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lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:13:25 GMT

so lastnite [sunday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, just chilled on here for awhile, eventually fucked around on melo, nothing special and then eventually pete called me bak and i talked to him awhile and did some shit, didnt feel well at all, but i didnt get sick or anything, i just felt wierd, then around 11ish pete got off the phone and then i chilled online, was rather bored and then i eventually went downstairs and watch the end of califorcation and then passedout, then i kept waking up in the middle of the nite cause i was sleepin wierd and a whole body part felt alseep that was horrible, but then i went bak to sleep then today [monday]i sleept pretty decent then got woken up around 830ish when my mom was leaving for work, she said i should stay up but of course i fell right back to sleep and then eventually i got up around 1115, and i was like shit i got work soon, oh well so i got up,went online, got dressed and now im bored drinkin coffee, probably gonna go eat somethin in a bit so i dont faint or anythin at work cuz that b bad and then hopefully my brother gets here in time to bring me to work then work 130 to 930 and then pete said he'l stop by on my break and then at 930 hes pickin me up and then hopefully im gonna stay the nite, i guess ill c what happens but yah text me people im out for now later

-KaRa

thrusday to sunday

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 01:37:16 GMT

so i been busy as always, so time to update cuz i got some free time...

so [thrusday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, then my mom went to the store so wen she got bak, i help her put foods away, then my uncle called and said he b over at 4ish and had presents for us which is odd but whatveer, so then i was bored for a bit, and then i went downstairs and had some snacks and got my presents got two shirts that r two big which i need exchange a new pocket book thats cute, hairties and a 2yr planer which is cute with a kittie on it, and then i was bored more, and then pete called me and said later he was gonna stop by which made me super happy, and then i was bored more, talked to jamie for a bit, and then eventually ate dinner around 730ish i ate some much, then i called pete and then he said around 9ish he got to my house and we were outside for a bit, then came inside and then he left around 10 somethin, and i chilled online for a bit and then around 11ish he called me bak and talked for a bit, and then i passedout cause i had work 545 am for black friday ughhh, so then the next day [friday] i had a hard time waking up, finally got up around 515 am got readi real fast, and then left the house around 530am, got to work a couple mins late, and it went really fast, wasnt as busy as i thought it was gonna be, had one break, text pete to remind him pick me up at 1130 and then rest of the day went pretty fast, and then pete picked me up an hr late cause he got pulled over or somethin, so i jus chilld with lyndsey when she had break and then waited for pete finally he came around 1230ish, so then we went to the check cashing place and cashed my check and then we went bak to his house and called my mother and she went psycho i cashed my check for no damn reason and then i had some apple pie that pete's mommy made which is fuckin amazing, and then we chilled and watched chased and then eventually we met up with one of his boys in islip, and then went to the gas station and did some shit, and then went to another gas station and i got a beer and then went bak to his house and chilled and watch some movies and then i was upset about some shit, then talked to chris in text and we got into an arguement, whatever and then eventually me and pete had dinner with his mom they had burgers but i only had mac and cheese, and then we went bak into his room and chilled, and kept fighting over stupod ass shit and almost brought me home but as always we resolved shit and did more shit and chilled and then we eventually watch trueblood first two episodes cause he has them on dvd's now but i ended up passingout in the middle of them, which sucked, then the next day [saturday]i slept really good i woke up in the middle of the nite cause i got my period so i took care of that and was in pain for awhile, then went bak to sleep and then i woke up around 12ish then went bak to sleep then finally got up around 230ish got readi and then pete brought me to work around 3ish, went into work, didnt feel good, and then got really sick and fainted, and they had to bring me in the break room and they gave me food and shit cause i didnt eat before i came in and it was bad, i thought i was gonna b good till work but apparently i wasnt and then eventually i went bak to work, and then workd for awhile then around 7ish i took my 45, ate some food, talked to pete he found my 40 bucks i left in his room, and then eventually i went bak to work and rest of the nite it was slow and then i got picked up around 930, got my mom to drive me to pete's and picked up my money i left there and then he gave me some brownies cause he made some and then i came home, ate some food talked to pete for a bit, my brother stole my brownies, and then pete called me bak, and i talked to him for awhile, watch some tv and passedout, then today [sunday] slept pretty good, woke up around 10ish, took a shower, had an eggomlet, got readi, chilled online for a bit, and then around 12ish i left and went to work got there on time, then i worked like crazi, got a break around 245 text pete and told him he didnt have to pick me up, and then finish working, and then i got 10 mins late then i came home went online, talked tiff for a bit, ate dinner, then went bak online and chilled then pete called me and said hes gonna come over, so he came over half an hr later, we went to sevs and got cigs and then stopped at cvs cause pete needed to get somethin but they didnt have it, so then we chilled in the parkinglot and did some shit, and then we evetnually went bak to my house and chilled in the car for 10 mins then he had to go and now im bored online, probably not gonna do anythin for rest of the nite, seeing i have work tomorrow at 130 woo hoo but idk if anyone wanna do somethin for a lil bit, text me or somethin but im out for now peacee

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 17:21:22 GMT

so lastnite [wednesday] i got pissed off about somethin right after i updated well it had to do somethin about chris and it was retarded, i just hate how people can be so inconsiderate sometimes thats all, so i was all pissed off for right and told him off but whatever, and then i was bored online for a bit and didnt do much of anythin, eventually went downstairs and ate some food, and went bak online, talked to pete for a bit, and then i went and took a shower, got readi for work and had some time to kill so i chilled online, fucked around on melo, talked to pete for a bit, and then talked to lizz who i havent talked to her in forever cause apparently she was mad at me so she was ignoring me and we settle our difference she said tomorrow she'l stop by, but i doubt that will happen, and then i finish getting readi then around 630 my mom came home, and we left got driven to work, got to work, worked my ass off, it was quite busy then around 9ish i got my break, i saw jenee rob and the baby cause they came to visit me, that was cool i was happy see jenee i havent seen her in forever, and her baby boy is so cute =] and then i had to go bak in 15 mins, and then worked worked worked worked, and then courtney asked if i can stay half an hr later but i said i couldnt and she was annoyed, whatever then the last hr i had to clean up the isles by the register which took forever the last hr went by so slow, finally around 11 i got to leave, my mom was right on time and then i came home, talked to pete for like 2 hrs =] and ate some food and watch tv, around 1ish i got off the phone with him, and then right after that the phone rang again and it was chris, i guess he aint mad at me even through i told him off, whatever so i talked to him for awhile and then eventually passsed out, then today [thrusday] i slept pretty good except when my mother was bitchin about somethin or people kept texting me wishing me a happy turkey day, and finally i got up around 11 somethin, text people bak, and went online, then had eggomlet and milk, and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to some people online. so HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!, no idea whats goin on tonite probably nothing seeing i gotta b work tomorrow 545 fuckin am for black friday, which is gonna suck so fuckin bad, but idk if anyone wants to come over for a bit is welcome too so idk text me or somethin but im out for now later ppl

