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[Saturday; June 26, 2004
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I actually slept well the other night due to the fact that I took 5219651355 sleeping pills. Yesterday I went to the mall to get Crystal some acrylic rings for some of her pericings so she could get x-ray type things done at the hospital. fun eh? not really, I was there for like 15 minutes I saw Brooke and Kelia there though.
Then I went home and got ready and made Chris' mix cd, and my nephew fucking hides it on me. dkladkjladfjlkf I was about to track that little kids ass down and beat him up. grr. So after that I went up to project 58 with Chris. We hung out for a while and then Brian and Will showed up. aww Will has a car! yes yes yes so we chilled outside of 58 for a while and then went inside . There was this old guy skating, oh yes that was my amusement for the night. We found Brittney and Hailey there so we all went up to Rock-o-la and ate cheese sticks and cheese fries. mmhmm they were good. Then me and chris went back to 58 and we sat on the couch for a bit. yep he asked me out :D :D :D :D :D yes thats a good thing ♥ oh and he wouldn't dance for me. mmm no not cool, he needs to dance for me. or atleast Jesse Lacey style when were alone, that will do. ;D So today I'm hanging out with Chris all day long and meeting some of his friends and then going to a play with him, that should be fun. yep. I'm in a good mood :D yep.
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[Tuesday; June 22, 2004
; 3:51am] |
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So today me and Samantha woke up pretty early for being up all night listening to ganster music and me talking on the phone until 3:30 with the wonderful Chris. We basically did nothing, but you know what it was awsome I don't know why, but I say so.
Then later on in the day I finally came home and got ready to go to the mall with Chris :D it was really fun. We walked around for a while and got starbucks and then went into sam goody and barnes and noble and listened to music there. For most of the night we just sat together in Hollister listening to music :D I had a wonderful time with Chris yes yes yes. we even danced. oh hell yes. =P very fun. lemme tell ya , that boy has some skill for being a white boy haha oh my. so yes, his mom came so we had to depart. mhmm, I hope to hang out with him soon, very soon ;D why? well simply because I say so.
ps Chris is such a fucking chia pet. hehe
I saw Brittney and Hailey at the mall too, and I'm sure they disapeared into the changing room and never came out. hm so now me and Brittney are now on good terms, apparentley she thought I wanted to kill her. yes, she heard that from someone. do I really put off that kind of 'scarriness' to others? really lets see -grr- no, it didn't make me scared.
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[Tuesday; June 22, 2004
; 3:50am] |
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okay lets rewind back...
On Friday I can't remember what I did except talk to Chris on the phone for a while and I think I fell asleep before he called me back =X opps.
On Saturday I went to the mall with the lovely Samantha. We ran into Matt Oakley there... um interesting? He was trying his hardest to mack on this one waitress in caribu coffee, but lemme tell ya it wasn't working. After that we went home to a house free of any parental supervision. this + me + samantha = trouble. I started off drinking a bud and then Jay got us some skyy blue oh so good, I had 2 of those so then came the blunt and ...uh then the bowl and then the cigarette and ladies and gentlemen... none of you have seen me this fucked up. no one. so then I ran to the bathroom and continued to puke my guts up for the rest of the night, fun eh? yes, I have a bruise on my chest from leaning on the toilet "/
oh ps Samantha was seeing her bottle cap dance; it had arms, legs and everything. mhmm
Then on Sunday we woke up amazingly early me being free of any hangover whatsoever :D score. So we walked over to target, got hit on 8 times by mexicans and 2 times by gansters. (we kept count) Then Brandon came over and we walked up to Starbucks with him, that was fun. So then we got bored and Chris (gimp) wanted us to come over, so he walked to Samantha's house... riiight. and then we walked over to his house. okay, lets not get into any details but i swear that kid was messed up and tried to rape me. not cool. so we went back to Samantha's and I talked on the phone with Chris for like 4 hours. ah that was fun :D hes so funny. I took a rather ganster picture for him in my opinion =P
read the next entry for the news on today...
