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This shit is truly dead son. WOW! lol its been over a year!! xP
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[28 Aug 2004|05:56pm] |
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No one updates this so there's no reason I should update it unless there are things that need to be said that no one needs to read.....
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| Chillin @ union square bored. ... |
[10 Jun 2004|04:50am] |
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Chillin @ union square bored. Tiff is with me being tiff. Bout to head home in 30. Update lata
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| Welp im updating my caleida ... |
[20 May 2004|02:55am] |
Welp im updating my caleida from my cell phone and i must say this is really sexy. Not much is happening. I spent most of the night @ omars then everyone went home cept me and tiffy. We just walked around a bit till we both got tired. I ended up getting back home at around 9ish.
Thats my day oh and I guess no more long entries on my cell phone cause it has a limit.
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| Hmmm |
[06 May 2004|05:31pm] |
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Barely update this obviously. Well my life is over. No moeny coming in to me. Barely any way for me to travel, I'm a dropout and a quitter, I can't seem to find a decent relationship now these days. Man I'm done.
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[16 Jan 2004|10:20am] |
I'm tired of being used.
I'm tired of talking to the person that I thought cared about me.
I'm tired of this drama.
I'm tired of being the supposed "annoying" one.
I'm tired of being nice and getting kicked in the ass for it.
I'm tired of everything.
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[02 Jan 2004|12:09pm] |
New Years Resolution
stop helping out people.
I've come to realize that people don't appreciate the shit I do for them. They either just bitch or, in a certain person's case, decides to do stuff that annoys the hell outta me so thats my one and only resolution.
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[25 Dec 2003|11:27pm] |
Tiff can be an idiot when she wants for no reason. Bout to let out how I feel about the way shes been treating me lately but whatever. Not important anyways time for thee update.
Christmas sucks even though it kinda did have its ups. That being me having money for some money games tomorrow. I'm thinking 5 matches with megaman steve for 15. Yes that will do.
Boring party today. Talked with Red was gonna come through but it wouldn't make much sense.
I wonder how my dreamcast is doing.
Oh yeah Merry Fucking Christmas ya filthy animals. One LuV.
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[20 Dec 2003|04:15am] |
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I swear man I am just a complete and utter fuck up. I am a sad sac of shit that doesn't belong here. I messed up my relationship with tiffany AGAIN. What the fuck? Maybe I should leave her alone. Maybe I should do it for good. Maybe I shold just disappear. She doesn't give a fuck about me anymore. I just happened to be there. I just also happened to be there March 22nd when Peter introduced me to tiff. I just happen to be there April 22nd when she came back from being grounded by her dad. I just happened to be there when she gave me her friendship bracelet, that I so carelessly left in funworld to get stolen, that day.I just happened to be there all the times she needed a shoulder to cry on, all the times she needed someone close to be there for her.
I don't understand how I fuck shit up? I just want to end it all here.
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Awake - Undertaker mix
"Dead Man walking"
I'm the Deadman
Dead Man walking
I'm the Dead Man
Dead Man walking
I'm the Dead Man
Dead Man walking
A decade of destruction
Tearing it back unveiling me.
Taking a step back so I can breathe.
Hear the silence about to break.
Fear resistance when I'm awake.
I'm tearing it back unveiling me.
Taking a step back so I can breathe.
Hear the silence about to break.
Fear resistance when I'm awake.
Bad things happen in my yard. Bad things have been happening here for a very long time
Wait another minute. Can't you see what this pain has fucking done to me.
I'm alive and still kickin'. What you see I can't see and maybe
you'll think before you speak.
[Chorus]
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you
You see I was burying people underneath that mountain makin' it bigger all the time.
Take another second. Turn your back on me and make believe that
you're always happy.
It's safe to say you're never alive. A big part of you has died
and by the way, I hope you're satisfied.
[Chorus]
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake
Because it's like this little man you ain't ever beat me.
But seeing how your standing in the middle of my yard, I will break you.
[Chorus]
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you'
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you
Now I don't like you, I don't respect, and I sure as hell don't fear you.
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Man that song has been in my hand for a while now. I just fell in love with it heh.
Anyways for the info. Looking at brian's body made me wanna cry. He looked very peaceful. Sigh.