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 18:12:44 GMT

so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, just chilled online for a bit, nothing special outta no where my cousin hit me up askin me if we can come to queens on thanksgiving but i said no cause my brother is suppose be cookin foods here and they dont want to go anyways and esp for the fact the next day me and my mom have work 5 somethin am ah im dreading that day, then i talked to pete for a bit till he had to go bak to work and some others, cheryl hit me up and always had some excuse why she didnt come out apparently her boyfriend took the car or somethin and then i went downstairs and had some mexican food mmm so fuckin good, then went bak online was bored for a bit talked to tiff, talked to pete again he was all moody i let him go and then i ate some crackers watch kings of queens and then this wierd movie relitive strangers it was interesting to say to the least and then i went bak online and was bored for a bit then watch garden party but couldnt finish it cause apparently now the movie site after 72 mins watching a movie u gotta pay for it or wait an hr to finish it which is lame, ugh so i said fuck it took a shower, then i was about to have coffee and matt called my phone and was being all stupid and shit cause he was outside in front of my house, so i was shit, let me get dressed first so i got readi mad fast and then we go to sevs and i got a yummy coffee that i made matt make, and then we drove around for a bit, stopped at whitcombs but he didnt answer the phone or the door so that was lame then we drove around a bit more then mexican yelled at us at the plantiumn we stopped at even through they said yeah come through, stupid idiots say that called the cops even through they said yes they are open, WWOW much haha then we drove around more and then we stopped at pathpark 24 hrs cause i needed to pee and cause we had time to kill before we met out with adam, so me and scott walked around pathmark, while matt and aly chilled in the car and then we got bored and bothered them, then me and scott decided to walk around the shopping center more and then we saw adam so we chilled in his car and then eventually go ovre by matt's car and then we drive bak to adams and chilled there for rest of the nite, watching adam play some race game and just chillin and talkin then around 2ish we left and i got home around 230ish called pete but he was half asleep so i let him go and then i chilled online for an hr, talked to drunkie tiffy and then passedout, then today [wednesday]i slept mad good except the moments my mom kept waking me up to tell me shes brining me to work or shes bitchin about somethin and then i went bak to sleep then hr or two later i got woken up to a text from jenab to a cute christmas joke and then i went bak to sleep and then i got up around 11:30ish, went online, talked to some people online and now im bored drinkin coffee, so i have work tonite 7pm to 11pm probably not doin anything else before that unless someone wants to stop by or perhaps bring me to work if not then mommy better b home around 615 to bring me to work cause after that silly mistake the other day i deff cant be late, other then that nothing is goin on so im out later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 25 Nov 2008 16:35:06 GMT

so lastnite [monday] after i updated i chilled online for awhile, talked to some people online, did mad texting as always, that never ends ahaha, and then matt said him and his friend mite chill later that he'l let me kno, would b good cause i havent seen matt since the summmer, yeah im talkin about the one who fixed my computer, so then i was bored for a while, eventually went downstairs and ate some food, then was bored for a bit online and then eventually i decided to watch role models and have a hot pocket it was okay movie not the best whatever then i talked to jamie for a bit and some people online and then eventually i went and took a shower, and then had some coffee fucked around on melo, matt and his friend decided they wanted to be lazy and not chill but said tomorrow they would so i said alrighty im off tomorrow also so just text me then jamie hit me up and asked if i wanna chill but then assumed that i would gas money and i said nah i only 2 dollars she assume i would contribute that, ugh thats kinda dick i neeed all my money cause i dont get my pay check till friday, and etc. so apparently they decided not to chill cause they dont have gas or nothing, so whatever, after that i was bored online for a bit, talked to pete online for a bit he made me listen to this band called grivity kills, its pretty bad ass esp the song guility, i loveee it, and then we talked on the phone then i said ill call him bak so i fucked on melo a bit more and then called pete bak but he wanted to watch true blood so i let him go and said ill call bak when its over, so i was bored online for an hr, and then i got offline, made some food, talked to pete for a bit, watch invention and califorcation and then passedout, then today [tuesday] i couldnt sleep for shit, i kept waking up to night terrors it was horrible or wakin up cause people are bein loud in the morning finally i woke up around 1030, ahh so early esp on my day off so i got up, went online, decided to do some laundry and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on 2nite i think matt saids he was gonna chill later but thats if he text's me i guess ill see what happens but it b cool to do somethin seeing its my last day off till thanksgiving so if u wanna chill text me or somethin but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Mon, 24 Nov 2008 18:05:12 GMT

so once again i been hella busy, and no time for myself haha so here's an update

so [thrusday] after i updated i was bored for a bit and then jenni and jaslyn came over a bit ago after that and we had some pizza and chilled for a bit and then around 4 somethin they left and went to go chill with someone so i stayed here, and i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online for awhile, talked to some people's mostly tiff through, and then jay hanley and jamie asked if i wanna chill later and i said sure, so i was bored for awhile, cause they took FOREVER so i had some coffeee fuckd around on melo, finally around 1130 they got here and also with his friend steve and we just chilled by the water and drank some beers and then around 130 i came home, went online for a bit, then my neghinor jarad wanted to chill and at first i said no cause i didnt wanna chill in the freezing cold but then he told me he give me a ride to work the next day which is awesome cause i had no ride and i really didnt feel like takin the train in the freezing cold lol so eventually i gave in, and i met up with him and we went to sevs and got beer and then we went to the park and chill like old times and chill it was nice seeing we dont chill anymore and then around 3:30ish i went home cause i need b able to get up in the morning cause jarad was bringing me to work around 11ish, cause he has work too lol, so i came inside and passedout lol, and then the next day [friday]i slept okay i guess got up around 10ish, went and took a shower got readi, chilled online for a bit, jarad was late of getting me so he didnt get here till around 1130ish cuz he woke up late and then we drove to bayshore got there around 12ish, i went into the book store seeing i didnt have work till 130 so i got coffee and chilled and read some of ghost girl then 15 mins till 130 i left and smoked a cig and went to work, and i worked for awhile got a break, then work more and then got my 45 and some breadsticks and chill and went bak to work and it went fast for the next couple hrs and then i got out around 945 ish and i stoppped at mcdonalds and ate it, went online mad fast, talked to pete for a bit then passedout cause i had work at 11ish, so the next day [saturday]i slept good then i got up around 830ish, and got readi and shit cause i had to leave at 930 to go to work, cause my brother had to get to work and it was my only ride, so we left 5 mins before 930 and then got to bayshore in 15 mins and then i went to the book store had a coffee and read some more of ghost girl and then around 20 mins before 11 i left and went to work, and worked my ass off it was quite busy ,took 2 breaks, had my lunch around 5ish, and then i got out right on time, apparently chris couldnt chill so he brought me right to pete's around 7ish, so i got there and pete was all moody cause he was all sicky and we just chilled inside watchin movies for a bit, then around 10ish we left his house and met up with one his boys at sinderella's EWWW i hate anythin that has to do with strippers or anything like that whatever, chilled with him for a bit, then went to sevs and got a beer, and came bak to his house and chilled and watch movies and we watch feast 2 but i didnt really pay atten cause we were kinda fighting or whatever, ugh i hate when i say stupid shit to him, but i hate hiding my true feelings , whatever we resolve it but what i did see of feast two was quite interesting haha, and then after that we passedout, then [sunday] i slept pretty good but thats cause i was in pete's bed ahaha and then woke up at 1230 and got readi then i got on work on time, and then i walk into work and i got into trouble cause i was suppose b in at 1130 not 130 so i misread the schedule wrong i mistaken one 1 instead 2 which is lame lol, and i got in trouble and shit but thats the first time i was ever late so courtney just made me stay till 10pm which aint that bad, so i went into work, and worked my ass it was mad busy, took a break at 4, then text my brother and tell him to tell mom pik me up at 10 instead, and then i went bak to work and of course they got mad busy wen im about to take my 45 mins and then i did that went to king kullen and got cigs and then got some pasta and garlic knots, went bak to target and ate everything well i didnt finish the garlic knots but ill save that wen i get home then eventually went bak to work after my cigarette and then it was slow again then took my last break at 9. and then went bak to work, got off a couple mins after 10 cause i had to finish my line, and then i came home, called pete he didnt answer, then had some garlic knots called jamie bak but she was goin to sleep so i chilled and ate had some garlic knots and then called pete and talked to him for 10 mins but he didnt feel good so i let him go asleep, and then i talked to tiff for a bit and chilled online and then passedout around 2ish, and then today [monday] i slept pretty good and it was nice to sleep and not have to be up at a certain time but i did wake up at 9 somethin then 10 somethin then finally got up around 11 somethin, and got up, went online, talked to tiff for a bit, and then i talked to pete for a bit and now here i am bored online drinkin coffee no idea whats goin on tonite but i wanna do somethin seein i have today off and tomorrow off so text me, i mite chill wif my neighbor later 2nite but who knows but yah hit me up if u like but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 18:43:46 GMT

