[17 Jul 2003|11:59pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | watching the sun come up ed harcourt ]

The afghan blanket of vibrant blues offset with cream is drawn up around her shoulders in a thick wrap. Living off the bay is not the most warm place at night, that is for sure. Her dark hair hangs around her face in messy tousel that is made all the more by one hand escaping the blanket to run through the tresses in an irritated itch. Her fingers rove over the keyboard making soft clicking noses as she taps against them, not writing anything out; just thinking.

This bloody cursor! It is some sort-of heinous taunt that I have nothing of any use to say. It is once again that she is reduced to sitting slumped over her computer. Her back curves against the desk as she rests her elbows on either side of the keyboard. Her palms curl upward to cup her chin as she stares intently at the white of the screen. Everyone has been so quiet. There just has not been much going on. The only thing of note is that Keira and I decided to plan a trip to Disneyland.

Of course that is not because I really want to take a picture with Cinderella. My most fond memory encased in a photo is that one that I took when I was four and we first visited the happiest place on earth. It was myself with the wonderful Chip N'Dale. I was ever so enthralled with them as their show was not aired on my television in England. These days, however, I am more thrilled to have my vanilla bean lip balm. Oh, I just cannot give it up. I go through a tube in a few days. I lick it off my lips. At the end of that sentence, she blushes slightly. What a stupid thing to admit! Her finger hovers near the backspace button before she shakes her head. No.

I think that everyone should come along and say hello. I really do.

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[15 Jul 2003|06:33pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | metal heart cat power ]

Hands accumulated with grime and a thin layer of dust are wiped haphazardly on the tweed coat that hangs limply over her thin frame. The action is so indifferent to her that she hardly seems to care faint streaks have contaminated the favourite coat. It gives the accessory character! More or less, she is used to charcoal, loose powders, and other such building up on her hands after sessions of working on art. The amount of white t-shirts she has gone through, oi! However, the streaks on her face (most likely from rubbing the back of her hand on her forehead) prove that the reason behind her messy appearance comes from something else: cleaning.

Hell. I wonder if it will become a trend that I start entries with a swear word? Fuck me. There are worse things to be do. Her upper lips curls into an uncharacteristic smirk at the last sentence as she looks over it before she continues, her fingers clicking away at a much faster speed than previous. I found myself in with a pile of rubbish today. I think what disturbs me about events is when I look back and see how one can treat another from the get-go. I think I condone heinous behaviour if it is at least within warrant. Such as the case today. It is not my place to elaborate on it, but it is disheartening to realise just how blindly cruel people can be. Come on everyone, join the love train. Can you just not feel the grooving beats of the O-Jays?

I digress. I had a lovely time with Keira today. We went round to see Kieran and help me achieve some sort of clean at his new place. Noelle had heard of this fantastic pizza joint that was just down the way from where he lived. How odd was it that my sister had volunteered to help me out? I was wary at first. Could she be sending me to the worst of all this grand city? I opted to give it a go and left almost as soon as I arrived. What a slacker I am. I think Kieran and Keira handled themselves, maybe even more? Just imagine the eyebrow wiggling because I am too lazy to do it.

I was smoking a fag on the way back when I noticed Keira was out and about speaking to another girl. Jeska Solar. I think that is all there needs to be said on that.

Lucas and I are going to start an extracurricular for expatriates from the United Kingdom. He is such a card!

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[14 Jul 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | no culture icons the thermals ]

The tips of her nails trail over her bottom lip as she sits cross-legged in the dip of her desk chair. Her fingers come to a splay over her chin as she cants her head toward the glow of her computer monitor. Mm, radiation. The floor around the chair is a mess of various coloring items stacked in lopsided stacks. Prismacolor markers, pencils, inks, calligraphy pens; why, the whole gamut is there. There are even Crayola crayons! A heavy leather-bound sketchbook rests face down, the spine cracking, on her bed. She shifts her position slightly as she lowers her hand.

What do you know, Joe? Can you even imagine how that would sound on my lips. I think I am the only amused by my droll humour. I find the most utterly strange rubbish hilarious. It is a real dysfunction. I wish that I had not been dominated with a visit from my dear brother today. When Alistair makes his rounds from England, it is a monumental event. Mind you, we've only been without seeing his ever so pretty face a few weeks since the move. Nonetheless. After I finally found my way home in the late hours of afternoon, I entertained Ally. Read this as he talked about his intellectual life and pursuit of becoming a singer-slash-songwriter while I just fucking hoped my eyes would stay open.

This meant I was unable to see Nikitta and retrieve my set book. I've been meaning to find some of those technical theatre students and share my work with them. Afterall, we will be working hand-in-hand come the first production. Oi. The worst of moving is trying to establish my line of credit. I feel like such a bloody wanker (minus the attribute of the penis. I am lacking in that department) shoving my work at people and asking their opinion. Can I be anymore of an old cow? Sometimes I just need some cheese with my whine. I prefer Swiss. (Yellowy-orange cheese is just disturbing. What will Americans come up with next!)