In other news this is gonna be my last rant about a person named Tiffany. She can be annoyed all she wants but when it comes down to it, mostly its me who she talks to about problems and other shit like that. And like I said before, if she wants to throw away our relationship over something petty, then it's on her not me. I've been told that she's two-faced. It all makes sense when it comes down to it. I'm not gonna say anymore about that but I am pretty sure someone will tell her about what I am writing right now. I want that someone to tell her that since she doesn't realize what she is doing.
Anyways I gotta do my lab reports so im signing off. Later.
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[17 Dec 2003|12:14am] |
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Man does things ever get good. I overslept today so I dunno if I missed my gov't final but I guess i'll find out sometime this week.
I left my house at 6 to meet up with this guy so he can give me his papers so I can do and submit before thurs. I didn't know where he was so I gave up and left. To my surprise this other guy in my lab named Julio came up to me. I found out he works at this school by my building so he is gonna give me the papers tomorrow. Oh good.
But to end my night, I go to cf and I see tiff was there. Just made my mood shittier then it was. I just wanted to vent out some anger on Marvel so I can get my mind off of her but with her there just made things worse.
You know what's funny. I tried to talk to her. She said she didn't want to talk to me right. Tell me why the way she said made it seem like she was playing with me. It just made it sound like she was happy when she said. So I am guessing she's happy without me. Feels like another episode of Tiffy vs Nando part II. Part I happened to involve Diana but it ended on a good note and got us closer. I wonder whats gonna happen this time. Is it going to be a happy or sad moment? She probably wouldn't care seeing as all I get out of her is "I don't care." Making me feel like she doesn't give a fuck about me.
I bet right now everyone knows about it and is talking shit about me as we speak. I mean she went outside when I came in McDonalds so I am guessing its true.
$Syndicate 101 - Say no to DDR girls. I am starting to.
I'm keeping this public because I don't give a fuck who reads it. And tiff. If what Peter said to me a week ago is true, heh I dunno what's gonna happen.
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[01 Dec 2003|02:28am] |
It's mad gay that everybody now reads my lj. Talk about not having live heh.
Whatever its not like I write about every little thing in there anyways. Only just random shit and possibly what one of my days consisted of.
Whatever. Josie called me right when I got home last night. We spoke for a good while. I haven't done that with her in ages. Imma see what I can do for her in her current state. I shouldn't really since I still remember what she did to me a few months back.
Nothing much more to say but later. Countdown to NEC 4, 5 days.
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[29 Nov 2003|11:23am] |
Yo as much as he is my boy and shit like that, I am not going over to ash's house when here are too many people there. First off why is there mad headz there in the first place.
1) His place is small
2) His TV is literally fucked up.
3) Limited spacing
4)Ash needs his sleep.
Im just ranting that there really isn't any point of THAT many people. And with that I mean over 10 people. I only came along to talked to tiff abot some things and now im kinda happy again.
CF today? Yes. Brian said he can get my arcade stick fixed by today. I hope man cause im not entering CvS2 w/o it. I can't deal with DC controllers.
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[27 Nov 2003|12:17am] |
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I'm done. Just people don't bother talking to me. Im just gonna be anti-social again. Fuck it.
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I wanna go to Utopia 2 tomorrow. Grrrr I need some money though. im short like 20 dollars just to enter. Its most likely 45 at the door and all I have is 15. Wait I need 30. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry ya have to go alone tiffy but have fun neverthelss. Ill prolly just stya home being bored like today.
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I fucking wish death upon my mother. I am sick and tired of all the retarded shit she does. Then she has to say shes fair. How the fuck is she fair? She has no fucking choice but to let me do my thing. Im fucking 18 years old.
She took my phone AGAIN. She has no use for that phone and she almost killed the memory on it.
Man now i hafta get ready for school. Fuck. I was gonna take a pic of my friend Lisa. Grrrrrr.
