Current mood:	confused
Current music:	feuer frei - RAMMSTEIN

long break.
Hey, i haven't updated in awhile because i haven't had the time to :(. So much has been going on, that i haven't had time for much else, let alone a boyfriend, so Rich and I broke up a few days ago, he was busy as well, so at this point were just going to be friends and whatever. The weird thing si its completely mutual lol, and I'm really glad it is, it wouldn't do for it not to be. Cheerleading's last day is tomorrow and I'm psyched. I just hope I'm not making an ass out of myself lol, you know?. Meh well...

I really miss Scotia, not just her, but the environment up north. How everything was, if I could, i really would move. I don't like it down here, yes sure I have a lot of friends, but I feel somethings missing. It's not a good feeling; I just feel like I'm not being able to do everything I need to be doing, and I'm retaking some classes and I could sure use some of my friends there - but no luck there. I met some cool people though, but still. It just feels weird. Everything does. Man...I miss being able to live with my bestfriend. Scosh and I haven't been able to be like that for years now, and being taken away from her hurts you know.

School feels different now that I'm older, the grade nines have flooded the school this year, but they don't seem like how we were when we were in grade nine. I don't know, I just feel like I'm lost in school. Not academically, but even rushing through the hallways flooded with students. Maybe I should switch schools, get into something new, but something in the back of my mind is telling me not to. A few people told me I could do correspondence, but I would lack the socialness. And I'm like a butterfly when it comes to that, or I used to be :S. Meh, I'm dont ranting right now, see yas later.