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[01 Sep 2003|06:46pm] |
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I learned, well, re-learned something to day while arguing with ![[info]](http://www.caleida.com/img/userinfo.gif) melanie_grace. You can't judge someone without talking to them, maybe your customs or what you consider to be a valley girl or a slut are different but thats no reason and no excuse to get judgemental. Just because you're too scared to admit to liking a guy doesn't and I'm not doesn't make me a skank. I may say something somewhat inappropriate every now and then, no doubt as a joke, because everyone has to be alittle immature sometimes. Most of the students here take everything to seriously, you need to learn to take a joke.
And don't say horseshit like I threw myself at him when all it was was harmless flirting, which I still have respect for myself after doing. It's not like I jump into bed with every guy I see. Plus, him hitting on every girl insight isn't wrong at all, is it? That is completly messed up, for lack of better word.
I'm not that Gray girl. I'm Mena, not Dina, Mena. If you get into an argument with her don't start bad mouthing me. That's so childish.
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[01 Sep 2003|09:54am] |
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I'd be lieing if I said I've really been making an effort to make friends. It's kind of difficult when you've got a sister who'd been here before. She knows her way around and has her group of friends but thats not me. And I find it extremly intimidating.
If I were Dina then right here I would put a great big, "Hey, at least now I can hit the books." But I do hit the books and if I hit the books anymore I'll be ready for college in a matter of months.
I think I'll just stick by my sister and hang out with whatever group she talks to. With my luck I'd probably become friends with one of her enemies if it were any other way.
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[26 Aug 2003|11:40am] |
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The way my Dina described me was so on target that I'm starting to think that maybe she knows the differences between us a little too well. Like she said, I am very shy, very quiet, and an established tease. You'd never know it by just looking at me though. Of course, it's rather humoring that she failed to mention the fact that I always seem to do better in school then she does.
Dina and I were sent here for unknown reasons. Our house is actually rather small in the Village in New York, so the both of us are fairly jaded, not a lot can shock the Gray sisters. Then again, the news that we were going to attend a school in Vermont was pretty surprising news for us.
I happen to think my sister's love for acting is kind of silly. Doesn't every teenager everywhere want to be famous in one way or another? I figured she'd have grown out of that by now, no such luck. I love writing, I don't fine in every class but my relationship with the English teacher is always strongest. I want to be a journalist for AP magazine, only because that magazine is godly.
Moving onto my grades. I have a 3.9 grade point average so worrying about studying should be the least of my worries. That doesn't stop me from sitting at home evey night studying, and doing extra credit work. It because of things like that I baffle people. How in the world do I manage to have friends and keep a guy when all I do is school work? I would tell you but then I'd have to kill you.
My sister may have used the term "flighty" and that might be accurate, in fact it is but thats not the word that I would use. I just like to say, friendly. Very friendly. It's not like I'm only friendly to members of the oppisite sex either, the door swings both ways, if you get what I'm saying. I don't like how two guys can go out wihtout it being a big deal but when I tell them I'm bisexual it's like crossing some line. The double standard sucks.
Oh yeah, I have a small obsession with the video for These Days by Alien Ant Farm just because it amuses me to see rap, thug, gangsters or whatever they are try to rock out.
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