Kieran agreed to have greasy pizza with Keira and I. See, I justify it as a reward for the hard work we'll put in to cleaning his flat right up. How is it that I can clean for others, but if you ask for me to pick up my own room I just flat out snigger? Will the miracles never cease?

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[13 Jul 2003|09:49am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | metaphorically yours ed harcourt ]

Slender fingers curl under the linen scarf of pinstriped brown, green, and white that is wrapped in a chic manner around her neck. She tugs gently to unravel the hold before capturing the ends in her free hand. The fabric is twisted around both delicate body parts as her long fingers weave over the linen in a bored, yet captivated manner. She snorts slightly as she balls up the scarf to throw it onto her bed with the whole of the accessory opening into a small parachute floating down onto the intended target. Her eyes dance as she watches it flutter down into a lopsided position hanging onto her white bedspread. Satisfied, she slides into her desk chair with grace.

Damn. She reaches one hand to tuck into the small pocket set over her breast on her simple white t-shirt. Her fingers exit with a slim cigarette held between two in a flippant manner. The item is placed in a small pan that is made of blown glass decorated with a vibrant print and colors that reminisce of past cultures. A chic silver lighter rests by the work.

Today was an interesting day. I had the fortune of meeting a few of my fellow students at [info]acpa. Lovely specimens, thus far. I suspect that if everyone is as kind I will highly enjoy my final year of secondary school. Who would have thought? I was ever so not thrilled that I was leaving my school of the last, christ, thirteen years to join another in that crowning last year. I think, perchance, that it may not be so heinous with the few that I met today. Things will be lively without any shred of doubt.

I had the joy to speak to [info]kieran_cornetto about a variety of interesting things. It real is keen how he grew up in the village of New York City. Now, THAT is a town of excite and intrigue. Much more than Birmingham ever was, moreso than dirty London. Not to mention that I am unabashedly envious that he is here for vocal music and songwriting. Those are two things that I will never excel at. Slap my leg and call me Charlie. I also met [info]_tristan by chance. I figured I should get to know others in my field of study. Heavens! He is so talented. It really puts me to shame. His work is like the most beautiful words put into canvas. That is a real artist.

Last, but certainly not least was the pleasure of running into (QUITE literally) [info]keira_lennon. She is a gem. Witty and charming. A winsome combination. We ended up meandering the streets of San Francisco together. How strange, no? Just a darling girl. I think we've forged a friendship. I am real pleased with that notion. It is horrendous how angst-ridden I am over missing my dear friends at home, at Whisp. One must be strong or something akin. Oh, fuck that to pieces and up the ass. I'm lonely. It feels so dramatic to say that. Perhaps I should have went for the Drama program, fuck.

She rolls her fingers over her cigarette as she draws it up to her mouth. She leaves it in a limp settle on her bottom lip as she reaches for the lighter. The oft-practiced manuever of a true Brit. The cancer-causing object gives an eerie glow as it chars at the ends. Thoroughly pleased that she had her favourite vice, she uses one hand to finish the entry.

I am such a bloody prat.

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[13 Jul 2003|09:37am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | ghostwriter ed harcourt ]

One has to wonder if there really is a girl under the pile of bags and suitcases that are moving (and only so by the grace of God) in a sluggish pace through the bare halls of a new loft overlooking the bay. The set of the sun explodes in fiery red colour streaked with the beauty of orange, pink, and yellow pastels that swirl together like the churn of a cotton candy machine. Each ray of light streaming overhead from square-cut windows reflects off the teak floor in a rosy glow that bounces up to catch the dark ringlets of Hattie Burch in an artistic sheen. Just as she would like it! A delicate hand extends from under the bags after much shifting to grasp the brass doorknob of a room shut. A grunt escapes her throat as she works her wrist to turn the knob and expose where is going at large.

The room is near empty. This is save for the sleigh bed made of pine resting in one corner that is set catty-corner from a matching desk. The bed is set with elegant white sheets completed with a lacy eyelet comforter of a downy material. The desk has sparse decorations on it, these include a sleek silver laptop and desk calender featuring the works by the impressionist painters. By the look of the date, it has been some time since she actually flipped through the pages! Without a second thought, the bags fall from her hold onto the wooden floor with a soft thud. Thoroughly satisfied with debagging herself, she steps over a quite full duffle bag to reach the whicker chair before her computer. Her long fingers curl over her mouse as she clicks on it to bring the screen into life.


Oh, San Francisco! Pity. I vaguely remember hearing a song about this glorious town when I was younger. Mother was so dreadful about her show tunes. That is what you must endure when you are the child of an eccentric and a barrister. On the first hand you have flowers woven in your hair as you sing such interesting works as tiptoe through the tulips (heaven forbid that the theme did not go together!) and on the other you are studying the case of Ellis-Jones versus Rhys-Jones. Damn those hyphenated Jones that dominate England. Is Jones that stereotypical of a surname in my beloved country? I had always believed it was more popular in the States. Along with Miller. Oh, and Smith! I paid little attention in global studies.

