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suckage. chris goes out with another WHILE we are still going out. and he wasn't man enough to sit with me at lunch. monkey poop, man, that's all i have to say. and chris, stop trying to make it look like you don't go out with her just so you won't look like an ass, o.kie? and i thought i REALLY liked you, and we were going to be friends like foreverx2. but i guess not, it's your loss. and i hate you. so takecarenowbyebyethen.
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[01 Dec 2004|06:43pm] |
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*sighs loudly* chris is breaking up with me. after 5 days, oh god, he saids it feels "weird" >
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[29 Nov 2004|06:04pm] |
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nick is acting like a dumbass. rawr. i hate him now. grrr. AND I COULDN'T FIND MY DANCING STUFF. so i didn't go to dancing. ah well, i want to lie down and fall asleep. but anyway, i get so mad easily now, and i always talk back to my mom. she deserves it though, and i always give her an attidude. like today she asked me if i had any homework, and i told her a. million. times. so i said "oh my gawd mom, YES." and she said "i think you are having your period right now because you are getting WAY to moody for my liking." and you know how you can't keep things in when you laugh? well right after she said that i burst out laughing, and i thought i caught a glimpse of her laughing too.
by the way, i didn't get it yet. so you can calm down chris. haha XDD
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[27 Nov 2004|05:57pm] |
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my god, i haven't updated in like uhhh...forever. haha, well i decided not to do the book. i guess you can say i was -coughnotgoodcough- not dedicated enough. haha, well i go out with chris oh yeah, coolest person ever. haha bai bai
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[07 Nov 2004|09:26pm] |
i couldn't stand the fact we were moving to the city, with skysrapers. All my life we had been in the country and i never wanted to leave it. The farm i grew up in had become a get away, but that get away is the reason why we had to, well, get away.
My father is the farmer of a big company called "Sawona" and it sells fruits and vegitables and other produce. The company became bankrupted and so we had 30 days to move to a new home. That was the 7th of November. It was Decemember and i had already finished packing up everything, but that was another story for my mom.
She was very uptight and would always yell at me to get packing with my stuffed animals, when in fact they had already been packed that very morning.
Tomorrow we were moving, and it felt like my world was crashing down. But then i thought to myself 'Doesnt all teens think their world is crashing down?' I shut off my light, and i went to sleep. Dreaming of what school might be like.
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[06 Nov 2004|06:55pm] |
O.k, this is my average day:
I wake up, get dressed, most of the morning stuff. Ride my bike to school and have a nice day.
There, sounds normal right? Well, it was until i moved.
I guess you can say i was popular at my old school, i had a lot of friends, boys liked me and all, but there was always something wrong with the same old people. But those people don't matter because they are the freaks that have no power in the school. I always would make fun of them, but never say i felt sorry for them because it was oh so important i keep trying to be mean so i wouldn't be dropped to another group below popular.
It was the morning when my parents told me we were moving, and i went through the whole "oh how could you do this to me, your so mean" stage. So i stormed off to school with a temper. So you know people kept staring at me when i would sigh, and pout loudly on purpose so everyone could hear me. So i just stared back.
By the way, never get into a staring contest with me, you'll never win.
So i went to lunch and my school is so small, word gets around fast, so basically to put it in few words, everyone knew i was moving.
"Oh. My. God. How could your idiotic parents do this to you?" one stupid, popular girl named Maria said to me.
Even though i was extremly mad at my parents, you still get mad when someone calls your parents idiotic, you know? well that didn't go over well with me so i was extra mad when i went into spanish class. And if you have a spanish teacher with no patience, and your really mad, run in another direction.
It started off when Ms. Rodrigez asked me to say some stupid thing in spainish like "Can i use the pillow" and i acidentally said out loud a thought that a spainish teacher wouldn't like to hear.
"Where the hell am i going to say can i use the pillow?" Seriously. I said that. The swear and all. That, of course, resulted in detention and a call to my house; which every 13 year old kid knows is the worst thing to happen.
The 30 days we had to move were winding down, and i couldn't concentrate on anything except if the kids were going to like me. Or if i was going to like them.
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[06 Nov 2004|06:54pm] |
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i'm starting a book. so like it or not, i'm writing one. and if you feel there is a character that is too much like you and is taken badly, deal with it sucka! XD o.k me start in new post.
