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Friday, August 22nd, 2008
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2:01 am
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nobody wants the bass, i wonder why. will continue to bump it around the net until i get a deal.
so ok its two weeks into skl time and everythings ok. turns out im getting abit quasi-addicted to fm08. no but its always like that everytime something new comes. apart from that i am enjoying being systematic. also, i am still baffled as to why i cannot wake up every morning. every morning. cannot wake up. baffled. till this very day. and i think i am approaching all the pinkness of health so it cant be PHYSICAL.
besides that tr is a very enjoyable module. i pray, i do not get 'enjoyable' grades which i am so notoriously good at getting. but right now its about- survivability. because tomorrow is work day and so is every day of the weekend for the forseeable future. last sunday was something like a bad taste so still experiencing the hangover. should be ok 2mr. and please la no more ang moh tourists analogous to bloody fucking foreign sex workers (i mean whats a man got to do when a person comes up and say I LOVE YOU like that in front of everybody else. dare or no dare). that, and lame ppl coming to the cafe on sunday expecting us to like zonal marking them for 4 hours as they sit on their ass doing nothing being lame and all.
but work's fine. not pressing an issue at all. im just doing this little tightrope walk right now and i must keep on walking this way all till the end of sem and thats the worrying part abit. but then again, you dont stay awake all night and think of things to worry about do you.
only the exception is this saturday we are going to watch the fireworks. hahah nobody not even lilu herself can stop me. also this sem the mysterious balloting dieties that hold the fates of tutorial ballots have been very kind to me. everything fell in place.
i must try to sleep before 2. its going to be my new imperative. and wake up at 10.
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| Saturday, August 16th, 2008
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3:02 am
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todays been tiring, no doubt. thats cause the day started at 6. and all because i just cant wait on getting my hands on the newly downloaded fifamanager08. hahaha. and as it is always more probable that a game would disappoint, it disappoints spectacularly. its 3am and i dont want to go at length about it. today was the Day of the New Birds. today, my feet did not hurt. only the upper body, in protest of myself because today i had denied them the privilege of carrying weight in the gym. today for the second time going somebody forgot to pay me for their dinner which i bought now adding up to 8 bucks already fuck la fuck. irritating la. no sorry 7. girls sumore. lucky lilu wasnt like that. lilu's ok. it will add up you know. cigarrete not cheap. yes bringing to the point that i really want to quit. but cannot la. even though i know i am really not made for smoking. fuck la.
so basically played that game till 11 and then went for work which was tiring because at night the crowd really came. but it was manageable. except for the fact that the air-con was blowing hot air today. in fact the train i took to work didnt even had its air-con on. so you got all these smells you pick up and you feel like vomiting. luckily the underground part was merciful. there was this smell. i knew it was antibiotics for ringworm. knew it too well. stupid toxic filthy jj field.
and also im following the schedule nicely. so i have the 'luxury' of work for 3 days before going through 4 days of school starting on monday. so far ok. so i can test out fm08 now cos i got the 'luxury' to do so. i regretted not going for tr. yes. regret. and hate soci on mondays because the 'boys' are there. 'boys' with the 'girls'. sitting in the front row looking at us as we hit jackpot twice that day. fuck la. im bloody sure we'll all meet again when tutorial comes. flock together.
theres a thousand other things but feeling drowsy now.
oh theres the jamming to think about before 23rd comes.
and also in the last post there were a few grammar mistakes.
next time i want to write a commentary for a change.
sleep now.
i am dead tired.
i will read this again tomorrow to see if whatever ive written makes sense.
and check tutorial balloting tomorrow.
hypno something something something
sleep now.
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
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5:48 pm
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i think i have decided to let my fender go. hopefully it will go AT THE PRICE I WANT IT TO GO. bloody spoiled kids nowadays too damn stingy to let go a few extra bucks for quality. i fact they wont KNOW quality if it had hit them in the face. NOT EVEN TRYING TO MAKE ANYTHING OUT OF IT ANYWAY. and ANYWAY I LOVE the bass. only reason why i gotta let it go COS I GOTTA LET IT GO. so what the hell i will adamantly stand my ground until there comes such a time when somebody offers me A REASONABLE offer that does not HYPERINFLATE my blood level. goddam spoiled kids nowadays.
and also today decided to terminate both the two tuition kids. =( buttt, should be for the better. i got 3 days of work which totally blocks out everything else. now that leaves 4 days to put everything else together. then you minus monday and tuesday for lectures so you got only 2 days to do other stuff. packed. so gotta let the tuition go. but bless their good hearts theyre going to pay for the tuition i had given so far even though its still halfway to a month.
just for my peace of mind
tonight going over the two lecs on webcast. tomorrow going to print the lec notes and some readings and do the readings. all this after gym at 12. can spill it over to thursday so right now i got abit of leeway over my noose. maybe go and buy new books. if got enough credits.
in fact im going to go ahead and go over the two lecs on webcast right now.
after taking out the contacts.
and how long was it since i last touched the bass.