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[Friday; June 18, 2004
; 10:02pm] |
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I definately like Chris. and no its not just some little crush as I have been known for. He just seems so... eh, how can I say it, perfect. not exactly perfect, but perfect to my standards.
I just got off the phone with him and its like I could sit for hours talking to him. Which is maybe why I'm calling him in 2 hours. I just hope to god things with him and this other girl just stay as friends, I don't know, I mean I want him to be happy but at the same time so do I. -sigh- I always seem to come into a relationship with people at the most akward times.
Anyways we are going to the mall on Monday which I'm very anxious for. Were going to pick out eachother clothes and try them on and such. what fun.
yes, I'm definately using this journal as a more "pour my heart out in" type journal. reasons being I don't have as many friend friends on here as I do on my livejournal.
oh and to top of the weird things going on in my life, Chris K. is now talking to me 0.o ...strange things happen in the summer.
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[Thursday; June 17, 2004
; 8:36pm] |
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-Yesterday was great, even though I didn't get to go shopping with Emily and Alicia it was still really good. I talked to Chris for a good part of the day and then went up to Adventure landing with him, Samantha and Matt. Chris gave me not just 1 flower but 2 oh yes, I'm special :D From there we went to Cici's and hung out there for a bit and then went to Sam Ash's so Chris could play some songs on the guitar for us. He is really good. And so is my song =P Then we went back to Adventure Landing and me and Chris talked a lot. I learned so much about him. That definately added 2316516516 points to his coolness scale. We watched people play some games for a while and then went outside and talked some more. I gave him a pink bracelette because I forgot to get him something =X oops. He wouldn't let me leave so I still kept talking to him. Hes really really nice. :D
-Apparently my mom called Samantha's mom because she thought I was going to call her to tell her when to pick me up but she just got confused and yeah, so I thought I was getting into deep shit, but you know me and my wonderful story skills I got out of it with no problem. Samantha on the other hand almost got into trouble, but with her and her wonderful lovin' skills she got out of that one too.
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[Tuesday; June 15, 2004
; 11:58am] |
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This is going to be one long entry, but I'll try to sum it up for all of you.
-Saturday me and Samantha went up to Adventure Landing and got bored there so we went to Starbucks (which was very good lemme tell ya) And then we met Justin back at Adventure Landing, stayed there for awhile and then for some reason that boy wanted a cheap drink, but no not at the kangaroo right across the street, but from the one all the way down Capital. After our adventure we went back to AL and then to Cook-Out. After that we wandered across the street to AL where Matt & David were. So we hung out there for a while and went back to Samantha's house were we had fun doing our thing I supose =P
-On Sunday, we were bums for most of the day but decided to go to Adventure Landing yet again. Matt + David were there, and so was Justin. Me and Samantha played Laser Tag with Samantha's brothers ect. It was fun, I sucked at it though =X. After that Chris M. showed up. Hes really nice and amazingly looks like Jesse Lacey, which is always a good thing you know. So from AL we went to Schlotzskys Deli and played on the computers for a while. Samantha left Me and Chris so we talked and stuff and hes pretty cool. He put on my shirt too, well the one I wasn't wearing and we took pictures of him. all I need to say is... hot. Later on in the night we decided to go play golf, yes you know I was bitchin' at that game. The guys ended up knocking over the big pink elephants... very funny my friends, very funny. Then we were going to to to Cook-out, but my mom showed up oh well. Chris gave us flowers though, but Sid ate them >.<
-yesterday we were bums and watched TLC all day. why? I'm not quite sure but thats okay. Samantha is going to adopt me. Yes, thats right, my mom agreed to it too.