so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i was bored for awhile, didnt do much just talked to some people, talked to chris a lot and jenni for a bit, and i just chilled online for awhile, eventually fed the animals, ate some pizzah, took a shower, and then talked to pete for a bit before he had dinner and then i was annoyed at the world and then chris got here, and we smoked a cig, finally i didnt have nicotine all damn day so we went outside and chill and then we had an hr to kill, so we just chilled online and watch repo videos which is always fun, and then finally around 815 my mom came home and then i got my money, and then we left and went to ronkonkoma and got jenni and jaslyn and then onward to bayshore, and we went in to target and i got my phone unlimited texting card and my 25 talkin minutes and then i waited to get ring up at electronics which took forever and tehn i did and then jaslyn and jenni didnt wanna leave the store cause they were lookin at baby books lol, and then finally we left and chilled in the parking lot so we can hook up my phone and that took awhile cause it was being retarded and finally it worked but jenni fucked up and put it all as minutes and forgot to make the one card the feature card as unlimited text minutes which sucked so i had to fix that tomorrow cause the store was closed which was lame but whatever, then i called pete and asked if we can stop by and he said sure just gimmie cigs and i had to get cigs anyways so we stop at the ok gas station on dpa to get smokes and then we went to pete's house and chilled there for a bit we didnt go inside cause there was too many people with me so we chilled outside for awhile and then jenni wanted to go to mcdonalds and i didnt want to so i just stay with pete for like 15 mins while they did that, and chilled in his room and watch the ending of true blood and then they came bak and we chilled outside for a bit and then we had to go cause chris had work in the morning so left and dropped me off first cause jenni and jaslyn were goin bak to bayshore, so i got home, had some pizzzah and talked to pete for bit till he went to sleep ,then went online for a bit, talked to chris, and then eventually got offline, went downstairs watch.45 and then put all my numbers in my phone and then smoke a cig and eventually went to sleep around 3ish, and then today [thrusday] i slept pretty good, but i got woken up in the morning when my mother asking me million things about my phone like at 7 am which was rather annoying and then i went bak to sleep and then i woke up around 11ish, cause my phone woke me up so i got up, went online, call at&t go phone to fix my feature card and made sure they put the unlimited texting which didnt take long at all it was quite easy actually, and then i talked to some people online and then talked to tiff and then pete called my cell so i got off the phone wif tiff and talked to him on his break for a while and then he had to go bak to work, and then i talked to tiff, have some coffee and now im bored online, talkin to tiffy, no idea whats goin tonite but 2day is my last day off for the week and bak to work tomorrow at 1:30 so idk if anyone wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:30:22 GMT

so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated cheryl never called me but my job did lol, they asked me if i can come in either 1to5 3to11 and clearly i enjoy makin money so i said yes, and of course took the almost 8 hr shift, and i didnt even bother to try and call cheryl cause i was goin into work, so probably somethin rideclously happen and she couldnt call or somethin, oh well and i said fuck it i doubt ill have plans so why not work lol, so then i chilled online for a bit and then took a shower, had some food, and finish gettin readi, talked to pete for a bit on aim, said im goin to work till 11 and he said try callin wen i get home but he probably be pass out lol no surprise then talked to chris for a bit, then i left at 2:30ish got to work right on time, and then work, a lot at first everything was goin wrong idk why, lol and then i got a break at 5, and then i worked more more and more and more, and got my 45 at 7 and i got those bread sticks at the food court they were mad good, and then i was bored for a bit for the reamining of my break, then went to work and did more work, and got another break at quarter of 9 and then the rest of the nite went mad fast and then we had to have a 10 min meeting that i went late to cuz i wanted to finish my work LOL and then i got out 5 mins before 11 aint bad and suprirse my mom was actually early, went home, went online, talkeed to jenni for a bit, ate some pizza, talked to jamie but she couldnt pick me up but she was gonna try oh well, and then i left pete a vm cause he didnt answer so he probably was sleepin and then i was bored for awhile online and then i talked to chris and eventually passedout around 2ish i think, then today [wednesday] slept mad good, kept getting waking up either the phone or my mother, then got up around 10ish, then went bak to sleep and then got up around 11 somethin when my brother came home, got up, went online, talked to chris and here i am bored drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on today hopefully chris can come over later thats if he gets gas money, but whatever i kinda need him to cause he needs to drive me to target so i can go buy my phone but if anything i cant leave the house till after 8 cause thats when my mother comes home with my check yayyy money and i can get cigs too cause i have none which sucks, but idk if anyone wanna chill later i guess hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 17:22:23 GMT