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| Wednesday, August 6th, 2008
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11:48 pm
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today went to jb. cos i got a whole load of rm that was supposed to be spent on that hiking trip. i made a supernormal profit during that trip so i got a load of rm. went to city plaza to do one thing. EAT. we did not eat after gym so when we reached the place and all we were starving. went to this new place called vivo. i ate the mini pizza, and the pa-something set. and then we went to secret recipe where i ate the chicken chop set thing. it sounds little but its really huge. the pizza's supposed to be a whole lunch set. so was everything else. i ate three lunches, in the space of an afternoon.
my RIBS were in pain after the whole eating.
and then spent everything else on GAMES. 3 games. fifa08, which, proved a no-go. slow. so deleted that. then the PES 2008. which is really a game FOR a game console, not a comp. so its 5/10. and now trying to install 2142 but just cannot find the cd key. now downloading keygen for the game. ya they did put in a keygen but it turns out to be a trojan. my anti-virus alerted me so. aaaah should have taken fm08 lah. aaaaaaaaah.
and we spent something like rm65 on games.
eh, but then
new clothes= rm30
three sets of lunch= rm40
six new dvd games= rm65
one whole day together= priceless
hahahaha
the keygen is still at 0.0%. ahwell. pro evo soccer here we go..
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| Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
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2:54 pm
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saturday working was very funny. there was this particular insident- i was at the bar when table 6 called for me. they were behaving in a rather excited manner so i thought its about some game they wanted to play. they always do that when they want to play some game they never tried before. then they started to point at the wall. to my horror, a F-ING HUGE GOD OF SPIDER LARGER THAN LIFE was on the wall. they wanted me to do away with the spider. so i said in a calm manly voice 'dont worry i'll take care of it' but inside i was turning to jelly and i was losing my mind. so i grabbed some serviettes, came up to the spider, and to my own disbelief, I CRUMPLED that spider god in my hands before throwing it away. all around me people were screaming and wailing. but i got a resounding cheer for my effort. ya one more thing, how come ppl esp girls cover their EARS whenever they see something particularly disgusting?
the modern day man of steel.
went to conquer another mountain yesterday. Wuhooo!!! the famous quote goes- it is not the mountain that we conquer. and if i may add, but the forest in the middle, and the rocks at the top.
ustaz: anak saya pernah tanya saya.. ayah, kenapa ayah suka saaaangat panjat gunung? saya pun cakap...... entahlah nak.
hahaha.
thinking of conquering mt. kinabalu next. WuHooo!!! but.. thats nxt year feb and by that time almost my 2nd year of uni life is halfway gone.. speaking of skl, if i get wat i want this round im only going to skl on mondays and tuesdays. ha ha ha.
also right now i am STUCK with the song Bintang by Air. SO stuck.
ah back to the real world again. later got tuition. god give me the will to perservere.
current music: bintang- air
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| Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
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10:34 pm
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sometimes i think its a great injustice to NOT update the journal and when i actually do, i summarise it in such a way it becomes ambiguous, and to a certain extent, pretentious. great injustice. although sometimes its really difficult to write things up in words. for example, how do you say A VERY FUNNY AND DELIGHTFUL DAY in words? for that matter, how do you say FUN, HAPPY, HILARIOUS, JOVIAL, in words? no two JOVIALS are the same. no two HAPPY are the same. sometimes HAPPY could fall in a scale, so at the lowest point of the HAPPY scale, whats that HAPPY called? in this sense its actually quite difficult to express something out in words. i mean, ya you got the 'adverbs' to modify DAY into things like NICE DAY, GOOD DAY, HAPPY DAY. but, which is more expressive- (a) or (b)
(a) its been a laughter-filled day. right from the start, everything seemed to fall nicely in place. the whole week was like sailing on a smooth calm sea. and tomorrow will not get any worse, because the journey ends in la la land.
(b) its been a HAAAAAAAA HA HA! dAY!!!! From the StArT, evrithings HAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! The WEEK'S like HHHHAAAAhahahahahaAHH Aha Aha Aha AHa AHHA!!! and its like YAAAHOOOOOOOOoo!!
i think i'll choose (b) for sounding very real. i mean (a) is too.. pretentious lah. like concealing. like the fun bottled and not allowed to explode. so ya, injustice. and then if we go to the details like-
'today we leps at the kedai kops.'
its still an injustice cos if we add the 'its been heluva fun' its NOT the same as 'today's leps was YAAAHAHAHAHA HAAA HAAA HAAAAAAA'.
anyways..
looking forward to working at the cafe this friday. hopefully everything works out well and i can get to stay there for awhile. and also im quite pleased with myself for the fact that i have not 'postponed' any tuition for the past two weeks.
hip hip?
and also i have kept with the gym for a period of time now and im into mass phase.
hip hip?
and today amat's buying cheap cigarettes demand meet supply hip hip?