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[25 Nov 2003|02:02am] |
[series 1 - you ]
-- Name : Fernando Febles
-- Birthday : August 1
-- Birthplace : Bronx, NY
-- Current Location : Bronx, NY
-- Eye Color : dark brown
-- Hair Color : Brownish black
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : Leo
-- Font : Tempus San ITC
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : Metal
-- Cartoon : Space Ghost
-- Color : Green
-- Slushy Flavor : Cherry
-- Magazine : Tips & Tricks
-- TV Show : Friends
-- Song at the Moment: Limp Bizkit Rollin' (Kane Remix)
-- Language : ingles
-- Spice Girl : wOw
-- Food & Beverage: Sprite and some type of food thats good
-- Subject in School : Something
-- Weekend Activity : sleeping
-- Ice Cream Flavor : oreo cookies and cream
-- Roller Coaster : The Nitro in Six Flags
[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : heh
-- The last thought you go to sleep with : Finally im out
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : Body and eyes
-- The Best Name for a Butler : don't have one
-- The wussiest sport : golf
-- Your best feature : Dunno
-- Your bedtime : depends on how I'm feeling
-- Your greatest fear : being alone while having a bad trip
-- Your greatest accomplishment : something that I forgot
-- Your most missed memory : Right.
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : Sprite
-- McDonald's or Burger King : Popeyes
-- Single or group dates : Doesn't matter to me
-- Adidas or Nike : a.d.i.d.a.s
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : chicken nuggets
-- Dogs or cats : cats
-- Rugrats or Doug : neither
-- Single or taken : single
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : doesn't matter
-- One pillow or two : two
-- Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : doesn't matter
-- Cappuccino or coffee : doesn't matter
-- Boxers or briefs : ...boxers
[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : indeed I do
-- Do you think you've been in love? : yeah
-- Want to go to college? : already doing that
-- Like high school? : Done with that
-- Want to get married : sure..........
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? :sometimes
-- Believe in yourself? : sometimes
-- Have any tattoos/where? : Nope but want a cool looking smoking skull on my back
-- Have any piercings/where? : nah
-- Get motion sickness? : nope
-- Think you're a health freak? : no
-- Get along with your parents? : HELL NOOOOO!!!
-- Like thunderstorms? : yea, they are quite soothing
[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : probably 30's
-- Number and Names of Children : I dont think i want any.
-- Where do you see yourself in five years? : Don't really know
-- Describe your Dream Wedding : don't have one
-- How do you want to die? : Whatever
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : Not a poor puerto rican i can tell u that lol
-- What country would you most like to visit? : Australia to visit my ex or Korea to face the Koreans in Tekken.
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : doesn't matter
-- Best hair color? : doesn't matter
-- Short or long hair? : doesn't matter
-- Best height? : shorter than me but not too much
-- Best weight? : not od skinny but not fat. Average is more like it
-- Best articles of clothing?: doesn't matter
-- Best first date location? : doesn't matter
-- Best first kiss location? : wtf....
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : hmmm...lips
[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : When I was little with a snuggle plushie. I miss it =(
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : I guess when I get there
-- What's on your mouse pad? : Dirt.
-- How many houses have you lived in? : None
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 4
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : Dont have a carpet
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take one thing
(not person) with you what would you take? : a cd player with a really big mp3 selection in it
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : There were alot of times I guess I hafta to say when I first met tiff and all of her friends to now with more people appearing outta no where.
PAST
First grade teacher's name: Ms. Flynn
Last word you said: Diablo
Last song you sang: Parts of Awake by Godsmack
PRESENT
What's in your cd player? : Slipknot
What colour socks are you wearing? : white
What's under your bed? : trash
What time did you wake up at today?: 2 pm.
FUTURE
Where do you want to go? : away from my parents
What is your career going to be?: Im contemplating it now
Where are you going to live? : somewhere than here
How many kids do you want? : 0
NOW
Current mood: annoyed
Current music: Limp Bizkit - Rollin' (Kane Remix)
Current taste: McChicken
Current hair: regular
Current clothes: Shirt and boxers ready to sleep
Current annoyance: Mother.
Current smell: Her bad breath
Current longing: See my friends again.
Current desktop picture: Triple H
Current favourite artist: None
Current fingernail color: clear
Current crush: None now but be4 it was leenie
Current hate: Tiffy being mean lol
Current favorite article of clothing: Nada I wear what I wear
Last cd that you bought: Um wow
Favorite place to be: Somewhere away from my home
Time you wake up in the morning: Random
Do you believe in an afterlife?: nope
How tall are you?: 6'2
Current favorite word: *woosh*
Favorite book(s): Hmmmmmm hard one. I cant even remember heh
Favorite season: winter
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