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so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit online, talked to jenni online, for ages, and then jade cause drama on my myspace lol casue apparently i know shauns new girlfriend and she was leaving all these comments it was rideclous, and then pete im me and said my phone was busy so i called pete and talked to him for a bit till he went back to work, and then i called jenni back and talked to her for awhiel, and then chris, had some food cause i was starving, and then i was bored for awhile, talked to some people online, had some more food around 8:30ish, and then randomly this kid brady i grew upw ith called me and asked me to chill but i said ill call back but never did cause i realize i didnt have his number lol, and then he im me and said shit he cant chill anyways, even through i wasnt gonna anyways cause i wasnt in the mood, it was wierd, idk why he even hit me up i havent talked to him in almost a year lol, and then i had some coffee, and fucked on melo, pete called me, and i went psycho on him casue he wants quite his job cause he doesnt wanna drive around no more and etc. and im sick of being alone and never seeing him its rideclous, ugh, and then i was crying and shit, and he said he'l call me back, then i talked to chris and rant on to him, and then he had to get back to work, and then pete called me 10 mins till midnight and of course he can only talked for 20 mins and i went on this rampage again, cause honestly man i dont know what to do, nothing gets better and it really does seem like im the only one trying yeah he try and shit but only recent but what happened to all the months before ya kno, its frustrating and its really killing me on the inside but sadly i cant let him go cause i love him to death so either way i dont win lol, and then after my rampage i was fine and we chatted and then he got off the phone to go sleep, so i talked to chris for a bit, eventually got offline and watch clerks 2, and then fresh prince of belair, and then some suicide girl movie, god those girls are fuckin hott its rideclous i deff turn gay for those girls, too bad i cant b one but i aint comfy with my body like that and i aint that pretty oh well, then eventually in the middle of that i passed the fuck out, and then today [thrusday] i slept good till i got rudely woken up around 9 something cause my mom was freakin out over nothing it was annoying, then made me bring the dog in even through she left it out and it only didnt come in cause was screaming at it and scaring it, ugh whatever so i got the dog in and then went bak to sleep, and then i got up around 12 somethin, woke up to massive tooth ache it kinda still hurts and then i talked to chris real fast, and went online and now im bored drinkin coffee, not sure whats goin on today, i think pete mite stop by if he's in the area, but i doubt it =/ and then later tonite i mite go to bellmore to this bar cause tobas is having a b-day bash but thats if chris can get gas or find someone else who wants to go i guess ill see what happens but either way i wanna do somethin tonite so if u wanna chill hit me up im out peaceee
-KaRa
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