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lastnight and today [21 Aug 2008|02:23pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | vanishing-apc ] so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, talked to jenab awhile on the phone, nothing too interesting, eventually i went outside and did some yardwork, oh what fun, actually did it done pretty damn fast, came bak inside went online, was starving but there was no fuckin food in my house hence i havent eaten in 3 days arggg, so i just chilled online, for a bit, eventually smoked my last cig which wasnt even a full of cig, which sucked called pete but he was busy chillin wif his sister blazing an l, so then i was bored for a bit more, and then creeper kept saying stupid shit hes such a dick i swear like i couldnt even fuckin believe that i have to share this convo ( ewww creeper ) this guy is so fuckin disgusting. ugh whatever, so i was all pissed off about everything and withdrawling from nicotine woo hoo, then i finally got intouch with ryan apparently i slept through his cars hah, that doesnt surprise me, so then i said i wanted to sure later and blah de blah, and eventually he said yesss. woot! but it wasnt gonna b late and im like whatever i just dont wanna starve and withdrawl anymore lol. and then i was bored for a bit so i just chilled and watch step brothers which was funny but not as funny as pete said it was oh well, then i had some coffee, fucked around on melo, talked to pete for a bit, then went and got readi, and then chilled then around 12 somethin ryan got here, and then we went to sevs and i got cigs and then went to airport diner cause it was the only diner that was open around here, so we just chilled there for a bvit, i got fried clams, salad, and fries, mmm so good i got left over too cause there was so fuckin much, the waiter forgot my honey mustard sauce he felt so bad but i eventually got it, damn i was so full when i got outta that place and then we smoked a cig, and then i came home afterwards cause ryan was tired and then i went online for a bit, and surprisely pete was still up cause he im'd me askin me if i feel better, and i decided to call him and con him in talkin to me for a bit, and then i eventually got off the phone and then went to sleep, and then today [thrusday] as always having the wierd dreams, woke up around 9ish, when everyone was leaving my house cause they being super loud and then finally went bak to sleep, and then i got up again around 1ish, and then i went up stairs, went online, found out my momz dentist number i had to reschudle her appt, but they r close thrus and fri, so i called my mom and told her that and now im bored online drinkin coffee, talkin to a couple of ppl , no idea whats goin on but i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im off for now i got lots of cleaning to do peacee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [20 Aug 2008|03:00pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | kid nothing vs echo factor-gym class heroes ] so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online, talked to a couple of ppl, did some cleaning for a bit, and was bord online more, and then talked to more people, was suppose go to jens but idk what happened, and then i was suppose chill with bauer and he disappear, bah, then i talked to jamie for awhile, she told me the rideclous shit that creeper was doin when she was there and all i have to say is fuckin EW yo whateverrr and then i just chilled online for a bit, was starving but there's no food here, danny murray was gonna chill but i didnt have time to get readi or anything so i passed on that, and then i went and took a shower eventually and had some coffee, fucked around on melo, talked to jamie for awhile, try call pete so he was in a fight wif his mom and didnt wanna talk to me cause he was in a mood, so he turn his phone off so i jus chilled online till comedy roast of bob saget came on, which was hella funny, and then 20 mins before it ended i try callin pete and his phone was on and he finally answer so i talked to him for a bit, he was bad mood so 10 mins later i let him go and i went to sleep, and then today [wednesday] i woke up around 2ish, way later then i wanted to, cause i was suppsoe wake up around 10ish when ryan called cause he was suppose chill wif me and get me food cause i been starving for days and get me cigs, i dont even know if he called me, or anything, i could of slept through it, who knows, and then i got up went online, his away message was"okayyy" so idk i try texting his phone but he didnt answer =[ oh well, and then i talked to jenab for a bit, and now im bored online drinkin cofffee, talkin to a couple ppl and being starving and no cigs ARGGG not sure whats goin on tonite i mite go to jenab's but who knows but i guess ill see but either way i wanna do somethin tonite so if u wanna chill hit me up, but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [19 Aug 2008|01:44pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | the chemicals between us-bush ] so lastnite [monday]after i updated i just chilled online for awhile, fuckin everyone kept callin me, idk why lol, tiff kept callin me a million times idk why and then my home trip from fl called and i talked to him for a bit, then my baby called and i chat wif him a few mins then he had to go, then steve asked me to chill and i said i wasnt sure whats good, and hes childish and was all pissy i didnt give him yes or no answer, arg, and then i did some cleaning and then i was bored, made myself a sandwhich and then jenab said i couldnt come over cause she was fighting with her mom or something and then i was bored for a bit and then jamie called me and i talked to her for a bit and i asked if