so lastnite [monday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and i just chilled on here for awhile, nothing special, just talked to jamie or chris, and then eventually i went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, and then talked to some people online, and then had some grill cheese and tomato soup when my mom came home from work, and then pete im'd me and said he was at casey's and that he'l call me when he gets home, so i was bored for a bit finally talked to cheryl she reappear apparently some shit went down, and she got into something again she swore she wouldnt and blah de blah and she said tomorrow she wants to come over and chill for a bit when her boyfriend has work cause she'l have the car she was gonna bring me bak to chill in queens but she i have to feed the doggie at 4 and i think thats when she has to go back so i dont think thats gonna work but it b cool if she does come through for a bit and then eventaully pete called and i talked to him for awhile and then around 1 somethin he got off the phone so he can go to sleep and then i stayed online for a bit longer and talked to cheryl and then eventually i went to sleep around 130 cause i was exhausted and then today [tuesday] i slept pretty good, got woken up to my mother tellin me to do things and blah de blah, and then went bak to sleep woke up at 10, still tired so went bak for another hour and woke up at 11 somethin, got up, put the towels on the wash, called the dentist for my mom so i can reschedule her appt, and then i went online, talked to tiff for a bit, and now im bored online drinkin coffee no idea whats goin on today, cheryl said she was gonna call me when shes on her way to my house but she said it'l b around 12ish but she hasnt cealled so i guess if she dont call by 1ish ill try her lol if that doesnt come through looks like im doin nothing, ugh i have no cigs, cause i aint getting my money till tomorrow bah humbug, but hopefully ill get my phone tomorrow but im out for now latr

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 00:14:18 GMT

so i go poof, eh not really just been super busy, so here's an update.

anywho
so [saturday] right after i updated 5 mins later my brother got here and brought me to work early cause he had to go work so i had a good hour to kill before work so i went into barnes and nobles of course cuz thats wat i do to kill time is read book there, so i got some coffee and read some of the book "Cathy's book" that i been reading since i started workin in bayshore then quarter to one i left to go walk to work, which is a 2 min walk not even so i go in at 1ish worked my ass off got one and then around 6ish i left and chris came and got me, and i try call pete but he didnt answer, so we went bak to my house so i can change and everything else and we went online were bored for a bit and then andrew hit me up to chill and i havent seen him in a minute, so we decided to go out to masspequa to hangout with him and his gf, so we go out there meet up with them at mcdonalds and we walked around the mall nothing special got some arbys and it was fuckin delicious kinda sucks thats the only arby's on longisland and tis quite far from my house oh well, then we walked around the mall more, and then the mall closed so we left, and went by the train staiton but before that nonsense we stopped at andrew's gf friend house and then went to the store and got 2 mini kegs of heinken and went bak to the train station and we drank that shit well andrew and his grl did mostly i just had a couple cups and then around 1130 i called pete cuz he told me to, and he said b at my house at midnight, so i went and dropped andrew and his grl off and then we stopped at sevs so i can get a 22 of budlight and then onward to pete's house we got there lil bit after 12ish, went inside and chris came and we just chilled watch national treasure 2, and i had a sanwhich, around 2ish chris left, and then me and pete just chilled and watch tv and ended up passing around almost 3ish, and then the next day [sunday] i slept a good amount and then around 11ish me and pete left cuz he had to get outta the hgouse so we chilled at some parking lot and napped and then i woke up at 1220 and got readi, and then he drove me to work, and i got in at 1, and worked my ass off it was kinda slow got a break at 330 then worked more and got a meal break at 530, kinda sucks they dont pay u for that, went bak to work at 620 and then around 730 i took my last break then it was extremely slow for rest of the nite and then i got out at 930, got driven home from my mother, came home around 10ish ate some pizzah and watch califorcation, try call pete, he didnt answer, was bored online for a bit, talked to chris and then was online for a bit longer,around midnight i went to smoke a cig and then to my surprise the phone rang and it was pete =D so i talked to him for 20 mins and then passedout, then today [monday] i slept pretty good, woke up around 8ish cause my mother was screaming at me to get up, so i get up, get readi around 830 leave so i get dropped off got to bayshore around 9 i had two hours to kill so i went into barnes and noble and chilled in there for two hours had some coffee and finish reading "cathy's book, and then started reading "ghostgirl" which is super good so far, i cant wait till i read more of it i kinda wish i own it but sadly i dont, and then i left around 11ish, walked to work, smoke a cig, started at 1115 and worked my ass off today was mad busy, got my break at quater 2, smoke a cig had some chips, went bak to work, and worked till 330, and then my brother was 10 mins late getting me and then we had to go to northport and get my mom, stopped at the bank, and then came home and had some food, talked to pete, watch roseann, and then went online, talked to chris real fast and talked to jamie for a bit, and here i am bored online, no idea whats goin on tonite probably nothing but i do have the next 3 days off =] yay for a break i been workin crazii, so idk if anyone wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 18:38:17 GMT

so lastnite [thrusday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, then jenni called me and she was all upset and she needed to go to the hospt. cause she didnt feel right, and then she didnt want to go alone so i said i would go with her, so then i go get readi and then 10 mins later she got here, and we drove to stonybrook which took forever for some odd reason probably cause of the rain and then they took her in and it wasnt that bad it only took hour in half at most which aint that bad but i was kinda bored eh whatever, and then we left and she drove me home cause she had shit to do and i had to feed the animals anyways, so then i came home talked to pete for a bit, and then found money went to the store and got some cigs and then came bak, fed the animals, was bored for a bit, talked to chris, try call pete he didnt answer,i found out later he passedout, eventually i had dinner, then i was bored for a bit, talked to jamie for awhile, and had coffee fucked around on melo, eventually got off the phone with jamie, talked to pete for awhile, and then he said he'l call me bak so i was bored for a bit online talked to my homie pat from fl and not doin anything special oh i was listening to black light burns wes borlands new band, fuckin truely amazing and then eventually pete called me bak and i got offline and talked to him and then he had to go to sleep so after i talked to him i ate some food, watch fresh prince of bel air, some movie called on the outs which was intresting movie and then queer as folk and then passedout, then today [friday]slept good mostly, i woke up like once or twice but that was only cause my mom mother or someone was trying to talk to me, and then finally i did actually wake up at almost 1230ish ugh i woke up kinda late today, oh well so i get up, go online, talked to chirs for a bit, then tiff, and then chris for a bit more, i was an idiot and was chillin with my dog and hit my head on the dining room table when i got up ugh, and it still hurts 10 mins later, but other then that nothing is goin on just bored online and drinkin coffee, gotta call pete in like 5 mins to figure out if hes getting me at the train station at 5ish today seeing i got work 6 to 11 again woo hoo, but yah other then that im doin nothing so im out for now peacee