BUT
been spending like i got a black hole in the pocket
been NOT smoking one stick a day
been NOT playing the bass for some time now
and most probably not getting New Venture Creation due to stupid vacancy
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| Monday, July 28th, 2008
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9:39 pm - two-wards the second year
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skl is starting in two weeks time.
so far everything is AOK.
hopefully, im not experiencing the proverbial 'calm' before the 'storm'. hopefully.
its been. very calm and peaceful.
hopefully.
not the calm before the storm.
and by all means this has been the general account of the past week or so. especially the weekend that had just passed. and i thought 'durian season' was an overrated thing. but it was really something. enjoyed the tangkak trip. also enjoyed sunday, where, if that sunday was to be an ice-cream, it would be a 'triple delight'. not forgetting a hilarious one. and today had been very good. everything is very good and im quite scared.
hopefully its not THE calm.
hopefully
hopefzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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current music: institutionalized- suicidal tendencies
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2008
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3:17 am
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todays been nice. anything with driving is nice. however, one thing to comment- a fiat punto lives up to its name. real punto of a car. but todays been nice. i just regret opening this mouth that ALWAYS seem to disconnect itself from the brain everytime i get a bit nervous.
i can be very irresponsible. and it brings unwanted things that are really unnecessary. i vow to buck up on that, and not make the same mistakes for the new tuition. this irresponsible thing comes with being not interested. which leads to being lazy about something. which means i sometimes dont know how to prioritize things and just do as i please. i hope i dont prolong this satanic attitude.
also today missed the fireworks by mere minutes.
but rex was just great.
excuse me, whats this 'dancing in the sky' about?
oh! its people dancing. in the sky.
what?
ya. you just have people in the sky dancing.
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EH THANKS ARR BEB
the holiday is drawing to a close.
omen's a very good band imo.
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2008
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2:39 pm
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the past few days have been quite weird. especially yesterday.
yesterday went to the gym, but decided to bring amat along so that we could go to geylang and buy the cigs. gym went well, and at geylang we ate. then his boss called to say he would join, so we sat some more till about 8 and he came. then another friend wanted to join, so we sat till 9 and then after sitting awhile decided to part ways, the boss and the friend up to their usual 'usual'. i myself being open did not mind but i strictly forbid myself from taking up their habits. so we rode to my place which by that time was 1030. the uncle was still there. he is an enigma because although he said he had lived here for 8 yrs i have never seen him around till recently. he wasnt drunk, had his wife and kid along. they were eating. as per norm i brought down some food so we ate, later on the family left us. after eating, we relaxed, and chill, and smoked, and sat. all the way till 230am. but the topics of our talk were interesting. they were about religion. and soccer. plus other ramblings.
of course, i got locked out of the house. ran all the way to sunshine and back, just to make the call home. i did not have my hp nor key with me. but the thing was, i found out that i have this ability to SIT. and i had proven to myself that i can SIT. and SIT, till kingdom come.
gunung ledang cancelled. replace that with a gunung datok. which i dont know where or what it is. nvm lah something new. but its the week of the new sem.. but should be fun and manageable anyways.
and i just absolutely hate some drivers we have here. absolutely nonsense. they can drive like some big &^%$. and not have the slightest of patience. for every single thing, high beam, horn. high beam horn. high beam horn. %&%#(&()@(&^%@&*@*&^!%%@. i mean, i was driving on the righmost lane. a car was in front of me. so naturally i was behind it. then i saw this ^%$^&* upperclass car, most prob with some upperclass F*&^%$ behind the wheels, speeding up behind me. then high beam high beam. WHAT THE &^%$. ^%$#% ??! i was so flared and going mad i winded down the window and showed him a piece of my mind. &^^%$((#*@@^ i mean i swear i could kill the 7*&^%&#@@. what the %$#@ does he want to do? a car was in front of me!!. where the *&%$ does he want to go? OH. let me make a suggestion. GO TO HELL. GO TO HELL IN A HURRY you ^%$#@!#@$.
Question: I do not see the need for us to pray. Why should we pray?
Answer: Imagine yourself in a classroom of thirty. All of you have just taken a major test, and the teacher is giving out the papers now. As she goes along the rows, she hands out to each student a paper with a capital F. Each of the 29 students gets an F. Then the teacher hands you your paper. And you get 51/100. you passed. now, what do you feel?
one feels happy. relieved. and thankful.
who are you thankful to?
to my teacher, for he was the one that passed me.
now, imagine yourself walking down the street on a bright chirpy afternoon. perchance a blind man walks towards you, his cane like feelers as he negotiates his path. this man has been blind ever since he was born. now the man walks past you. what do you feel?
one feels pity. respect. and thankful.
who are you thankful to then?
to God, for he was the one who has given me sight.
then shoudnt a grateful and humble person pray?