she wanted to chill cause steve wanted to, so i went and took a shower and had some coffee and got readi, and then around 8:30ish i left the house and we went to the bar at first and then they check id and silly jamie forgot the id so that sucked, so we went to lands inn and chilled and finish the nattys i had in my fridge for the past 2 weeks at lands inn and chilled, eventually went to sevs and steve and jamie got food, and i got a 22, such a dinner haha, and then we go bak to lands inn and just chilled and then around 11ish i go home cause i was suppose chill wif my friend joe who i havent seen forever, so i came home, went online and chilled saw i had message from my homiee bryan who kinda disappear a couple months ago, i try hitting him bak up but of course he didnt answer, and then i called pete but he was smokin so he said he call me bak, then i try joe but he didnt answer, bahh humbug, i was annoyed at shit, and then i talked to trip for a bit and then i eventually called pete, talked to him for a bit had a sandwhich, then joe called and said sorrie he didnt come through he lost track of time bah so i was annoyed and shit, so i decided to fuck it and jus go to sleep cause for once i was tired, so i passedout around 1:30ish, and today [tuesday] i woke up hella early like around 9ish, and i couldnt go bak to sleep, arg, so i stayed up, well i try to go bak to sleep but it didnt work, so i watch fresh prince and then the movie something to talk about, and then full house for a bit, eventually went online and here i am bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on tonite, i think i mite go to jenab's later but im not sure but either way i want to do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [18 Aug 2008|04:34pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | say what you say-eminem ] so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, then did some things around the house, i was bored for a bit, had some hot dogs cause it was the only fuckin thing in the house, bah and then i chilled and then jenab told me i could come over, so i fed the doggies, talkd to trip, and then got dressed and got readi, and then walked over there, and we just chilled outside and smoked some cigs and took pictures, which i will post at the end of the entry, and then we eventually went inside and chilled in the basement, listening to music and chillin and then eventually i left around 9ish, came home, found out, pete try callin me because he had to go the hospt. something happened wif his momz, so i try callin him but his phone kept ringing ringing ringing it was odd, then i had some coffee, fucked around on melo and then pete called me when he was outside in the parking lot to see if i was home yet, and then he had to go, then he called me bak later when he went bak to his car again and he said he gimmie a ring when he finally gets home, so i just chilled online being bored, and ray hit me up which i thought it was funny seeing i was just talkin about him earlier to jesus, and i talked to him for a bit, and found its true him and lana did break up i really didnt think that would happen, and then finally around 2ish pete call me bak and i talked to him for a bit, and then eventually went downstairs, read some of my book, actually almost done with it, watch guess who, and then roseann and then finally passed the fuck out, then today [monday] slept pretty well, just woke up when my momz and brother was leaving, went bak to sleep, having wierd dreams and then finally woke up around 3ish, went online, talked to some people online and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on tonite i think i may b chillin wif my friend joe i kno from shows, but im not sure, either way i wanna do somethin so hit me up but other then that im out for now later ppl -KaRa ps. and here are the new pics =] love me

lastnight and today [17 Aug 2008|02:57pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | say it right-nelly furtado ] so lastnite [saturday]after i updated i just chilled here for awhile, then outta no where james lamm called me and i talked to him for a bit apparently hes off drugs and shit, i really wonder if thats true, and i talked to him for a bit and then eventually went downstairs watch degrassi, had sloppy joes well rest of them, the new degrassi was kinda boring and then i did the dishes, then went upstairs, and i was informed there was a party in centereach but never got there cause people suck bah humbug, oh well, i eventually had coffee, fucked around on melo, called pete, but his phone was off for some odd reason, that was wierd and it was shut off all nite, and i was kinda freakin out, whateverrr so i just left him a vm, then i just chilled online, talkin to people, and then eventually passedout around 6 am, after reading a bit and watching roseann and dawsons creak lol, and then today [sunday] i got woken up early when my mom woke up, cause she was buggin out about something the kitties did whatever, went bak to sleep and then i got woken up around 1:30ish, when chonsey called and i bullshit with him for a bit, and then he had to go, so i got online, talked to mad people, actually talked to jesus got informed my friend ray ray and his gf broke up, wow never thought i see that one coming, wow, haa and then i try callin pete and at first his phone was still off and i was like wtf and then i try again and it was on but he didnt answer ughhhh, this sucks, idk what his deal, i kno i didnt do anything, whatever and now im bored drinkin some cofffe, not sure what im doin tonite, maybe goin to jenab's but not sure either way i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [16 Aug 2008|08:00pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | texas-primer55 ] so lastnite [friday]after i updated i was bored for a bit and did some cleaning, and that took awhile and finally i was done and then i hit ryan up and apparently he forgot he had plans wif one of his plans so that was out again ugh, so i was annoyed with a lot shit, and then i called pete and said i was gonna just take the damn train so he said take the 1041 train so i was like okay, eventually took a shower and had some coffee, fucked around on melo, had some sloppy joes' then my mom wanted to use the computer so i finish getting readi and then phone rings and i almost have a fuckin heart attack cause its fuckin patrick donoghue trying to make a collect calls when obvs it doesnt fuckin work cause he was the one last fuckin summer that got that shit to stop working christsakes but u think after the first time me not able to accept it get it and just say something real fast like he used 2 last yr when he first went to jail nope hes stupier then ever, not like i want to speak to him anyways cause i heard he was saying hella shit about me, i guess no one is keeping in contact with him oh well, i wasnt gonna give in to him even if i could get the calls, but damn yo he called like 5 fuckin times, it was rideclous and then i finish getting readi, and of course when i had to leave for the train is was down pouring so my mother drove me there, and then while goin to babylon we had to stop in wading river for half an hr cause some kid was makin a big scene and they were callin the cops and etc. and then of course the kid who i asked for a phone to use was the kid makin the scene my luck right then they through i was his gf, i was like hell no im just using the phone so i gave the phone to the conductor to give to the cop or whatever and then finally we left that train station after kicking the kidd off and then finally we get to babylon at like 11:30ish, called my momz, and then went to pete's house and chilled, and drank couple beers had some french fries and watch pirates and the lost and found and then mallrats and then passedout, and then today [saturday] slept pretty well, didnt really wake up, and then finally i got up when pete was goin out to meet up with one of his boys so i just chilled in his room, watch ferris buller and then eventually went on his laptop cause he was takin forevers and then eventually he came bak and finish watching ferris buller then left to go to babylon train station, ran into my friend sam, that i met a couple months bak at one of danny murrays party, talked to her for a bit, eventually my train came, read some of my book, got home around 7ish, called pete, and then had some slopply joe's and im still starving ughh and there's no food, and now im bored online, i think at 9:30 im gonna watch the new episode of degrassi cause i missed it lastnite, and then maybe chill wif my homie erik cause he said tonite around after 10 we suppose chill but who knows but either way i wanna do somethin, so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [15 Aug 2008|04:53pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | my own time-gym class heroes ] so lastnite [thrusday] so after i updated i just chilled online, talkin to bunch of people, nothing too special, and then pete called me to informed me he kinda fucked up his hand cause he slammed it in a fuckin table, good job babe. but whatever he said his sister was takin him to the hospt. and he was gonna call me when hes done so that could take couple hrs, and im like wow it really hasnt been my luck lately so ryan wanted to chill so i siad sure, so then there was this big bad stormed so i turn off my comp for a bit, and went downstairs and chilled and then people kept callin me wen my mom went psycho, talked to ryan, then my friend kyle, and then pete calls to tell me his hand is all bruised and shit, i felt bad, then eventually i went and took a shower, and then had some cofff and fucked around on melo and then i found out that ryans car wouldnt start so no cigs, dark knight, chillin with him nor seeing pete, which really sucked and i was buggin out cause i had no cigs at all and i still dont, so i was all angry and shit so whatever to calm down i just watch hard candy, and then called pete and he said call bak in an hr, so i said sure, so i just chilled online bored, and then talked to my friend trip then talked to pete for awhile then he got off the phone cause he wanted to go sleep so i just chilled online for rest of the nite, talkin to bunch of ppl, eventually got offline and watch fresh prince and then eventually passedout, then today [friday] i got woken up mad early cause of my mom and brother being loud, then went bak to sleep which i shouldnt of cause i forgot jay was suppose stop by in the am and give me a cig, oh well, then eventually i woke up later around 3ish, got up, went online, had some brownis and milk, talked to chris found out he cant chill cause apparently hes still grounded, yes at 22 its rideclous, so now i have no way to pete's nor cigs ARGGGG and then i talked to some others and now im bored drinkin coffee no idea what im doin tonite, ryan said maybe he'l hangout i gotta hit him up after im done cleaning, but either way i wanna do somethin cause it been almost a week i havent been outta this house and i think im goin crazi ahha, but yea if u wanna chill hit me up but off for now cause i got some cleaning to do so peaceee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [14 Aug 2008|03:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | glitter girl-kidney thieves ] so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i chilled online for a bit, did some cleaning, and then i was bored online, talked to a bunch of ppl, found out from ryan he wasnt chillin cause he didnt feel good