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:52:25 GMT

so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, i was annoyed at shit cause of that nonsense earlier whateverrr and then jenni called and i talked to her for a bit and then around 2ish i called pete and talked to him for awhile, he wasnt mad at or anythin i guess he was just want in one of those moods but everythin was finee and he said later he will take me to work which was super cuz i needed a ride and then around 3ish i went took a shower and then i talked to pete more then he had to go to work so he said call wen im leaving for the train station then i ate mac and cheese and talked to jenni, then eventually finish getting readi, let the doggie out and all that fun stuff, and then around 430 i left to take the train got there around 507, then me and pete drove to target and then chilled in the parkinglot for half an hr then i had to go in, i go in find out my lil mistake lastnite got on the miss punch sheet so i fixed that, and then went into work, boring as always kinda busy but not really but as always i got break like 5 mins late so it wasnt that bad, so i smoke a cig and chilled in the break room and then went bak to work and it went pretty fast and cleaning up the store went super fast and we were actually done early and i got out 20 mins early so i had to wait and finally my mom came and we went to go get gas and then we went and got me mcdonalds and then i came home talked to pete till he went to sleep had some mcdoanlds in the process watch califorcation and its always sunny in philadelpha then passedout, then today [thrusday] i slept for a good remaining of the time without any interuptions lol, then finally woke up around 11:30ish, cause the dog was bothering me, i thought i had to feed it but the doggie trick me cause my mom actually had time to feed it, oh well, and then i got up, went online, talked to jenni for a bit, then my comp kept fuckin up so i had to update it, and then pete im me in the process so i called him and talked to him for a bit, yay he got his cast off his hand and he talked for a bit till he had to go bak to work, and then i was bored for a bit and talked to tiff for awhile and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to jenni, no idea whats goin on today but it is my day off so it b cool to do somethin so if u wanna somethin hit me up but yeah im out for now peacee

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:08:35 GMT

so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, talked to pete for bit online seeing he couldnt call me cuz he was in the office so when he had to get offline and i left and walked to the gas station and got cigs, and came back, and chilled online for a bit and eventually took a shower, had some food, finish getting readi, and took the dog out and thats how i kno shit was gonna suck i step in dog shit, i was so pissed and i couldnt get off so i had to tear my moms closet apart and find different black sneakers to wear ugh it was so fuckin annoying it was unreal, and then finally i found shoes finish getting readi, called pete and told him i was walkin to the train station he said okay, so i walk there had wait 10 mins listen to two guys listen to spirtits saw creepy johnny punk and talked to him for a bit, took the train it went by fast, pete was a couple mins late and freaked out but there was a bad accident so finally he came and he was all sick so i felt bad, and then we chill at target parking lot for a few mins till he had to go back to work, and then i smoked a cig outside and then went inside got my shit together chilled in the breakroom seeing i was an half an hr early and then i went on at 6 and it wasnt too busy, but did have some problems lead me to take break 10 mins late which sucked and then i went bak to work and rest of the nite went pretty fast even cleaning up the store it did i was amazed lol, and then i got out at 11 and had to wait a couple mins and then my mom came in the mean time i talked to some guy that had interview there he was chill, kinda wierd, his name was patrick that makes me laugh and hahaha he thought i had a pretty name haha my boyfriend does too =D and then i came home, called pete and he was actually up i was surprise and then we talked for a bit and then he said call bak in 10 mins which i did , and then we chated for awhile, and then i ate some mac and cheese, got offline, went downstairs and talked to pete for a bit longer then watch that 70's show and then passedout, then today [wednesday] i couldnt sleep for shit, i kept waking up it was rideclous and then finally i woke up around 11 somethin, got up went online, talked to chris for a bit, then talked to tiff for a bit, and then eventually i called pete and he was bein all moody and shit, and idk i didnt wanan fight with him, but apparently its the end of the world to ask him one simple question and such, and ugh i hate when he does this but whatever he said to call bak at 2, and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to a couple of people online, not sure whats goin on tonite, i kno i got work 6pm-11pm not sure how i am gettin there yet cuz pete didnt tell me if he can pick me up or not, this kid will wants to chill that me and tiff chilled wif mad long time ago and would bring me to work but eh idk if i want to but whatever, either way ill get to work somehow, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out peaceee

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:29:08 GMT

so lastnite [monday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit talked to some people, when i was about to go clean pete im'd me but i called and he didnt answer apparently he could only text cause he was in the office, so i talked to him for a few mins and said ill hit him back, and then i did mad cleaning came bak half an hr later he was busy and said he'l hit me bak in 25 mins which i said cool, so i was bored for a bit and chilled online and then eventually went downstairs and had some pizza and talked to tiff and then after i ate i called pete but he didnt feel good and shit but talked to me for a few mins and then i let him go, and then i was bored again online, what a surprise, watch sex and death 101 which was actually an awesome movie i thought it was gonna be super bad but it really wasnt, wow. and then i was bored for a bit online and then talked to chris for a bit, and then took a shower, fucked around on melo, try call pete he didnt answer and then called me back in 10 mins apparently he was out with kim, then we talked for a bit and i had an eggomlet and talked more, then he told me to call back at 1215, so i just chilled online and then called him bak and got offline, and went downstairs and watch some tv and talked to him and eventually let him go in 15 mins cause he had work in the morning and then i just chilled watch califorcation even through i saw the episode the nite before and then after that i passedout, then today [tuesday]i slept pretty good except for the ocasional wierd dreams, nothing new, and then i got up around 11something, cause my brother came home and was being loud and shit, so i got up, went online, had some cake and milk, talked to jay for a bit, and here i am bored online drinkin coffee, jackey just asked me to chill 2nite but i got work tonite, oh well i didnt really wanna hangout anyways, yeah so i got work 6pm-11pm oh fun, so around 5 im meeting up with pete so he can take me =] but other then that nothing is goin on but out of now cuz i need to go and get cigs before i freak out seeing i only havae one well half of one actually lol. so later people

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:13:10 GMT

so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and then jamie eventually got off the phone and then i talked to chris for a bit, then i was bored for awhile, then my mom came home with pizza i ate some pizza actually alot and watch degrassi, eventually went bak upstairs was online for a bit then my mom came home bed bath and beyond and i got some nifty shit, shampoo conditer 61 hair ties i need, a red headband which i can wear to work, and some socks which is cool then i eventually went to take a shower, and then fucked around on melo but not long cause it fucked up and wouldnt load which was lame, so i just chilled on myspace, talked to dan for a bit, he was all upset and i try to cheer him up it didnt work very well, and then i said i had to go cuz i needed call pete before he passedout, so i talked to him for like a good 40 mins before he went to sleepies on me and then i was bored online for a bit, then i talked to tiff, then let her go then went downstirs around midnight and watch dexter and califorcation but in the middle califorcation tiff called me to rant about somethin so i miss part of the show so i watch the show again wen she got off the phone cuz they play it twice lol and then after i watch it a second time i passedout after that, then today [monday] i slept for the most part but i did wake up mad early at first cause of my mother and the phone and actually pick up the phone and hung up hopefully it wasnt anyone important i guess if it was they call me back, and then i went to sleep and then woke up around 12ish, went online, talked to some people, and here i am bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on today but it is my day off so it b cool to do somethin so if u wanna chill or somethin hit me up but im off for now cause i got cleaning to do, yep the working never stops haha, im out later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 22:25:30 GMT