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| Wednesday, July 9th, 2008
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1:45 am
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there is this drink stall at east coast that serves a diabolical cup of tea. now that cup of tea was responsible, and i strongly believe so, for the diabolical headache that i got after drinking it. it was also, in no small part, responsible for the diabolical nausea that developed as a result of that headache. which affected a perfectly beautiful evening on the beach, the drive home, and the whole night. when i returned home i was vomiting my diabolical-ass off. was real bad, the feeling. then i was kept awake ALL night. all night, as in, ALL night till the day broke. it was something like staring at the ceiling from 1 till 7. i felt ready to die. when the day progressed developed a diabolical stomachace as well. which lasted till today.
i know the stall. i vow to stay away from it all my life from now on. diabolical, of biblical proportions.
still waiting for the news on lky's wife. if its even true at all...
just now while chilling in the pleasure of comfortable routine with ol A and the el cigarato hanging in the air i said something that made me think again now. i said mat, after you go through a few (poverty) cycles, you will realise that you will have more problems when you have money, and less problems when you have none. you realise that soon enough.
i think it really is true.
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| Saturday, July 5th, 2008
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9:44 pm
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watching family guy reminds me of the times we had at the istana. gabriel would always bring a whole stash of dvds and we would spend the free-time watching them. that includes the full season of prison break, simpsons, southpark. and family guy.
but forgot how hilarious it was till now. or maybe didnt pay attention during that time. its crazy. its f-ing funny. the kind of thing that makes my insides tickle.
peter: er hello. my name is towel. here, this is your peter. No- i mean, i wanna be your nipples. NO-
peter: hey i lost a pair of socks. wonder if its in here
falls inside washing machine and drops into narnia
mr. tumbles: hello, my name is mr. tumbles
peter: HEY, gimme back my socks you.. you goat-bastard!
meg: Dad, my road test is tomorrow. the car is everything to me. if i cant drive then i wont have friends then i wont have any boyfriends and i wont get to marry and have kids. like ellen degeneres.
peter:....
peter: are you implying that ellen degeneres cant drive?
peter: aah what a gorgeous day. isnt it a gorgeous day mr. sun?
mr. sun (with a scoop of raisin in each hand): its always a gorgeous day with two scoops of raisins, peter
then proceeds to dump two scoops of raisins onto the house
louis: i wish meg was here
peter: dont be so sad dear. i mean, the whole circus is here for the party today. elephants, giraffes, clowns. i mean, there's only the lord jesus christ thats not here today.
peter and louis walking in the mart
stranger: heya louis. you got nice mellons there
peter: hey now watch that-
louis: peter, im holding mellons
two mellons in her arms
stranger: while im at it. nice hooters you got there
peter: you better watch-
louis: peter, im holding hooters
two owls perched on her arms, apart from the mellons
louis: i havent even tell your dad that aunt margarit is coming
peter: who said margarit?
louis: peter, its only for a week
peter: a week ah jeez oh no no no no no please God kill me now no no damn damn crap damn it to hell son of a-
louis: peter! watch that language in front of the children
on the wheel of fortune's puzzle board-
GO _UCK YOURSELF
contestant: pat i'd like to solve the puzzle
pat: go ahead anna
contestant: GO TUCK YOURSELF IN
pat: you got it!
ha ha ha
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| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
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10:27 pm
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arr
i was feeling abit industrious today. so i went to hotfoot to the laptop and connected to the world, and then did some poking around and reading abit here and there, and i was amazed at how much i could learn by just random surfing on this wondrous thing of a internet. read about coding layouts and stuff, and walah, like a minor surgeon did a facelift on this rundown journal. and, HAHA. like a minor surgeon, i was met with success.
a further tweaking saw me idol immortalised as 'background:/bottom left url >'. and further tweakings saw the present state of the journal as, for the love of a better word, its present state. hahaha. knowledge is power. knowledge is power. knowledge is power. ya thats right. like a blind owl.
so im feeling abit content about this whole journal business. this, will fuel perhaps another 20 odd journal entries, before i will revert back to my lazy, motivation-less self and then stop writing altogether. till then, the journal will live on.
since this is my journal anyway let me jot down progress for the gym. to negate memory lapse next time.
pushup-40, plus 30 crunches
bicep- 1 set of 20, the bigass with 2 smallass bells
4 sets of 15, just the bigass
tricep- 2 sets of 25, the b/s
2 sets of 20, the b
press- 1 set of 15, 4b
1 set of 10, 3b
pathetic. regretted the 3 weeks. but anyways a good (re)start. supposed to do SIX sets of each exercise. wtf lah.
the blind owl is an amusing book.
super trooper is damn hilarious. just wishing the downloads can go abit faster so i dont have to wait for ages to get to see something.
right now im taking the needed 'technical rest' for the bass. will get back to it again in the next two days and see how 'one shot one kill' is getting along, plus that nippon tapping ive been working on ever since that day i fell in love with sdi. last week was all about bass so this week will cut exercise.
that day we played soccer at the indoor stadium. !!!!. I was shocked upon hearing it, was still in denial as we drove there, and we outdone ourselves when we got there. in the parking lot, ALL OF THE CARS WERE PORSCHE AND MERC AND FERRARI AND and any upper-class car you can think off. it was crazy. these guys were like, UPPER CLASS ppl. i've only HEARD of them, much less SEE and TALK to them, PLAY SOCCER with them! should have guessed it. friday nite, playing soccer at the indoor stadium. and its the WHOLE INDOOR STADIUM to ourselves!! with the security guards USHERING US IN!!! MAI GORD. apart from playing like a fool on the slippery surface (like disney on ice slippery) i got a glipmse of the lifestyles of the rich in our country. their's and their son's lifestyles. how i wish i was UPPER CLASS. im not even UPPER MIDDLE. IM NOT EVEN MIDDLE. im lower middle... arr
i thought i had seen and hear it all lah you noe..