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[Thursday; June 10, 2004
; 11:58pm] |
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I talked to James tonight, for a bit he bitched at me for not saying hi to him =X opps. he kept thanking me for coming to the show awwe hes so nice. -he was also sad because he couldn't find his mic at the show so he didn't get to swing it around. poor james =[
I cleaned my room again today. You really should be jealous of my cleaness. its amazing how much stuff you can find in a room.
why am I such an exchange whore? I can never buy something without exchanging it for another color or size... well thats how it seems. I went to the mall the other day, exchanged a shirt for another shirt and now I tried it on and it doesn't fit, so I'm going to exchange it again. eorwjetnldfklsfdkfdjkl its a never ending cycle.
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[Thursday; June 10, 2004
; 3:18pm] |
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BLUEskycourt16: my sexy bitch!
ugh. I want to talk to kyle. most of today i've had my away message up, and every time I'd go in my room and see he was online he'd sign off =[ kfdklffeahfdlkf I miss him.
I went over to stomping grounds today and saw Mike and Robert up at vertical urge. Robert walks funny. Whats with me and guys that walk funny 0.o
I'm bored and I need something to do.
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[Wednesday; June 09, 2004
; 5:25pm] |
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Yesterday I went to southpoint mall with my mom we looked around for a bit and I got a shirt. Then we went to Target and got some pictures developed and then we went over to Triangle Town Centre.
I fell asleep while I was outside tanning ...opps. so I guess I'll have a decent tan from that.
In one of the pictures I got back I looked like a drugged up Courtney Love ...not a pretty site my friends.
Today I've done absolutely nothing because its all rainy and nasty out. I guess tomorrow I'm going to go shopping yet again. but this time at the lovely stomping grounds ^.^ I can't get enough of that store, the girls that work there are so nice and they have me try on their clothes to see how they fit so they have feedback for the other customers. If I'm still living here next year I'm going to try my hardest to work there. --I mean free coffee, discount clothes and a skatepark next door psssh yeah.
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[Sunday; June 06, 2004
; 2:39pm] |
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I couldn't get to sleep last night because the new neighbors were throwing a party. So I slept in until 1-ish. My mom came kept knocking on my door to see if I was still alive. righttt.
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[Thursday; June 03, 2004
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I think I'm finally over him. finally.
In other news i might be going to Scottland this summer with Will and Chris to see Kyle <3. Kyle is talking to his parents tonight to see if he can pay for 1/2 of my ticket to go to Scottland. I think I would die to go there. Its so beautiful.
I'll post some highlights of our conversation later.
but for now I'd like to say... I'm getting rid of more that 3/4 of my clothes. I can see my floor now. I feel so organized its great, be jealous.
I was entertained by touchable bubbles all day, I practically covered my entire kitchen with them. oh simple entertainment, how I love you
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[Thursday; June 03, 2004
; 10:43pm] |
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I've been neglecting this journal sorry! I'll try to update more often. let me fill you in about yesterday...heres the entry I had in my livejournal
Will someone give me a new guy to obsess over? every time I see Roberts profile I know that hes happy with this other girl. I just feel so weird. my stomach feels like I'm on a roller coaster after a big drop. -sigh- let me stop my complaining now.
The concert was really good. Will, Evan, Renee, and Andrea were there. Evan danced like one crazy boy during the last band. ah so hot. All Our Enemies was fabulous but I didn't talk to James and Tal because they kept going backstage and then up front and then they were at the merch table and Will was like, "go anna talk to himmmm do it do it." >.< that embaressed me haha.
There was the band from ohio and the guitarist looked like George Washington when he pulled back his hair. hot. I wanted to rape him.
It was really nice to see Will and Evan. And yet again Will attempted to see me at some strange time in the morning last monday. he threw a rock at my door and ran... silly boy.
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[Monday; May 31, 2004
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Ah last night was great <3 I saw armor for sleep, midtown, the working title and the honored guests. It was such a good concert. After the working title played they were like, "and yes kids, on the merch table we have slap braclettes. yes, thats right, slap braclettes." so you know Samantha had to get one. I got a midtown shirt and a sticker for Kyle, but yet again the merch guys like to pick on me because I talk quietly. dont hate.