so lastnite [saturday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, called pete and told him that he didnt have to bring me to work and he said okay, but i had to let him go cuz he was working, and then i was bored for a bit eventually took a shower after my mom did, and then had some food, and was bored for awhile, didnt do anything special, talked to chris for a bit and then around 530 i left and drove to bayshore and got there 5 mins before work, my mom gave me money, and then i worked nothing special got my break around 8ish, was bored smoke a cig, went bak to work, then finally got out around 11ish, pete came and got me and then we stopped at sevs and got a natty and a box of mac and cheese and went to his house and chilled and drank a beer, made mac and cheese and morezella sticks, well pete did, and then we just chilled and watch sweeny todd and some other movies that i currently forgot lol, we ended up passing out around around 2am, and then today [sunday] i got up around 925 the latest i kept waking up every 10 mins between 730 to 925, cause i had to get up for work, arg and my mom called me at 9 to remind me to get up and thats wen i got informed my ringer for pete's phone for me is stupid girl, how rude lol, whateverrr. and then we left around 930 got to work 5 mins to 10, went in, worked, it was annoying, and long, took a break at 1230, and then went bak working til 3 got off right on time, my mom was late 20 fuckin mins so i got to sit out in the freezing cold oh yayyy finally she came and then we had to go to firestone and an oil change and we had time to kill so we went to the pizza place mmmm yummy, and then we came bak at 4 and got the car, and then came home, and then i called pete but he said call me right bak and he did and then i talked for a few but he had to cook dinner so he said he call me back later, and then chris called talked to him for a bit, then i talked to some people online and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to jamie on the phone, no idea what im doin tonite but im done with work and i have no work tomorrow so it'l b cool to do somethin tonite or even tomorrow for a bit so if u wanna chill i guess hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:37:02 GMT

ha i went poof meh not really just been super busy.

so anywho

yeah [thrusday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, talked to pete for a good hr when he was on break, it was all nice and such as always then he said later he was gonna pick me up at the train station and bring me to work which is cool, and then i let him go cuz he had to go back to work, and then i was bored for a bit, took a shower, had some food, even through i didnt really want chicken soup it was the only thing we had, and then i was bored for a bit finish getting readi, called pete and told him i was leaving for the train station, and then he got me, we drove to target and had some time to kill so we chilled in the parkinglot for a bit and then 10 mins before i had work i went and got everything situated and then i went in and i worked nothing special, annoying at sometimes half an hr before i got off work they put me in the infant section so i can put the clothes away well help people, and then i got off 15 mins late opps, and then i went with my mom to get gas and then we went to mcdonalds and i got cheezeburgers and fries got home ate them, talked to pete for a bit, and then jamie, nd then went online for awhile, still talked to jamie then eventually she got off the phone and then i talked to chris and shortly passedout after that seeing i had to wake up mad early, so then the next day [friday] i got up around 745 cause we were leaving the house around 8:30 so i can get dropped off work cause my mom and brother had to go to work too, so i ate some food, got readi we left around 830ish, got to bayshore around 9ish, so i had an hr to kill so i went into barnes and nobles and chilled there for 45 mins and read a book then 945 i left and smoked a cig, and then went to target, started work, it went so fuckin slow, im so not used to working during the day at all and when i needed something no one was around ugh it was so annoying sometimes, i got break at 1215 had some food and smoke a cig, and then went bak to work, more problems cause people dont listen to me and then of course a minute before i was gonna get off work someone had to come with a big order lol, so i did that, and i got off work 5 mins later which aint that bad, and then i went outside met up with chris, went bak to my house and changed and let the dog out, and then we left and went to deerpark, and went to pete's house and chilled there for a bit and did some things and watch death becomes her, well some of it till his box thing got fucked up and he had to reset it, then we left around 6:30ish cause pete wanted to take a nap, and then we went to kfc and i got some potatos and mac and cheese, and then after that we went head towards the mall, i didnt feel good actually i puke in the circuit city parking lot oh what fun, then we walked around the mall for a bit, and then evenetually we went and got matt and then we came back to the mall and chilled and met up with lyndsey and rob and some others and chilled and then we bored mostly, somwhow ended up across the street at the bowling alley, chilled there for a bit at 930 i called pete, asked if i can come back and he said yeah, so we left and went there for a bit and told matt we come bak in a bit, so then we go to pete's and we chilled there, and watch some movie, do some things then around 11ish we had to leave cause he had to sleep and matt was bitchin his hoodie was in chris's car and we arent there yet lol, so we left, and go meet up with matt at some chicks house, and then we give him the hoodie back but i didnt feel good so i wanted to go home, so after that we left and chris didnt mind cause he was tired too, so i got home around 11:30, i walked in the door and i didnt feel good and i puke again, i hate when i get sick its so annoying, and then i talked to pete for a bit, and then chris and then passedout right before the L word came on which sucks cause i wanted to watch it oh well, and then today [saturday] i slept a good amount and then i woke up around 12ish, took the doggie out, went online, talked to chris for a bit,had some cake and here i am bored online drinkin coffee, so i got work at 6 to 11 pm tonite which really sucks but whatever, pete was gonna bring me today but i got inform from my brother is coming home early so now my mother can take me, and the trains for saturday really fuckin suck anyways, and hopefully after work imma get pete to pick me up and stay there so he can just bring me work the next day seeing i have it from 10am to 3pm but i guess ill see i have to call him in half an hr, and tell him he dont have to bring me and everything so ill find out then if i can stay there i guess but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later people

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:24:46 GMT

so lastnite [wednesday] after iupdated i talked to dan and tiff more, nothing special, then tiff had to go to work, so i got off the phone and iw as bored talked to chris jenni and jamie , yeah my phone would never fuckin stop ringing it was ridclous,and then i was bored for a bit then my brother came home with mexican food mmmmm i had this HUGE ass burrito and some chips and salasa it was so fuckin good, and then i was bored for a bit, just talkin to people online or on the phone, talked to pete for a bit but then he had to go cause he got another phone call so i was bored for awhile, talked to some more people, yeah nothing really exciting happen yesterday i was mostly on the phone, called pete again but he was abut to have dinner, funny thing is he was having mexican food too, so then i took a shower, fucked around on melo for a bit and then call pete at 1030 and talked to him for half an hr before he went to sleep even through he was half awake on the phone anyways lol, and then i was all moody so i called him back to say sorrie cuz i thought he was mad when he really wasnt, then jenni called and i talked to her for a bit then chris and then i was bored online for awhile, then i passedout around 2ish, then today [thrusday]i slept pretty good till my mom woke me up in the morning and then i went back to sleep, then i got up around 11:30ish when my job called me and left me a message askin me me to work tomorrow 10am to 3pm woo more hours, so i called my mom ask and why i didnt get money left towards me apparently she didnt have any, and according to her my brother is gonna bring me to work but im still gonna try and see if pete can bring me so my mom said if he does to leave a note, i was like okay, so then i told her about the extra hours and she said take them, and then i called target back and said i could take them and they were all happy and shit, then i went upstairs went online, talked to trip and talked to chris and now im bored online drinkin coffee, i have nothing to do till later when i have work which is 6to 10 pm woo, so i guess in a bit ill call pete and see if he can take me if not i guess my brother is apparently, but yeah nothing else is goin on so im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 19:39:37 GMT