Would you come into my room?
I wanna show you all my wares
Wanna see the blood
Want you to stand and stare
And see the blood begin to flow
As it pours upon the floor
Iron Maiden can't be sought
Iron Maiden can't be bought!
Oh well, whenever, wherever you are
Iron Maiden's gonna get you no matter how far
See the blood flow, watching it shed, upon my head
Iron Maiden's gonna get you for dead!
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| Saturday, June 21st, 2008
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10:33 pm
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mein got.
the last entry was exactly one week ago. feeling like a dam-lazy-fool not keeping this up. its not the one week thats bothering me. its the hey-i-should-write-this-down-in-the-journal-tonight feeling i get which is FOLLOWED later by wah-f-lah-too-lazy-to-do-anything-now-later-write-mega-post-lah attitude that amounts to SUCKS.
but this week. lets see. to summarise succintly yet not too obviously detailed in such a way that its embarrasing to read later on. lets see. k lets try doing it using imagery. summarising week using imagery, succintly-
All the nations will be going all the way to hell.
nothing more succint than that.
pat on the back.
too goddam lazy to write anything now ah just not doing nothing now.
but, in a way, thinking bout it, this journal is the offspring of my own emotions so ya in a way by saying not writing, and then not writing, effectively portrays what im feeling right now. so yeah. its exactly what im feeling. exactly.
how ELSE would one feel when ALL of one's nations will be going. all the way to hell.
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| Saturday, June 14th, 2008
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1:17 am
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ive not been keeping up with the dates already. all i know is, its june now and then july and then surely august where school starts again. ETERNAL DAMNATION. not that i hate it so much. i love it, everything about it, always learning new things, meeting new ppl. but its the goddam competition la im up to my chin with it. swimming in it. and then we have a chap here all As, another one all As EH no la got 3 A+s sorry sorry and then basically, you just go SWIMMING in this holy nonesense.
and anyway the clock will tick away and it wont be very long before we all move out again. ETERNAL sighs. this is SO a living example of the destructive capabilities of having an ego 2000 storey high. but we all got a place on this earth. come what may i must support the decisions that are made, stop being so rude and take it, it has been commanded onto thee, and hopefully this will pass.
now thats wat you may call difficulty. asam garam hidup. banyak sangat garamnya la makcik, muntah saya nanti kat makcik... how do you stop being rude eh. to take it. so unfair (maybe) personally and as well as for the ppl around me. ah, now is not the time to judge. and we are not in the place to judge. we just carry on, overcome the hurdles that come, or sin and die in the puddle of your own demise.
i hope we move to the condo. its our condo. theres something thats stopping my father from doing it i just dont know why. but in any case if this is not the way we are going then hopefully somewhere near around the west. everything i know and have is here. might as well send me to deep space if we're moving to pasir ris or somewhere there.
these will be the three months to remember. and i have the journal to help me remember them. its never to late haha. although, there is nothing to haha about but abit of haha here and there wont hurt.
sacrifices are that things like music must slow down abit. but wont totally like hang the bass. will still practice and everything. life goes on as usual. but i will work. period. surely it will be of betterment for us. and work always mean sacrifices. but im used to sacrifices. i hope the car thing gets settled. i will call hedir tomorrow.
and you need the hp bill like a stick in the back. damn starhub. damn you. cant even cut the line. seriously you need them like a stick in the back. curses. singtel is like only 30 a month la and im paying almost double for outstanding crapness. starhub. starbucks. are they like, what, AFFILIATED then if not why do both of them like EQUALLY SUCK???
apart from that, im thinking of planning a trip to gunung ledang with the guys. will be easier since i have the right ppl to ask. now THAT will be a trip to remember. i think it will be great, something like the finale for the hols. 4-5 ppl thing, 2 already in. ah relishing the moment.
2mr will have a bit of soccer, and then going to speedy to meet up with the ol army folks for some fun'n'games. give some ppl their overdue jerseys hahaha. blasted la everyone all gungho when talking but when it comes to walk the talk rite, got work la, cannot la, never reply la. still got spare jerseys somemore. nevermind. i swear NEVER to repeat this sort of foolishness again. even though i had thought that i had looked into everything and everything.
speaking of having a bit. went to sakura int. buffet the other day. one word. FUN-TA-BUFFET-LAS-TIC. wahaha. i was doing quite well eating with the buffet strategy in mind when we were minded that the counters would close at 2.30. so its like we were being rushed away. small glitch to an otherwise nice, dreamy, filling (haha) afternoon with lovables all around. yes lah.
in retrospect. lovables sound gay.