Me and Samantha were right up front when Midtown played. Smack dab in the middle under the lead singer. He stepped on my hands a couple times =[ ow. The guys that were standing right next to were yelling the strangest things like: "i'm hungry... lets all go to Wendys!" and "dude,I love your band." very strange childeren.
This one guy looked exactly like Robert, but a slightly older version and more scene/emo if you will. but you know what? chipper is one fucking jerk :D not that I didn't know that before but I'm going to try to keep that imprinted in my mind for now on. --oh and darling, learn to spell the word "with" you keep forgetting the letter "H" ...i wish you were wit me --erk erk my names robert.
Today me and samantha bumed out around her house. we made maccaroni and chesse and yeah I'm really tired. I shall go take a shower because I'm all nasty from last night.
the lead singer from armor for sleep signed samantha's shoe = hot.
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[Sunday; May 30, 2004
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bright eyes - the city has sex |
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( james being a crazy ass )
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[Sunday; May 30, 2004
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wow I just talked with James from all our enemies we talked for about 1 hour straight. he seems really cool.
( tripped over an amplifier )
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[Thursday; May 27, 2004
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( the days of a freshman )
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[Thursday; May 27, 2004
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I'm on a cursive kick <3
and heres a song to best fit my thoughts: the recluse
I'm not that desperate am I? Oh no-- oh god- I am.
How'd I end up here to begin with?
...I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
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[Thursday; May 27, 2004
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no more school.
let the summer and its wild times begin <3
I just got back from chilling with Robert and his friend Eric. We just hung out at his house and watched Old School and some other stuff and yeah it was fun but I decided to go because they were going to take the cat bus to their friends house and then go to the mall. -- so I'm assuming Robert doesn't go out with anyone? or hes uh cheating on her in which I'd be pissed.. hm I shall find out later tonight <3
[edit: 11:16]
roberts away message: do you ever find someone you know there is something there so much it scares you
hmmm that just leaves me thinking...
but lets not get hurt again. I know I really can't take being hurt again but I just can't help myself.
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[Wednesday; May 26, 2004
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Today I had my health and drama exams. half the class cheated off of me in health because I'm the "smart white girl." yeah. thats right. and the guy sitting next to me kept asking me to hang out after school with him and give him head. wtf?! NO. I aint no chicken head. but Danny saved me :D he was like, "Anna I swear you were about to get raped." haha.
everyone loved my drama monologue. (it was from half baked) they were all cracking up. thats a good thing because I get a 100 on that exam. score.
Tomorrow is the last day. thank god. whos up for going to the beach with me? I need to do something and I have a craving to go to the beach.
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[Tuesday; May 25, 2004
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My biology teacher freaked out on me today. She took a note I was writting and my drama exam. I was thinking to tell her to give me back my fucking drama monologue and for her to learn to actually say my name right. Its not ann- uh its ahh-na like (your at the doctors). what a whore.
we have 2 exam days left :D
and then its the summer.
mmm tonight I'm downloading all of death cab for cuties cds, the postal service - give up
,might might bosstones - lets face it,
bear vs shark - right now youre in the... , 4 at the drive in cds, 4 alkaline trio cds, and then a couple movies and music videos. my brother is a fucking pimp thats why.
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[Sunday; May 23, 2004
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in better news, I talked to tal and his friend last night. his friend (james) imed me and was wondering why I was on 2 members of aoe's buddy lists. so I told him i liked their band blah blah blah and i had intended on going to a concert of theirs. so we talked for a bit and i guess were friends now? he gave me his screen name and told me to come out to their show on the 2nd and to bring some friends and to tell everyone that "all our enemies is insane on stage."
so now 3 members of all our enemies know me... good thing I guess.
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[Saturday; May 22, 2004
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im so upset i feel like throwing up.
i get hurt too easily.
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[Saturday; May 22, 2004
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omfg.
why did i even try. what the hell..
"laura i love ya so much ur the best" that was in Roberts profile.
I dont know if they go out. whatever. I'm fucking pissed. I dont care to find out either. here we go again...
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