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so lastnite [monday] after i updated i was pissed off most of the day, and then to top off with that bad email fuckin amanda gulza who i havent talked in ages, who we HATE eachother, cause whatever the reason it was when i was like 16 she saw i left a comment at loriel page and apparently they r kinda friends and she started say shit saying i look like shit, and wont leave me alone till i rip my skin off then that would be a compliment, its like are you fuckin kidding me? act 21 not 12, god i havent talked to you in yrs why bother me now? it shows how immature and patheic and shit and i told loriel about it, and seriously she doesnt drop things, cause she was tellin me somethin she has dropped and its from middleschool, wow its so fuckin patheic, whatevs man, then i was bored for awhile, and talked to some people are aim, and then i had some food, bored more, then my mom and brother came home and i told them about the letter but they didnt to seem as pissed as i thought they would be, so thats cool and then i was bored for awhile more, then ate again, talked to jamie a couple of times and some others, went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, and i was about to call pete he call me around 1030ish, i talked to him for a bit, told him the bad news he felt so bad for me, and then he said call bak in an hr, and then i chilled online for awhile, jay called talked to him for a bit but he wouldnt hangout, lol what a surprise and then eventually i called pete back nad chatted wif him for while had some french bread fried veggie pizza which was mad good and then let pete go cause he was passing out and had work in the morning, and then i talked to chris for a bit, watch that 70s show, and then passedout eventually, then today [tuesday] i slept for awhilel, but kept getting wake up cause my mom is so rideclously loud in the morning, yellin at the animals ugh, and finally i got up around 11:30ish, got up, went online, talked to some people online and here i am bored drinkin coffee, waitin for my mom to be readi so she can drop me off at some factory in oakdale so i can apply seeing my job i thought i had to get fucked up, and i still havent gotten that letter, which i want the mail to come cause im so curous wtf could of went wrong ugh it makes me mad, but yeah after i do that im doin nothing so if anyone wants to chill then hit me up but im out for now peaceee
-KaRa
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