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| Thursday, June 12th, 2008
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11:45 pm
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this week, has definitely got to be my lazy week. i mean, totally SLEPT through the gym sessions, did not go for any SESSIONS, no jam, no planning to do anything no nothing. i just SLEPT my way till noon and then go out at night to earn that extra little bit i.e. tuition.
even then, i feel like the laziest creature ever to GRAZE god's given world. top of that, managed to bubble some promises, but nothing hurts more than a skipped gym regime. and sometimes... i skip the bass to play game. how can la....
but its thursday today. tomorrow, demi tuhan, i am going to the gym. work on ALL the machines. then go prayer, then come home practice more before doing any other things. and oh ya, hopefully this car thing get back to me fast. not that im in a rush to work or anything. i just want it settled is all. and then who knows if it works out HOPEFULLY it works out got something more to add to the tuition and then thats about it, my income generator for my young studying life.
lets see, apart from that nothing doing this weekend. like i said, this has got to be my lazy week. even the books borrowed from library STILL not read. even my 36 bass guitar books in the laptop not read. anyways, maybe one session, and add some soccer whatever in, and i can at least buy me a ticket outta this guilt trip.
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| Wednesday, June 11th, 2008
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10:55 pm
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yesterday i discovered the root of all this sadness that is in me.
this pain in my heart can only be caused by something that is in my heart.
and i have come to realise that
my father and my mother
are the only things that i hold very dear in my heart.
because they are my life and my heartbeat.
my family.
i will try and become a better son
in the dead of night when nobody is listening and asleep.
insya allah.
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
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3:21 am
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wow didnt know what got into me but its been awhile since i update this thing. as usual a ton of things had happened, a ton of nothing had happened as well. of course there are some memorabilia that are worth collecting from the past seven days. the main thing being THE trip to the bush with the boys.
im sure there are other things but right now its slipping my mind. cos its 3.20 and just finished playing another mission in freelancer. headache from the near impossibility of success for each mission, and also from the specs. yet again, this face had become the victim of the infamous volleys and whatnots usually found in abundance in soccer courts and fields alike. this time, took it right in the nose and another across the face. many a volleys i have experienced, each one always doing something special to either my person or my specs. now my specs dangle precariously on my nose as all other grip mechanisms that were once inherent in the specs, become destroyed. fuck. so i was driving home half blind to the world rushing to send wan home for his motogp and my visit to the cinema for kungfu panda.
thinking of taking up fishing.
why cant i sit still for once. and i swear i will never forsake gym and guitar even if whatever may come and whatever. but 2mr surely will wake up at 12 so there goes another day but wednesday i will make up for the loss.
ok ah sleep ah.
current music: violent revolution- kreator
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
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1:20 am
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another pleasant conversation with ol' bul.
sinn fein says:
ape yng awesome b-quartet?
awesome b-quartet! says:
oi!
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oh..ni band..
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gila ah..too good to be true
sinn fein says:
local can i noe
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arha
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tapi da lama ah
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aku first time perform tym sec 3
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kat ngee ann
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den b4 kitorang main..dorang main..
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den tros kiter nye turn..takde confident
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haha
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den now..dey already won sum awards including london nye music award band festival..organised by yamaha
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lagu originals..but main influence dream theatre..dier nye guitar solo lagi baek dari paul gilbert
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and drummer influence mike poytnoy
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umor 18
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d guitarist yg tym tu best cadet officer pat ocs
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terror ah
sinn fein says:
hahaha bnyk research kau!! exams ke? haha
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yu[
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thurs and wed ppr
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friday mau tangkap lagu
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tak la..tu aku da kenal dorang for 8 years
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was surprised wen dey got this
sinn fein says:
got what?
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awards
sinn fein says:
kite kalau usaha i'lah pon boleh dok hahaha
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bole ah
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tapi takle compare
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caz dorang lain genre
sinn fein says:
we be the best in our genre haha
sinn fein says:
sebab to takle metalcore sgt...
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akaka..and dat tym dorang perform..aku ingat lagi..abg2 rockers kat sana kutok dorg...jeles
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kental sak
sinn fein says:
icic
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tak la..aku ttp heavy \m/'
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jaja
sinn fein says:
dorng lagipun chiner wat so mesti mlayu jeles ah biasa,,,
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no'
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bdk melayu la
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kau pena dgr bani faizal?
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the band members sumer melayu
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sedara
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umor 18-24
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and 2 adek beradek..lagi 2 sedare
sinn fein says:
icic
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jap aku tunjok kau solo dier
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but its dream theatre nye type ah...
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konfem tak minat nyer..
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cumer aku suka solo and drum skill dier
sinn fein says:
aku minat
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kk power..jap eh
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actually wann bagus..kalau kitorang train lagi..leh main bnyk harmonise solo
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cumer tak tau nak main lagu apa
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hahaha
sinn fein says:
dats not the problem
awesome b-quartet! says:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=TlxWVeZ77Rg
sinn fein says:
problem is, wan takde interest ah..
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tu ah
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kene ada lagu yg minat kan dier
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ar nanti ko tgk dier main solo and drum dier
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dier jilat gitar sak..sempat
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konfem kau pena npk gitaris dier pat suratkhabar..