oh well, then i was bored for a bit, then i went and watch lost boys and then talked to pete for a bit cause he was on aim, and then i eventually took a shower, had coffee, fucked around on melo for awhile, called pete, he said he call me bak cause he was at bobby's house watching a movie, and then he called bak in half an hr, and i talked to him for a bit, i said imma try and get money from my mom and eat, so i had some chicken quasila thing, and my mom said she give me 4 bucks, so i called pete bak and then i got informed he has an interview mad early that he forgot so that wasnt happening, oh well, so then he said he was watching a movie called bak at 1ish, so i said find and i just chilled online, jay called me and wanted to hangout and he was in farmingville and way to fuckin wasted to do anything so i said no but i did say call me when he got home which he never did, then i talked to pete at 1 for a bit, then he got off the phone, so i was just bored online for awhile, then eventually got offline, and read some of my book and watch fresh prince of bel air and then passedout, and then today [thrusday] i kept having wierd dreams as always woke up at 9 at first cause my brother was buggin out, cause someone stole his gps in his car i guess he left the car unlock or something, but the alarm did go off lastnite, that really sucks, cause he needs it for work and shit, and then i went bak to sleep, have more wierd dreams and then got up around 2ish, the phone rang it was jenni, talked to her for awhile actually just got off the phone with and then went online talked to a couple of people, put this new layoutt on lj. IF ANY ONE KNOWS HOW TO GET THE AD OFF MY LAYOUT PLZ LET ME KNOW!!! THANKS!!! and now im bored online drinkin coffeee not sure whats goin on tonite i think im goin to pete's later, well hopefully i am, but i also gotta wait till my mom comes home to give me the 4 dollars i need for the train but who knows if that gonna go through, but either way i wanna do somethin so hit me up, and ugh i still lack nicotine, someone help! but ya im off for now i got cleaning to do peacee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [13 Aug 2008|02:38pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | until the day i die-story of a year ] so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online for awhile, and i was really hungry, so i eventually went downstairs and had some left over chicken parm and watch scrubs im so like obessive ova that show now ever since pete made me watch it one nite lol.and then i eventuallly went bak online and talked to some people, ryan asked if i wanna chill if he dont go into work i said sure, but he ended up not chillin anyways, and then steve asked me to chill a couple times but i said i didnt kno and i didnt really feel good, ,so then i eventually took a shower, fucked around on melo and had some coffee and then called pete but he was busy so i called bak in hr and he was baking a cake lol call bak in 40 mins, god my bf is fuckin wierd, and stoned haha, and then he actually called me bak and we talked for lil bit but then he got off the phone to watch a movie wif his sister and eat his cake, and then i just chilled online for rest of the nite being bored and such, saw pete went on aim at 3am, try am but he didnt answer, so maybe his computer magically did it, who knows lol, and then eventually i went to sleep, then today [wednesday] slept pretty fuckin good, i was amazed, then i got up around 2ish, went online, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on tonite, ryan said we may see the dark knight tonite seeing we didnt chilled lastnite but who knows, but either way i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but other then that nothin is goin on but i got some cleaning to do as always so im out for now later -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [12 Aug 2008|05:42pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | drown soda-hole ] so lastnite [monday]after i updated i chilled online for a bit, talkin to lissy and some others and then i was bored for a bit, and then i had to clean my bathroom, well shower, oh what fun, and then i chilled online for a bit, then i was starving so i had some pasta and talked to my momz for a bit, and then i was bored for awhile, just talkin to people online,eventually went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, called pete around 10ish, he finally answerd, he told me to take the 11:31 train so i said cool, so i got readi, turned my computer off cause the weather was bad and just chilled downstairs wif my momz and then around 11;20ish my mom dropped me off at the train station, took the train there like around midnightish i got to pete's and we chilled and talked and act stupid like usual, we watch lost boys 2, which was a fuckin awesome movie, i wish i remember the first one but i didnt pay atten to it, when i watch it at new yrs at asia's so i need to the watch that again haha, and then we watch the departed which was another interesting movie and then eventually after that and drank a couple beers i passedout, then today [tuesday]i slept on and off, it took me awhile to fall alseep, idk why, then i got woke up around 2 somethin, when pete was being ombxious trying to wake me up, but it was cute lol. and then i got up, got dressed, chilled in his room for a bit and then we left to go to the train station, stopped at the gas station, went to the train station after that, got my ticket, wen i was there i ran into sarah and roger ha that amusing i think my bf scared the lil 16 yr which is fuckin GREAT!!! haha and then eventually the train came and then i got home around 4ish, called pete, and he said he call me bak later hes driving and then i talked to