so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, and i talked to chris for awhile and then pete called me back and said he can take me to work later which make me happy casue i dont have to walk or anything which is awesome, and then after i talked to pete i was online for a bit, took a shower, had some ramen, and then i had some time to kill and i was about to take the train and pete said not to, cause he was in the area, and he will come get me, so i said okay, so i was bored for a bit, then mybrother friend call to tell me he left his phone there, then 10 mins later pete got here, and we went to burger king , and i went inside and got pete large fries cause he was starving, and that burger king takes forever, it was rideclous, ugh, finally come bak to the car 10 mins later and he is like wow, then he ate his fries, and drove me to work with 12 mins to spare, so we chilled in the parking lot, then i went inside and got readi clocked in, and then started and it was hertic as hell i kept having problems all nite it was so rideclous, and then around 805 i took break, which was a nice peaceful 15 mins that deff went to fast, so i ate some chips got flavor water and then smoke a cig, came back, then rest of the nite went fairly fast, and then i got off right on time at 10, then i waited for my mom, had a cig, then my mom got there 15 mins later, came home, walked in the door and the phone rang but they hungup, so then i went online, talked to pete but he was half asleep so i let him go, then i had eggsandwhich and talked to tiff, and then chilled online and then eventually passedout cause i was exhausted, then today [wednesday] i slept pretty good, till my mom woke me up tellin me she aint goin work and to feed the dog later, then i went back to sleep, then woke up around 1215 and i got the phone outta my mothers room, then fed the animals cause they havent eat yet, and then went upstairs went online called chirs, then pete but both didnt answer, then tiff called and i talked to her for a bit, and talked to some people online and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to dan from az on the phone and tiff too, no idea what im doin 2nite and seeing its my day off it b cool to do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 18:40:04 GMT

so lastnite [monday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, nothing special, talked to some people, mostly pete and then took a shower and got readi and then ate some food and i had some time to kill so i was bored for awile and then around 430 called pete and said im goin to the train station and be there at 5:07 so i waited for the train and that went fast the ride went fast and they actually didnt check my ticket which cool, and then i got there thought pete wasnt there but he was hiding behind a big truck lol and then we drove to target and chilled in the parking lot cause i had some time to kill and then he dropped me off 15 mins early so i went inside and chilled and talked to steph before my shift, then clocked in, and then i was bored for a bit then we went on training mode for a bit to get the feel of things and then not even an hr later they put me on register and apparently i did mad good for the first day and everything else and then around 8ish i got 15 mins break and then off back on the register and then it went by super fast and then my last customer was being difficult and wanted to show what she saw gbut appparently it was wrong, and then she said forget so i had to fix that, then clean up around the store and then i left, i stayed 20 mins late which kinda sucked, and then i got my shit and left and my mom was outside, she made me go to the store with her and got gas, then i came home called pete but i guess he was sleepin, went online, talked to tiff for bit, had a burger, was bored online for a bit, then got offline, talked to chris and then watch dexter, califorcation, and that 70's show and then passedout, then today [tuesday] slept really good actually then got up around 12:30ish and try call pete but he ddint answer, went online, had some cereal, talked to chris, and here i am bored online talkin to chris no idea how im getting to work today, but i do have it again from 6-10 oh yey but usually it goes by mad but yeah if i cant get a ride i guess i gotta take a train and walk oh yay thats so gonna suck.but whatever but yah other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now peaceee

-KaRa

lastnite and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 17:20:21 GMT

so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online for a bit, talked to jenni, and then talked to chris and then i called choicept and they said my thing was completed since the 28th and its 30th so idk why they havent called so i called target and talked to the laydee and yep i GOT THE MOTHER FUCKIN JOB OFFICALLY woo hoo, that just took forever man, and i get to start saturday, kinda sucks day after halloween but oh well, i was gonna go trick or treating anyways nothing crazi, but its deff out to go to the party in queens tonite, oh well, but whatever im excited cause im finally gonna be fucking working =D and then i called chris and jenni and told them the good new's and then i try call pete and he didnt answer, so i saw he came bak from mobile and apparently when i im him he was"busy"idk he was kinda rude about it through, whatever, then i was annoyed at everything, so i went downstairs and ate some ramen, and then eventually went bak online and talked to chris for a bit and then i was bored for awhile, waiting for my mom to come home, she got home around 7ish, i got dressd, and we went to her doc office, then got gas, went to kohls so i can get work clothes, 2 khacki pants, 2 red shirts, wat a great uniform they got lol, and 2 belts cause my insists i need belts lol, and then we left there after it took forever and i was starving and then we went to tacobell hollla and i got my volcono tacos and poptato and beef burrito so fuckin good, even through my mouth was on fire hahaha, and then my mom wanted to go to target, so i said sure, so i got more stuff, my mom found pair khacki pants for me, i got some frankstein cereal yayyyy, and halloween costume of some evil lookin robe thing with spiderwebs and such, i havent had a halloween costume in so long so this made me super happy, and i got this black hoodie wif fuzzzies inside its super warm and nice originally we went in there so my mom could get one, but they didnt have her color or size and of course i luck out, and of course we left that place when closing and i got home around 10:30ish, had to bring the kittie litter in for my mom, check the messages one from tiff and one from pete, so i called pete bak, then i iddnt feel good, and i had to call him back again, and then we talked for a bit and i said stupid ass shit cause its me and i always fuckin do, so he got all mad and said call bak at midnight, so i was all upset and crying, im really sick of crying these days, then i was bored online, fucked around on melo, talked to chris, then eventually he went to bed, then at midnight i called pete back, but he didnt answer, and i called a couple times, and he still didnt answer, so i left to vm cause i was terrible upset, so then i stayed online for a bit, and then went downstairs was gonna watch freddy but decided to passedout instead, then today [friday] i slept actually really good considering lastnite i was so fuckin upset, and i didnt really wake up million times, well one time i did and then fell right back to sleep and then i got up around 12ish, went online, try callin chris but he was in class, and then went online talked to chris and jackey and some others and now im bored so yeah HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEN EVERYONE!!!! me and pete r suppose b goin trick or treating tonite, so hopefully that goes through cause he was really my only definte plans, but i did make him mad seeing he didnt answer the phone lastnite but he should know how much this means to me for him to go trick or treating, so i guess ill see what happens, and chris said he mite stop by if he has time before the party, and jackey mite come over but idk, i guess ill see what happens, but either way i wanna do somethin for christsakes its fuckin halloween i been waitin for this all year duhh =] so hit me up but im out for now peaceee

