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so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, posted a bulltian about rays show at napper tander's and then tanya hit me up shortly afterwards saying she was down to go so thought that was cool so i told her to call me when she was gonna come so i just chilled online for a bit, ate some food, try call pete but of course it didnt answer and try a couple other times i got nothing, eventually took a shower, got readi and then around 8:30ish tanya got here, and we drove and stopped at tacobell and then we eventually got there around 9 somethin and we walked inside and i got beer and we chilled and fuckin kurt smith saw me that was pretty funny, and mad ppl i knew was there, mainly my buddies from rocky point which made me pretty happy, and then finally ray saw me and he was AMAZED i was there and he like jumped on me and then i saw his ex dez wif mike a. and they said what up and etc. i thought dez hated me i guess not, and i just had a couple beers, benjamin jammin' played an amazing tool set, i never heard anything like that, fuckin acoustic tool is amazing and then ray went on and sang amazing as always lol and ahd dez and matt help a bit and then eventually around 12 somethin we left and stopped at tacobell and then i got home around 1 somethin, went online, talked to pete finally got in touch with him, but he was giving me attitude, something is just not fuckin right idk and apparently i was bitching too much or he just didnt wanna hear it so of course he shut off the phone and turn it off, no "i love you"'s or anything and thats fuckin wierd for him i just dont get it, he saids he wants "me" time wtf man you always get "me" time your never seeing me or speakin to me, and he doesnt get how much it hurts and i dont think he ever will, its fuckin bullshit, somethin has to be up seriously, and then whatever i just chilled online being all pissed off and then i eventually passedout, then today [wednesday] i slept i slept i slept, i woke up here and there but i was so tired and i still am actually then finally i got up around 1 somethin, went online, try call pete but of course he didnt answer, idk even why i even try to call its always the same shit thentalked to chris for a bit, then talked to trip for awhile and talked to some others online and now im bored online, no idea whats goin on tonite i think im goin to velvet londge with tanya and some other ppl and of course to hear jamie sing cause if i dont get up there she mite kill me lol i guess we'l see what happen but either way i wanna do somethin tonite so im out peaceee
-KaRa
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