chris for a bit, and then i fed the doggies and did some things around the house and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on tonite i was suppose chill wif thersa and gavin but he never called me oh well, so it looks like i have nothing to do tonite, so idk if anyone wanna chill or somethin hit me up, but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [11 Aug 2008|03:49pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | all we know-paramore ] so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, then my cousin kristine calls me and asked if i wanna see a movie cause for some reason she was at sayville movie theater even through she lives queens lol and i barely talk to ever lol and i said sure cause it was FUCKIN PINEAPPLE EXPRESSS!!! chyeah. so i got readi mad fast and i got my mom to drive me to the movie theater, and i met up with her, and i had popcorn and we all kno i HATE popcorn idk wtf was wrong wif me so yeah the movie was FUCKING HYSTERICAL!!!i advise everyone to go see it =D then i came home around 730ish, had some food cause i was starving and then i was bored for a bit, eventually had coffee, fucked around on melo, called pete, he was busy wif his sister, and he said i couldnt come over tonite apparently some bullshit went down or whateverrr so i was kinda annoying he said call bak at 12, and then steve hit me up and asked if i wanna chill but i was still feeling like shit so i decided to stay home, and then i took a shower, and i was bored for a bit, and called pete around 12 and it was miracle cause he answer and we actually talked for an hr, and things seem normal again, christsakes that boy fuckin confuses me its not even funny, then around 1 i let him go sleep, then i just chilled online, talkin lissypoo mostly and a few others, eventually got offline, watch roseann and then passedout, then today [monday] slept pretty damn good, got up around 2ish, close the windows cause it was raining, went online, did some cleaning, and now im bored online drinkin coffee and talkin to some people, no idea whats goin on but i think im goin to pete's but who knows i havent heard from yet i guess we'l see well either way i wanna do somethin tonite seeing i stay in lastnite so hit me up yo, but im out for now peaceee. -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [10 Aug 2008|07:43pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | lips of an angel-hinder ] so lastnite [saturday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, then i decided to see what this new couch is about, eh its okay, i just like the old one betters for certain reasons, and then i was bored for a bit, just chilled online and then eventually went downstairs and ate dinner which was REALLY good and then chilled online for a bit, took a shower, had some coffee and fucked around on melo, and then eventually got readi, and then around 11ish i left and met up with cory, and we went to his boss house so he can get pot and money and then we went to the gas station and then got beer and cigs, then we were like shit either one of has a bowl so he got this nice bowl at some random gas station and it was only 18 bucks which is not bad at all and it look like its a fish which is cool, so then we just chilled smoked some pot, and i drank hella beers, i was pounding them like a college kid lmfao. haha like how i used to drink and they r natty ice so yup. i drank like half the 12 pack, idk there was 4 left by the time i got home, so we just chilled and listen to music and talked and then eventually i went home cause corey was exhausted and then i got home around 5amish, smoked a cig, and then passedout, and then today [sunday]i slept like almost all fuckin day, then finally around 4ish i woke up cause i was having wierd dreams again, so i got up, try callin pete, of course he didnt answer it been over 24 hrs and i havent heard from him, this sucks, then i went online, so i decided to im his phone seeing he was on it, and omg he actually answer hes just busy so i told him to call me later and he said he miss me and blah de blah, so that made me happy, so now im just bored online talkin to a couple people, and waitin for dinner to be readi cause im starving, no idea what im doin tonite, i think im suppose b goin to pete's house tonite but who knows if thats gonna happen, either way i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [09 Aug 2008|04:29pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | wonderwall-cartel ] so lastnite [friday] after i updated i just chilled online for a bit, try to hit up dan but i couldnt find him or anything, and then i ate some food, and fed the animals and then i got offline for a bit cause there was this super bad storm and it was bad, and then finally it stopped went bak online, and just chilled online and didnt get in touch wif dan which sucked whatever i should saw that coming he always ditches me, then eventually i went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, talked to jay, try to convince him to hangout he wouldnt, he thought i was goin outta my mind it was kinda amusing and then finally i let him go cause his phone died so i called pete and actually got through to him which is amazing, and we talked to for a bit but he was kinda busy so he said call bak in an hr, so then i just chilled online for a bit, called him bak in an hr, he didnt feel like talkin he said call bak another hr, so i did and he didnt answer so i guess he went to sleep, so i was bored online, and then i eventually went downstairs and ate some salsa and chips mmm and then eventually went bak online, then i was bored for a bit then jenab's friend cory called me and and i talked to him for awhile and then he wanted me to come out and chill and smoke but i was