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[02 Sep 2003|07:21pm] |
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Things with Turner are finally back to normal. Well almost. I had a weird episode the other day when he came home a little bit drunk but we worked past that. We talked it over and when he turns 18 we're going to Vermont and get married. I can't imagine my life without him and you know? I don't want to
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[21 Aug 2003|09:06pm] |
I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
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[09 Aug 2003|07:28pm] |
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Turner baby I need to talk to you. It's nothing bad I promise. It's good news actually,. I'm in the music room playing so call my cell when you get this.
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[30 Jul 2003|10:13am] |
When I made the decision to tell Tyler what I did I never ever expected to get the friendship out of it that I have. He's an exceptional person and we've gone closer due to the situation. In return, he's become one of my closest friends here and I will always treasure that.
I haven't been doing incredibly well as of late. Thought and emotions that I just can't quell are running around in my heart and head. It's been hard to even get out of bed some days. Social life? HA I haven't been out in forever. I had even started pushing poor Turner away. He loves me so much and I know that I haven't been the best boyfriend for him. He deserves so much better than what I have to offer. I don't know what to tell him half the time..I love him though. He's been just...amazing.
I should probably head to class but I don't have the energy too and I hear the ivory keys of my piano calling my name
Till Next Time,
Luke
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[23 Jul 2003|09:24pm] |
Need someone's hand to lead me through the night
I need someone's arms to hold and squeeze me tight
Now, when the night begins, whoa, I'm at an end
Because I need your love so bad
I need some lips to feel next to mine
Need someone to stand up - to stand up and tell me when I'm lyin'
And when the lights are low - and it's time to go
That's when I need your love so bad
So why don't you give it up, baby and bring it home to me
or write it on a piece of paper, woman - so it can be read to me
Tell me that you love me - and stop drivin' me mad
whoa, because I - I need your love so bad
Need a soft voice - just to talk to me at night
Don't want you to worry, baby
I know we can make everything alright
Listen to my plea, baby, come on bring it to me
'Cause I need - your love so bad
Baby, I need, I need - baby, I need your love so bad
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[13 Jul 2003|08:40pm] |
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Turner baby, you signed off right as I signed on. *smiles* come back!
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[08 Jul 2003|05:09pm] |
Today has been a horrible day. Absolutely dreadful. Why? Because I have the self worth of a rock and can't ever see the positive side of things it seems. I've been so busy with cheering and Turner that I was a little behind on some of my school assignments. It seemed that no matter how hard I worked the farther behind I became and there really was no one to ask for help.
If you ask then they don't think you can handle it, but if you don't they either think you're a slacker or stupid. I'm neither of those things. I care about everything I do..*sighs* I'm just worried of what my parents will say if I do poorly once grades are out.
I don't often talk about the negative with Turner. He's so happy and full of life I don't want to bog him down with my oen problems, especially since he just let go of his own baggage. I'm at a loss it seems.
I just for once wish I knew that it was all going to be ok in the end...
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[26 Jun 2003|09:29am] |
So it looks like I've moved. I just couldn't take my roomate anymore so when John Riverra mentioned that he was in need of a new roomate I quickly pounced on the opportunity. It's a wonderful situation actually. Finally someone that won't bitch about Turner always being around. Plus this is a suite so we'll have our own bedrooms. I'm planning on running to the fabric store today to see what sort of ideas i can come up with to decorate the new digs.
I've snuck in Tinkerbell. John says that he doesn't mind cats which is a great thing because well, Turner gave her to me and that means she stays. I haven't talked to him really in a few days. He's been incredibly busy. *frowns* I hope he doesn't mind the move
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