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 17:10:44 GMT

so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit online, talked to jenni online, for ages, and then jade cause drama on my myspace lol casue apparently i know shauns new girlfriend and she was leaving all these comments it was rideclous, and then pete im me and said my phone was busy so i called pete and talked to him for a bit till he went back to work, and then i called jenni back and talked to her for awhiel, and then chris, had some food cause i was starving, and then i was bored for awhile, talked to some people online, had some more food around 8:30ish, and then randomly this kid brady i grew upw ith called me and asked me to chill but i said ill call back but never did cause i realize i didnt have his number lol, and then he im me and said shit he cant chill anyways, even through i wasnt gonna anyways cause i wasnt in the mood, it was wierd, idk why he even hit me up i havent talked to him in almost a year lol, and then i had some coffee, and fucked on melo, pete called me, and i went psycho on him casue he wants quite his job cause he doesnt wanna drive around no more and etc. and im sick of being alone and never seeing him its rideclous, ugh, and then i was crying and shit, and he said he'l call me back, then i talked to chris and rant on to him, and then he had to get back to work, and then pete called me 10 mins till midnight and of course he can only talked for 20 mins and i went on this rampage again, cause honestly man i dont know what to do, nothing gets better and it really does seem like im the only one trying yeah he try and shit but only recent but what happened to all the months before ya kno, its frustrating and its really killing me on the inside but sadly i cant let him go cause i love him to death so either way i dont win lol, and then after my rampage i was fine and we chatted and then he got off the phone to go sleep, so i talked to chris for a bit, eventually got offline and watch clerks 2, and then fresh prince of belair, and then some suicide girl movie, god those girls are fuckin hott its rideclous i deff turn gay for those girls, too bad i cant b one but i aint comfy with my body like that and i aint that pretty oh well, then eventually in the middle of that i passed the fuck out, and then today [thrusday] i slept good till i got rudely woken up around 9 something cause my mom was freakin out over nothing it was annoying, then made me bring the dog in even through she left it out and it only didnt come in cause was screaming at it and scaring it, ugh whatever so i got the dog in and then went bak to sleep, and then i got up around 12 somethin, woke up to massive tooth ache it kinda still hurts and then i talked to chris real fast, and went online and now im bored drinkin coffee, not sure whats goin on today, i think pete mite stop by if he's in the area, but i doubt it =/ and then later tonite i mite go to bellmore to this bar cause tobas is having a b-day bash but thats if chris can get gas or find someone else who wants to go i guess ill see what happens but either way i wanna do somethin tonite so if u wanna chill hit me up im out peaceee

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:40:04 GMT

so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored here for awhile, just chilled, talked to chris for awhile, try that game cheryl told me on facebook, it was some pictionary shit, i swear im addicted to it its fuckin ridclous and eventually i did some things around the house and then talked to trip for a bit and jenni, then ate some food, was bored online again, then around 6ish my brother came home wif pizza so i ate that and watch part of house on haunted hill , and i went online, talked to a couple of people and eventually took a shower and had some coffee fucked around and then talked to pete for awhile, and then he said call bak around 11:30ish, so i did, and he was mad tired so he talked for a few mins and then went to sleep, and then i was online for awhile, till my mom needed the comp and so i went downstairs and watch .45 and had some food, then went bak online wen she was done, and chilled online for a bit, played that pictonary game, eventually got offline, went downstairs and watch tracks and then fresh prince of bel air, and eventually passedout idk why i couldnt sleep at all, then today [wednesday] gotten woke up mad early cause of my mother bein loud and then i went bak to sleep, and then i slept iight, and then got up around 12ish and then went online, talked to chris and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to jenni, no idea whats goin on today but it be cool to do somethin so if u wanna chill then hit me up, but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:58:31 GMT

so lastnite [monday] after i updated i was pretty bored for rest of the day, just chilled online mostly, talked to my friend cheryl and some others, and then i did some things around the house, fed the animals and was bored online more, jackey asked me to chill i said sure, she said she call me wen shes getting dropped off, and then i asked jenni to come over, so 10 mins later she did, and we just chilled in my room and then jackey came over aorund 8ish i think, and we jus chilled in my room, nothing special, we wanted mcdonalds and i was so mad cause i could of had free med fries if i took that thing from pete earlier wen he was over but i said fuck it i wont go to mcdonalds today dammit, but we didnt have enough money for fries so we went to stop n shop instead and got 2 boxes of mac and cheese, and came bak to my house and made that, mmm it came out so fuckin good, and then rest of remaining time jenni just blew up nappy's phone it was quite amusing and then finally she got in touch wif him and yelled haha, and then around 10 somethin jenni left, and also jackey did too cause her dad was here to pick her up, cause she had work 9 am, so i was like okie talk to you people later, then i went upstairs went online, called pete but he was with casey and cindy and had to chill me back, so i just chilled online then talked to chris then pete im me in less then 5 mins and was like your phone busy, so i got off the phone and called pete and i was like wow i didnt think you were gonna be that fast, and he said sorrie for being wierd but apparently cindys dad was yellin and shit and then he said he justgot home he'l call me bak, so waitin for him call bakk christian called lookin for jenni i said she left and he called her stupid and blah de blah, then got off the phone with him, and then pete called and i talked to him for awhile, got offline while i was on the phone with him, put the dishes away and all that fun stuff, and then he said call bak in 40 mins so i said alrighty, so i watch factory girl, and then around midnight i called pete bak but he was mad tired so i just talked to him for a couple mins and let him go asleep, and then i ate some food, was about to watch texas chainsaw massacre but i passedout before that happened, then today [tuesday]islept decdent then i got woken up mad early as always cause my mother was bitchin about somethin, and then i got up around 12ish cause i having wierd ass dreams, so i got up, went online, try chris but he didnt answer, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on today, my friend chris that i went to boces wanted to chill, but i dont feel good and dont really want to, and i have shit to do and around 3ish anyways i gotta call target seeing i havent heard from them back yet and see if i got the job still or not and blah de blah de blah, i guess ill see what happens but maybe later it b cool to do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa

lastnight and today

diexxxpretty69@aol.com — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 19:10:13 GMT

so lastnite [sunday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, and i jus chilled online, and talked to a couple of people, nothing interesting, got really hungry, went downstairs and had some ramen, did some things around the house and talked to pete for a bit, aand then was bored online again, around 7ish i got offline, and watch beetlejuice and ate dinner, came bak online around 9ish, was bored mostly, talked to chris for a bit and then pete till he went to sleep around midnight, got offline, watch dexter, califoracation and then the L word and then passedout, then today [monday]then today i slept good mostly till my mom woke me up around 9 am cause the dog was hurting herself again and i had to clean her up, and my mom was just bitchin and shit, then after she left to go to work i went bak to sleep, then woke up around 1:30ish wen pete called me and said he'l b at my house in 5 mins, so i got up was about to take a quick shower then jamie called and i said i had to call her back and then i took the fast shower, got dressed real fast, and then he was here, so i let him come in cause he needed to use my bathroom, did lil bit of D, and then we went outside and smoke a cig, he met my brother for the first time, that seem to go well surprisely, and then we eventually came inside and just chilled downstairs for a bit, but shoretly afterwards he had to go back to work, so i went outside and said goodbye, smoked a cig with him, then went inside, talked to jamie for a bit, and then chris and here i am bored, no idea whats goin on tonite, but idk if anyone wanna do somethin i guess hit me up but im out for now later

-KaRa