like nahh its mad late probably tomorrow and eventually i got off the phone and passed out, and then today [saturday] kept waking up cause my mother cant leave me alone, then i got up eventually around 3, after my mom came home break and was actin crazi, whateverrr. so i got up, did some things around the house then went online, and now im bored drinkin coffee, no idea what im doin i think im chillin wif cory later idk he said he'l hit me up later or something whatever either way i wanna do somethin seeing the past 2 days i been stuck in this house ugh ,and ugh i have no cigs. grr idk oh yea so we getting a new couch its my grandmothers, i really like are old couch but oh well its goin bye bye, ha ya im rambling, so im off for now peaceee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [08 Aug 2008|05:00pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the nobodies-manson ] so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online. nothing special, eventually i got hungry so i had some english muffin pizza's and then my mom came home and yelled at me to get readi we need to take the dog to the vet, shes rideclous how she yells sometimes, its like calm down so we went to the vet the doggie got medcine she mite have a tumor in her mouth idk how the fucks happens, then i came home, went online, took a shower, got dressed, then found dan couldnt hangout cause he had to bring his grandmother to the doctor or somethin so that sucked, so i went and had some pizza and then i was bored for awhile, try callin pete a couple times but he never answer and i was boreddd, had some coffe eventually fucked around melo, try pete again of course no answer, dan said maybe we'l chill when he gets bak, so i was like word, so then i talked to pete, nothing good, all we did was fight and then he said call him later, cause i said i was goin smoke a blunt, well i didnt end up goin out cause dan came home to late so i called pete bak numerous times and he didnt answer the phone and of course i blew it up he shut it off ughhh so i was all pissed off, bored online, and couldnt sleep, and talked to a couple of people and eventually passedout around like 3 or 4 am, being all depressd arggg. and then today [friday]slept most of the day, nothing new there, woke up around 2ish, when jenab called me, talked to her a bit, and there was a storm so i just chilled downstairs, talked to jenab for a bit, watch that 70s show, and try call pete but of course he didnt answer, then i did some cleaning, and now im bored online talkin to some ppl, not sure what im doin im suppose chill wif dan around 5ish seeing the past 2 days he cancelled on me but i guess we'l see what happens but either way its friday and i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill i guess hit me up, i really wanna see pete but i doubt that happen cause he never answers the damn phone =[ argg idk. but im out for now cause i starving so i think ill have some pizza so peaceee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [07 Aug 2008|03:46pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | i dont care-the donna's ] so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online, didnt do anything of much, talked to dan he said sorrie for not callin after work but he got sick and came home early, but he still wanted to chill i said sure, i said i wanted to wait for my mother to come home, so she knows im kickin it, haha, and then eventually i went and took a shower, got readi and all that fun stuff, and my mother never got home till like almost 11:30ish, which sucked cause it was too late to chill with dan cause he has work in the morning so he said come over tomorrow after i bring my dog to vet so i said sure and then steve hit me up and asked if i wanna chill so i said sure seeing my other plans got fucked, try callin pete but he didnt answer, and then around midnight i left and met up with him ,and we went to home towne to do karaoke but apparently they change that shit to tuesday not wednesday which was lame so whatever we drank a beer and then bounce and then we went to sevs got some 22's and then we went to lands inn and chilled, and idk steve was being fuckin wierd and creppy and buggin out and i wanted to go home, but he wouldnt drive me, so i walked home from lands inn even through i have a bad fuckin knee for the past 2 weeks, even through he kept following me, and being wierd, i guess he was drunk ugh, and i was scared so i get in 3 am, called pete, i finally wake up, but he doesnt care cause he was sleeping so he eventually hangs up after a couple mins and is probably pissed off at me cause i distubed his beauty sleep, so then i went online for like an hr, and steve came online, and apoligze for being creepy so i said alright whatever, i was upset at the world and then i passdout, then today [thrusday]i slept pretty well except in the morning when everyone was being loud and woke me up, oh well, then i went back to sleep, then woke up at 10 mins to 3, got up, try callin pete, but he didnt answer so he probably still pissed, great, went online, got an im from fuckin ray ray apparently he was on aim, and hes never on that, and it was like 5 am and i missed it damn =[ oh well and i talked to bunch of others ppl, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, i gotta stay here till like 6 somethin then i have to take the damn dog to vet then hopefully im goin to dans house to smoke and chill, but who knows but either way i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but other then that im out for now peaceee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [06 Aug 2008|05:44pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | children of the night-schoolyard heros ] so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, wait