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so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, wait to hear from ryan then went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, got readi around 8ish ryan got here, we went to seves and got me nicotine =] and then went to the seacrest diner and i got greek salad wrap with french fries which was super fuckin good, i couldnt even eat it all, then eventually afterwards we drove around sayville for a bit and then went to gillet park and chilled there for a bit, and then around 10ish i came home cause my stomach was actin wierd, then i chilled online, fucked around on melo, and then try callin pete but he didnt answer, then steve called me and i talked to him for a bit and i said ill call him bak, and i was bored for a bit online, finally talked to pete for a bit, decided i wanted to see him so i was gonna take a 12:30ish train, called steve bak before i left to leave and said i couldnt chill and then i went to babylon, got there around 1, pete was late picking me up and i was buggin out, and then he finally came and we went bak to his house and chilled, we chilled wif his sister for a bit and watch the faculty and then eventually his sister went to bed, and we just chilled and i had a couple beers and watch some movies i forgot which ones as always, but one was wierd, and i didnt really like it but for some odd reason i had to watch it, but anywyas then i ended up goin to sleep like 6 or 7 am ugh, then today [wednesday] i slept a good amount today, but then i got woken up around 2ish, even through i was suppose get up around 11ish, but pete decided not to go out wif his aunt and sister, so we slept, and i woke up at 2 when he was fighting with his mom which sucked. and then i got up, and chilled wif him, even through he was all upset and shit i felt bad, and then around 3ish we left the house and went to the train station, waited for my train, saw some annoying kid i knew from h.s. that was lame. ugh and then finally i left, took the train home, came home around 4ish, ate some food, did some things around the house and now im bored online about to drinkin coffee, no idea what im doin tonite but i wanna do somethin i think i was suppose chill wif dan and smoke a blunt, but idk where he went oh well, idk im really depressed cause todays 2 yrs since chris love died.. god chris i miss you. rip [o8o6o8]<3 sometimes i really cant believe hes gone, esp since its been two fuckin yrs. =[ ehh idk i guess if anyone wanna chill hit me up but cuz it deff b cool to get outta the house and shit, seeing im all sad. yah im rambling now so im out for now peaceee
-KaRa
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