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setahu aku tym aku perform..dorang takde keyboardist
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aku rase ni pasl dorang da ade sponsor ah..
sinn fein says:
keyboardist da kawin sak ahaha ada ring
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tak pena npk dier ah..aku rase org luar
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extra2 je..original members no keyboard
sinn fein says:
dok
sinn fein says:
seriously in my opinion
sinn fein says:
they're good must respect that but theres nothing really that great
sinn fein says:
nothing we cant do if we work hard ah serious
awesome b-quartet! says:
yup
sinn fein says:
ni bukan talent. ni siang malam practice
awesome b-quartet! says:
tapi aku really terpegun ah tgk teknik dorg
sinn fein says:
eh lagi satu. antara ramai orng aku kenal main music kau tetap handal kau tau haha seriously
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kau tgk gitar dier and drummer..so young yet talented sak..lagu original dok
sinn fein says:
i play with all those gig bands b4 and seriously i say so
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takla...aku tau la standard aku mana
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tapi ni band its juz the teknik..shiok..hati dan jiwa raga ttp rock
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wkakaka
sinn fein says:
hahaha
sinn fein says:
ya ya si botak tu nyanyi sambil slapping siol
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tu ah
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kau dgr last part dorang...and solo..nice
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imagine ah dorang main b4 turn aku..tros musnah sak rock
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haha
sinn fein says:
aku baru tgk their vidoes. ok ok je lah tidak menggairahkan diriku...
sinn fein says:
tapi skills great superb gua sanjung
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aku tak tau ar..tapi aku tgk dorang pat backstage..gentar sak
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the sound powerful
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ya ah
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skill
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lagu aku tak minat sgt
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solo cam gitu kau minat tak? to incorporate into songs
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aku prefer harmonise
sinn fein says:
aku nye suka mcm dok. harmonise gerek jiwa metal but sometimes one solo can be nice too
sinn fein says:
aku lebih suka melodic things ah
sinn fein says:
*mcm-mcm
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yeah
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kau da dgr lagu burn-deep purple?
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without the keyboard..lagu power
sinn fein says:
kau suka solo riff dier eh?
sinn fein says:
lepas nyanyi part
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yg mane'
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bquartet ke deep purple?
sinn fein says:
dp
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oh ya..not bad ah..but the music plus the drum beat..
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sedap
sinn fein says:
icic. ok ah kite cover. buat cara kite ah ade some part aku tk suke haha
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yg part mana?
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aku tau keyboard dier spoiler
sinn fein says:
keyboard dier maut la sak.... waduh
sinn fein says:
anyway kite cover je ah tu lagu
sinn fein says:
jap aku send kau songs
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tapi spoiler ah...aku tgk locals main lagi rock
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kk
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kau try tanye wann dier ok tak tu lagu?
sinn fein says:
btw, aku suka like lagu ppl seldom listen but we cover it. mcm baikz
sinn fein says:
k i try
sinn fein says:
die mesti monkey ard nye. pantat
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aku nak try main cover..den can work out own one
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hahaha
sinn fein says:
yes yes. tapi itu blaja dulu beb ya'lah
sinn fein says:
lepas exams kite apa lagi
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YEA
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on aku nyer part
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aku mcm nak try main cover deep purple-burn, sil khannaz, rudra
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wakaka
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dying fetus not for us ah..since wann pon tak minat
sinn fein says:
aku biar train lagi sampai aku leh harmonise sebelah kau walaupun aku main bass wakaka
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leh
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main slap
sinn fein says:
train sampai siao
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ya alah
sinn fein says:
SLAP??
sinn fein says:
slap takle dok aku paling tak suka
sinn fein says:
TAP BOLEH waduh
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arr...http://www.myspace.com/vedicmetal
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dgr aryanputra n the pathless path to the
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wakakaka
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sinn fein says:
abeh epul pe crite sak mcm da inalilah je.....
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wakakaa
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dier ok nye
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sembarang boleh
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cumer yg saturday nye jam
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friday aku call dier
sinn fein says:
fuh INI BARU GHAIRAH SIAL JIWA RAGA
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wkakakaka mamak pundek
sinn fein says:
ini apa mantra sudah panggil apa setan sial
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wkakaka
Transfer of "judas priest - Race With The Devil.mp3" is complete.
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lehkene sampok sioll
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kite pakai mantera melayu ah
sinn fein says:
boleh siol teros kene angkat setan
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tapi gitar simple
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senang tangkap takya tabs
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haha
sinn fein says:
yang penting bunyi beb. BUNYINYA BAIKs
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drum mamak sial
sinn fein says:
sudah mabok baru main drum cam gini ah
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WAKAKAKa
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makan prata kari mau lebih ahhh
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tu drummer biase buat prata
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main pon samdol sak
sinn fein says:
mesti satu bilik jamming bau mamak eh lepas diorang main
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sial
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bau ketiak
Sending of "Hibria_2005_Defying .mp3" to awesome b-quartet! has failed.