to hear from ryan then went and took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, got readi around 8ish ryan got here, we went to seves and got me nicotine =] and then went to the seacrest diner and i got greek salad wrap with french fries which was super fuckin good, i couldnt even eat it all, then eventually afterwards we drove around sayville for a bit and then went to gillet park and chilled there for a bit, and then around 10ish i came home cause my stomach was actin wierd, then i chilled online, fucked around on melo, and then try callin pete but he didnt answer, then steve called me and i talked to him for a bit and i said ill call him bak, and i was bored for a bit online, finally talked to pete for a bit, decided i wanted to see him so i was gonna take a 12:30ish train, called steve bak before i left to leave and said i couldnt chill and then i went to babylon, got there around 1, pete was late picking me up and i was buggin out, and then he finally came and we went bak to his house and chilled, we chilled wif his sister for a bit and watch the faculty and then eventually his sister went to bed, and we just chilled and i had a couple beers and watch some movies i forgot which ones as always, but one was wierd, and i didnt really like it but for some odd reason i had to watch it, but anywyas then i ended up goin to sleep like 6 or 7 am ugh, then today [wednesday] i slept a good amount today, but then i got woken up around 2ish, even through i was suppose get up around 11ish, but pete decided not to go out wif his aunt and sister, so we slept, and i woke up at 2 when he was fighting with his mom which sucked. and then i got up, and chilled wif him, even through he was all upset and shit i felt bad, and then around 3ish we left the house and went to the train station, waited for my train, saw some annoying kid i knew from h.s. that was lame. ugh and then finally i left, took the train home, came home around 4ish, ate some food, did some things around the house and now im bored online about to drinkin coffee, no idea what im doin tonite but i wanna do somethin i think i was suppose chill wif dan and smoke a blunt, but idk where he went oh well, idk im really depressed cause todays 2 yrs since chris love died.. god chris i miss you. rip [o8o6o8]<3 sometimes i really cant believe hes gone, esp since its been two fuckin yrs. =[ ehh idk i guess if anyone wanna chill hit me up but cuz it deff b cool to get outta the house and shit, seeing im all sad. yah im rambling now so im out for now peaceee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [05 Aug 2008|06:50pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | the kill-30 seconds to mars ] so lastnite [monday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and just chilled online, did some cleaning, and kinda made the power go off, damn generation lolz, and then i was starving so i had a cheese sandwhich cause there's nothin in the house and then eventually i walked to jenab's house and just chilled there outside listening to music, eventually her friend cory came around 830ish, and we just chilled and talked and play wif doggie out in the back, around 10ish i came home, talked to pete and then had some coffee fucked around on melo, and then talked to pete again but he said call bak at 12ish, so i did that and talked to him for a bit and then i was just bored online and then my friend mike bauer hit me up around 2ish i think askin me if i wanna chill and drink a bit and i said sure so he comes pick me up and jenni was with me and we just chilled and drank some beers, fuckin bauer had summer ale my mom is right that beer is fuckin wierd lol, and then i didnt end up getting home 6 am, and my mom was all mad at me and shit yellin that was annoying so i smoked a cig and then went to sleep, then today [tuesday] kept having fuckin wierd ass dreams and finally got up around 4ish ahh so fuckin late, called pete and talked to him for a bit, and then went online, try call my momz dentist to cancel her apt and make a new one but they are on vacation or somethin and then i did the stupid yardwork i had to do, ugh that was annoying and i didnt do it all cause my back was like breaking and then i did other things around the house and then talked to my mom, and had some potato chips and now im bored online talkin to a couple ppl and waitin to hear from ryan cause we suppose chill and get food and i get cigs woot! and then maybe later go chill wif steve but idk i told him ill give him a call later or somethin but i guess ill see what happens but if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now cause i need to shower and such peacee -KaRa love me

lastnight and today [04 Aug 2008|03:04pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | the pot-tool ] so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and i just chilled online for awhile, had some potatos that was left over from kfc the nite before, and was bored for a bit, then around 6ish i left and walked over to jenab's and just chilled in her room, which is amazing cause usually her mom doesnt allow us in the house but she didnt care this time lol, so we chilled in her room, took pictures, ill post them at the end of the bullitan and just chilled then around 9ish, i walked home, and i came home, went online, had coffee, fucked around melo, eventually called pete, but he said call bak at midnight, then i talked to ryan cause he was all sad about something and then jamie brown hit me up and asked if i wanna chill with her and steve and i said sure, so i got readi, called pete and said i was goin out and ill call him tomorrow and he said okie, and then around 12 i met up with them, and we drove bak to steve's apt and chilled there, and watch some wierd german movies, had some budlight lime ick i really do hate that shit, had some ramen mmm, and played wif this rubberband ball, idk it amused me, came home around almost 4ish, then passedout, then today [monday]i slept pretty good today except when i woke up mad early when my mom woke me up to tell me crap, then i went bak to sleep, and then i got up around almost 2ish, and i called the vet to make appt for my dog but they were close so i guess ill call tomorrow, then i went online, had some cake, and now im bored drinkin coffee, no idea what im doin tonite i think i mite go to jenab's after she has dinner, but idk, but either way i wanna do somethin so hit me up, but im off for now cause i got mad cleaning to do ughh but whatever later. -KaRa oh and here are the pics from yesterday. love me