Harriet Amelia Burch. Please, for the love of the Queen, call me Hattie. I feel so distinguished with that as a nick. Perhaps that should just be old? Nonetheless. I was born and raised in Birmingham. That would be the Midlands. In the jolly country of England. Oft confused for the capital of one of the fifty when I say it. One would think my accent would determine I am not from the States, but people can be so daft. It is an awful trait. I am thankful that only wonky teeth and fairly dull taste buds course through my veins as genetic flaws. Those and a very droll, dry sense of humour! I was uprooted from my life when father received a further promotion to partner with the American branch of his firm in San Francisco.

It will be a change! A learning experience! This is what I was told repeatedly. Please. I was aware I was not moving into Birmingham the second. Did my parents not recall all of our various trips? Heavens to bitsey! They are so strange. Now that is a genetic flaw in all parental types. Shared by all nations and genders! I hate how terribly cronkite I must sound. Vey. They sent a portfolio of my work to the prominent art school in this town before the move. I was never informed until I went for the mail a few weeks before moving. In England, I had attended Whisp Academy. Similar to my new school, Whisp catered toward the liberal and performing arts. Lovely experience. I had done most of the set designs for the drama productions since upper fifth. Shame I will not be able to do the original play that Jasper will be putting on this year.

Obviously, my skill is in visual arts. Give me a brush, a pencil, pens, pastels, oils, ink; bloody hell, just give me anything that I can scratch and scribble with. I draw. I design. Most of all, however, is my love to paint. I am shit with vocals. Even moreso with an instrument. I'm not very well with a camera; it would seem, sadly, that all of my photos turn out slurred, blurred, and with half a head cut off. Oops. I am a horrid actress. I cannot write a creative story to save my life. I dance very much like a Brit -- ie, I can waltz. The arts and I, essentially, do not walk hand inside hand. I love the technical side of theatre. I stick to costume design, set design, and the occasional dabble in lighting. The adoration of my life is a large canvas with buckets of paint to just create. I experiment very much with my art. Some of it is utter shit. Most of it is fairly decent. Conceited? Who is not at this school? You must be talented to get in, afterall.

I would be near impossible to wrap me up in a nice package. I am so much a contradiction, a real amalgam, that I seem almost hypocritical. How can I be such a nice girl who swears like an American truck driver! Fuck me, cunt, I am not sure! Terribly sorry, there. I am a Brit who likes France? May the miracles never cease! I, unfortunately, did not endure their famously awful manners or shitting pigeons during my trip. I had good cheese, even better wine, and was treated with the purchase of a hideous beret that always manages to cover my whole face and make me look like an escaped teen from the local holding house. Always a pleasant way to introduce myself, eh?

Hattie wants uh How can you be British and not make reference to the Spice Girls!

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BASIC
Name: Harriet Amelia Burch.
Birthdate: September 13.
Birthplace: Birmingham, England.
Speaks: British.
Eyes: Brown.
Hair: Brown.
Status: Away.
Family: Father, Colin; lawyer. Mother, Margo; art dealer. Older Brother, Alistair; student at Cambridge. Sister, Noelle; junior at local school. Brother, Charles (Charlie); sophomore at ACPA studying visual arts. Irish setter, Basil; pet dog.

LIKES
paints. experimental art. the word cunt. smudged ink. charcoal stains. isabelle de borchgrave. jackson pollock. salvador dali. surrealism. seventies porn. organised chaos. at random. chance. new experiences. tantra. cheesy winks. mineral water. sketching. distorting the view. thinking things through. the background. ed harcourt. cherry coke. smoking. drawing. painting. whimsy. stupid folly. dry wit. monty python. the color white. celery.
DISLIKES
the surgeon general. alabama. darth vader. my vocal talent; aka none. bad liars. bloody avril lavigne. overusing the exclamation mark. the smell of wet dogs. knotted hair. the morning after. toilet humor. most teenage males. aggressive hippies. watermelon. hair on my arm. cheesy movies. pseudo-europeans. loud, angry rock. astronomy. pickup lines. losing my prismacolors. forgetting where things are. scratched cds.

CHUMS
Keira Lennon; Cunt.
Nikitta Kiev; Talented.
Kieran Cornetto; Interesting.
Lucas West; Pretty.
Brittany Holmes; WINNER.
Elizabeth Walsh; Porsche :[.

NOISE
4:35 am - Gemma Hayes.
Ghostwriter - Ed Harcourt.
Say Yes - Elliott Smith.
Holland 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel.
Silver Lining - Beulah.
She's Losing It - Belle and Sebastian.
Captain Easychord - Stereolab.
Mrs.Morgan - The Go-Betweens.
Crow - Dan Bern & the IJBC.
He War - Cat Power.
Cannonball - Damien Rice.
Debaser - The Pixies.
A Minor Incident - Badly Drawn Boy.
Playground Love - Air.
Strangers On A Train - Lovage.
Polar Opposites - Modest Mouse.
Erase Rewind - Cardigans.
Pollen - Mirah.
Proofs - Mates of State.
Tropicalia - Beck.
(Do Not Feed The) Oyster - Stephen Malkmus.
Stupid - The Long Winters.
Miniskirt - The Sleepy Jackson.
No Culture Icons - The Thermals.

CONTACT
Hattie wants uh.
ACPA.