type.

It has been almost three months since I've in Dover Academy and so much has changed. I came here all broken, sad and alone.. I didn't want to come here at first. I was forced to, but I'm glad I was. If I haven’t came here, I probably would have ended up somewhere on the streets. If I haven't came here I wouldn’t meet my new family, my close friends and most importantly I would have not been happy. I'm glad I was forced into Dover. I really am.

As most of you know me, I'm seventeen and a senior attending Dover's high school. I love my friends: Lixi, Kaley, Tate, Lick, Calista, Parker, Brynn, Rockette, Meg and many more.. but most importantly I love my girl, </i>Keri.

Click the update button, smiling.