lastnight and today [03 Aug 2008|04:06pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | my girlfriend's girlfriend-type o negative ] so lastnite [saturday] after i updated i was bored for a bit, and i just chilled online til my kfc got here, and then i ate it, came bak online and jade said she wanted to come to summerfest with me, she just didnt have a ride for me, so i said hold on ill call steve cause he said he'l most likely chill, so i called him and talked to him for a bit and he said he'l b at my place around 7ish, so i went and got readi, told jade ill get her and etc. and then around 7ish i left met up wif steve, went to get jade in holbrook, actually didnt get lost, and then stopped at sevs in bayport and got some beer cause jade wanted some, and then we went to summerfest but we couldnt drink in there cause there was cops and shit, so we went to starbucks and got beer cups, and jade had two budlight and i had a miller, and then we just chilled wif our starbucks cups and walked around summerfest, it wasnt nothing that too exiciting but there was this big ass fire in sayville idk exactly where it was but it was somewhere like by sayville pizza and it was big gray cloud of smoke it was crazi yo, and then eventually we left around 930ish, cause steve had to go to huntington, so we dropped off jade and then he decide not to go and just chill wif me, so we went to the pizza place by his house and i got this salad pizza thing it was wierd but not bad, and then we went bak to his house ate food, watch high tension that was some wierd movie but i been wanting to watch it for awhile, i kinda didnt understand parts but whatever, and then after the movie i didnt feel good, but probably cause i took shroooms but not a lot of them, and right before i was gonna go home i got really fuckin sick, ick and i was buggin out, then i came home, called pete, talked to him for an hr, felt much better after i taked to him and shit, and then after that i pretty much went to sleep, then today [sunday] kept waking up on and off, i couldnt sleep for shit, kept having some wierd ass dreams as always then finally i woke up around 3ish, went online, talked to a couple of ppl, did some things around the house, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, no idea what im doin tonite but todays last day of sumemrfest maybe ill go there before it close but idk what time they close seeing its sunday arggg. and ugh i have no cigs which sucks too, idk either way i wanna do somethin so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -Kara love me

lastnight and today [02 Aug 2008|05:11pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | left behind-slipknot ] so lastnite [friday]after i updated i was bored for a bit, talked to pete for awile, and he said try come over later i said alrighty, so i called chris and asia bak and asked if they can drive me to pete's later and we'l chill and he said sure so i ate some sloppy joe's took a shower got readi, caleld chris he didnt answer, then called steve cause he called me while i was in the shower, and then i talked to him for a bit, then chris and asia got here around like 7ish, and unfornetly the stupid lil 16 yr was there also, who i dont really like, whatevs and then we went to the mall, walked around the mall, no one was really there i knew which was fuckin amazing, and then we left and went to target after i got my ice coffee from mcdonalds and then we went to target and some drama happened wif the 16 yr old and then we just went bak to asia's and chilled there had some pizzah watch that 70s show, and then we went to go find the lil 16 yr old cause idk asia wanted to, and wen he found him, he started yellin at us, which he had no right to yell at me cause i didnt do shit well expect called him a tomato not my fault he looks like one lmfao. and then i got dropped off at pete's house and chilled there, met his sister she seems cool, we smoked some pot and chilled and i had a beer and just chilled, watch this movie the cube and then some of pirate's and end up passing out mad early, then today [saturday] kept waking up idk, why, and then i woke up around 2ish, got up, ate some snacks and watch scrubs, then around 3ish we left and went to the train station and he had to leave before my train and my train was like 10 mins late again which SUCKED. and then i came home around 4 somethin, talked to pete for a couple mins and then went online, had some sloppy joe's and now im bored online having coffee, but in a bit im gonna have some kfc woo! i havent had that in forever, and ugh i have no cigs, and i also just got informed summer fest is in my town this wkend for some odd reason i didnt think they were doin that this yr, ahhhh i wanna go there and get some fried clams hahaha. idk eiter way i wanna do somethin tonite so if u wanna chill hit me up but im out for now later ppl -KaRa love me

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