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oh shit
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terkensel!@
sinn fein sends:
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actually aku pon thinking
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kalau dpt insert funk beat
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pon sedap
sinn fein says:
funk beat?
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cam funk music
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tapi funk music tu bass kuat
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and gitar main chord dlm
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aku suke energy dier arr
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exactly mcm bquartet bikin ah
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chord dlm
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cumer nak kene kac heavier
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haha
sinn fein says:
icic. itu progressive nanti jadinya. bquartet tu progressive no doubt
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Ya BET)L
sinn fein says:
aku da nk masok 2 tahun blaja progressive tak senang beb
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mmg susah
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sampai skrg aku tak phm2
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blaja malmsteen lagi chicken fit
sinn fein says:
itu ah!
Transfer of "Hibria_2005_Defying .mp3" is complete.
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tapi skll baik ah progressive
sinn fein says:
ah kite main apa yng kite enjoy. yng penting, skills must always continue learning
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org konfem respek melutot menyembah patong kat kiter sakk
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yaaa betol
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gita defying rules baekk
sinn fein says:
aku agak kite CONSISTENT eh 4 tahun boleh tahap wali ah
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bass baekk
sinn fein says:
6 tahun tahap tuhan ah aku rasa gitu ah
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eh..jgn ckp siol..tahap wali songo lebih dok..lebihh
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kiwak
sinn fein says:
itu tahap wali universe dok
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itu da transgress norm
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wakka
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tahap transverstites
sinn fein says:
wahahaha
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itu da melawan tuhan dok
sinn fein says:
ah penting skrng kene PASANG NIAT dok. pasang niat nak consistent ni main music dan blaja
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nawaitulahlimuzika
sinn fein says:
jap
sinn fein says:
nawaitu
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bole nyer
sinn fein says:
sok kene puasa
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siol
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eh dok dok
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aku nak log out..
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nak blaja dokk...danak exam dokkkkssss
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bbl pasl music aku leh jadi gila bbl sampai besok pagi
sinn fein says:
okOK
sinn fein says:
okOK
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kkk jumpa lagi
sinn fein says:
ciao
current music: &#!??? ???? ??- rudra
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| Sunday, June 1st, 2008
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11:00 pm
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the end of the week that seem to whiz past quite fast.
today i almost became a manager of a minimart. it was so close. was on the verge of plunging into that deep end of the pool. no matter how much cigarettes and how much pondering, we were still like see-saws as we accepted the offer and signed the terms and conditions. it was a minimart. i was to be the manager. i would take care of the store all by myself. the operation of the store would be done by myself. the stock, supplies, balance, transactions, everything. amat provided that little bit of push for me to sign the paper. but something just feels not right. the committment, the working hours, the sacrifices. great risks. many things. a great undertaking, verily. like rushing out of a c-130 not knowing if the parachute chords would work. ah but it took one call, one conversation, and then it was clear that the compromise was too great (for now at least), so with some trickery the paper was unsigned and so there we were in the heart of bt. merah back to our own selves, smoking, 21, and free.
and like some twist of fate, got an sms frm the tuition agency and in half an hour, another tuition for 240 a month had been arranged for me. i would be starting the new assignment tomorrow. suddenly it all seemed worth it. worth the it. every single it. not compromising on music, on sports, on being 21. how do you work 14 hours a day and BE 21. you cant.
so i left Dr. Shah back at his shop that looked a mess, him and another guy laboring on the circuit board for the past few hours trying to get the electricity on for tomorrow's opening.
a good thing i always i say always keep a bag of tricks with me at all times in case of such circumstance that permit its usage.
this friday hopefully the trip works out.
current mood:  relieved
current music: ride- the vines
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| Friday, May 30th, 2008
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the fishing/camp/hike trip has been cancelled. these last minute things. how last can a last minute get. a bit disappointed. was sweating my ass off packing the gear when all of a sudden the bombsell was dropped. wanted to make it at pulau ubin some more. no matter la. next week will plan another trip, hopefully all systems go.
there is a great improvement in the grades. in terms of soccer, it would be a jump from the relegation zone to the mid-table position. however, i have come to the conclusion that i will most probably die should i make the effort to get anything above b+.
today was spent in the gym. after applying the miracle cream the rashes are no more.
2mr will play soccer and also hopefully get to play the songs for sunday. and, hopefully, can get the will to tear myself away from the laptop. away from fifa 08, battlefield 2, vietnam, nacho libre, platoon. AWAY. it is a tall order, near impossibility. maybe should read a few lines from clockwork orange, get the engine started... but anyways like what Elias said in platoon: 'feeling good's good enough'.
the latest in soccer is that real madrid is offering $100 million PLUS ROBINHO, DIARRA and SERGIO RAMOS for cristiano ronaldo. now ppl thought that they have heard it all. this is crazy. and while this sort of thing is happening to man u we have liverpool having just signed Phillipe Degen on a free transfer. well done reds we are all going to hell next season. SERGIO RAMOS... ROBINHO!!!!.... luckily arsenal or chelsea not going crazy on the transfers.
current mood: amused
current music: black dragon- rhapsody
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