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[28 Oct 2004|05:15pm] |
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i'm listening to dashboard confessional and it seems i like them more than i thought. lmao. and luis just called me. oO; XD i was like "umm..yeah..my mom -cough- uh has to use the phone! o.k bye call ya later!" lmao. i have a soar throat, i couldn't yell during the game that last...by the way..THE RED SOX WON THE WORLD SERIES!!!!!!! YIPPIE SKIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!! my mom and dad roke out the champange. and it was gooood. XD. and today we had a talk with marissa and ms. restrepo. and marissa was all like "i never said anything! it was just a rumor!" lmao, yeah right. and everyone heard you say it. and sarrah got mad at me said that i was talking shit aout marissa when she didn't even read the note! i mean come on! and i asked ms. restrepo if she told sarrah that i was talking shit and she said no! sarrah, jesus christ, don't make assumptions and then when you find out your wrong, change the subject to softball! sarrah doesn't know ANYTHING that was in the note, and yet she comes out like "Oh, i heard you were talking stuff about marissa in the note blah blah blah." i just laughed at her and basically said did YOU read the note? when did i EVER say stuff about marissa. and she said i was going to eat up marrissa. WTF!? dude, if your reading this, YOU REALLY NEED TO GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT BEFORE YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT SAYING SOMETHING TO ME. you tried 2 times already to make it look like i was talking stuff about people. and then 2 weeks ago or something, she said i was talking stuff about people in my journal. WHO THE HELL DID I EVER TALK ABOUT PEOPLE THAT SHE KNOWS?! nick maybe, and then today, she didn't know how to react when i told her she didn't read the note so how the hell would she have known? so she all said "HAHA! DO YOU WANT TO BE ON THE PANTHERS NEXT YEAR!!??" lmao. please. your killing me sarrah. lol i love it when she tries to act like she knows allthe facts, and then when she confronts me it doesn't happen. oh well sarrah! ;P
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hey. yeah. talking fast is fuuuuuun. i'm talking to chris-coolness right now. yep yep! hey saids he loves it when i hug him. lol *tear* he's so awesome. i wuv him. even though we are just friends. lmao. make's sence righty? lol i have to go eat dinner. bye bye
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wow today was cool. but i have a lot of homework to do. chris-coolness got into a fight with sarrah-banana so yeah. and chris likes someone but i'm not going to say since he got mad at sarrah because she put it as her away message. my head and back hurts from dancing. bleg, kill me.
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[24 Oct 2004|05:26pm] |
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the RED SOX WON!! yay! they are playing tonight, right after the pats game. and the pats are playing right now and they are up 13-6. and i got almost all of my homework done. i still need to do the johnny tremain thingy and some of my latin. and if angela is reading this, HI!!!! comment on my journal by clicking "world without you" kk? byebyebye
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[18 Oct 2004|07:41pm] |
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dancing school killed. we had to do splits for 40 seconds, and then do devlapes. those hurt. i used muscles i didn't even know i had! but then i have my solo in a scene!!!!!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it's outer space oO; ew. well i have to do my homework. bye
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[17 Oct 2004|07:32pm] |
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chris is the most awesome-ishness person on the planet. lol we made an agreement that anyone who messes with the both of us is going down. we are best buds and i luff him [not like luff bf gf]lol and my hair is blue. yippie! i'm going punk tomorrow. lol i'm wearing toe socks on my arms, and black make-up, and a harry potter button up. heh, i rawk. well the red sox are going to lose. i switched over to st. louis. i can't stand losing anymore.
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[17 Oct 2004|02:52pm] |
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today was cOOL!!! like latin test was wicked easy. and for science and history, our homework is to watch the red sox beat the yankees! SQUEE!! stef is talking to me. O_O he's very..weird.
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[15 Oct 2004|07:11pm] |
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everyone is at the holy name dance and i am like the onyl one that didn't go. nick dumped me, he's an ass. i hate him. and, it's just me and my dad. we are going to watch the red sox game but, there is realy nothing else to do. rawr.
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[12 Oct 2004|09:36pm] |
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the fucking red soxs. there losing to the yankees 6-0. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck shit shit shit shit shit rawr rawr rawr.
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[12 Oct 2004|02:35pm] |
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blah blah blah, i'm bored
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[10 Oct 2004|06:28pm] |
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yay! i got my new layout. i like it. join the community layouts4you. it rawkers. yeah i'm boreded. i saw ashley dibelle today. she was in the parade in the pop-warner. ew. hah and she a HORRIBLE cartwheel. i laughed in her face. ^^; she smokes weed and she got in trouble for it. lmao i hate her
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[04 Oct 2004|09:09pm] |
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my gawd. two of the people that i look up too are totally look up too hate me and want me to leave. i said one thing about karen's siggies and they think i am high and mighty, and then i copy leah and try and be like her. BECAUSE I DO! i want to be like leah. i admit it. and i started acting like her. we had to write a paper on who we admired and stuff and i picked the people on the message boards. especially leah. and then they start putting words in my mouth and tell me i try and make snide remarks and that leah NEVER should have helped me and never forgivin me accusing me of stealing her layout. I WAS A ING NEWBIE!!!! wehn she said that i started crying like you would not believe. i still am. the only place i can go is the message boards. and i can't even explain how much it hurts me. i really can't even type right now. and leah and sabrina are mad at me just because i want to be like them. i'm rude because they are. i say 'darling' because they do. i try and supposedly 'act high and mighty' because they are. i have to go. have a nice life.
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[04 Oct 2004|04:17pm] |
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OMG!! i go out with a kid named nick. and he's so cute. and he's hilarious. yeah, o.k so kathryn's hear say HELLO to KATHRYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! well, i havre to go to dancing. squee. bai
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