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[05 Sep 2004|08:23pm] im moving to live journal.. im sick of caleida.. www.livejournal.com/users/starry_nightx there you go looool later

[05 Sep 2004|07:11pm] lovely people.. juuuuust lovely.. oh well my god i cant spell oh well get over it! ok enough i delelted my journal entry stupid people

[05 Sep 2004|10:31am] [ mood | crushed ] ok im better now... even though my mom is still ignoring me.. i asked her about it.. and shes just like " when will you have the time, when will we have the money?" so i told her i would drop the ymca swim team since its the only thing im not signed up for yet " isnt that what grams paying for? " im like " no , its a monthly membership.. i can cancel it at any time " and then she turns on the sweeper and ignores me I guess its come down to the point were i must decide what is more important, my music, or everything else.. and I guess deep down I'll stay with music, and the arts and crap.. its just more me.. then sports, sure im an ok swimmer, and i'll probably swim for the high school, but I cant swim everynight for the ymca. even though i want to so I keep in shape from soccer, and yea looooool I really dont feel like sitting here on monday, anyone want to do something?

[04 Sep 2004|09:19pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | praeludium and allegro-fritz kreisler ] one of my favorite violinists Nadja Salerno-Sonnenberg  on her "opinion"     If I Were King of the World   Decree that spring start in March, not the last week of April. (That's for those of us on the East Coast) Outlaw bullfighting. Anyone caught participating in this shockingly barbaric sport will be...well...speared to death. I will be there personally to cheer. Make sure that the running of the bulls in Pamplona is NEVER outlawed. I hear that people sometimes get injured at this fabulous event. Hey, if you're stupid enough to allow bulls running all over your streets, then you deserve to be injured, one can only hope, seriously. The Spanish need to rethink some of their "traditions." Institute a training program for all families traveling with children. The program will "prepare" the little darlings for the whole flight experience. Families whose children do not pass this course will NOT be allowed onto an airplane. They can drive -- in the truck lane. Force George W. Bush to take a truth serum followed by an address to the nation in which he would then have to admit that he is following through with his father's dysfunction and his own obsession with Iraq and that everyday we continue to be at war with this country, the Bush family business (their "other" business: arms) makes millions. Motorists that drive the speed limit in the passing will have their licenses revoked -- forever. Nothing, nothing makes me madder than someone who thinks they're a "safe" driver because they drive the speed limit -- completely unaware that they are forcing every other car on the road to drive recklessly, swerving in and out of lanes in a desperate attempt to pass them. These "safe" drivers driving ever so "safely" in the PASSING LANE!!!!! Decree that everyone who is vehemently against gay marriage be made to reveal the absolute truth as to why they feel so threatened by this. Which brings me to my next plan: Outlaw with a passion the use of the Bible and the Constitution of the United States as an extreme and obvious excuse for these morons to vent their uneducated, biased, prejudiced, hypocritical and pathetic views. If you want to stand up and shout out your useless opinions, fine with me. It's a free country (ha!), and that is your right. Just please stop saying, "it's written here," "it's written there." Couldn't you just say, "in my opinion" or "I believe?" Whassamatter, chicken?? Besides, everyone ought to know by now that the Bible was "edited" by the Roman Catholic Church. And let's face it folks, if it's hypocrisy you're looking for, nothing beats the Vatican. I am allowed to say this because I am Roman Catholic. Which leads me to this one: Everyone must now and forever stop saying, "my religion is better than yours." Enough is enough. All people will be ticketed and fined one thousand American dollars for exiting an escalator, or revolving door, or any door onto a crowded street and just ... standing there. Considering how many people partake in this annoying activity, I plan on using all the money to better the country -- thus eliminating taxes altogether. For every building and establishment that exists now, I will build an exact replica -- for smokers. This way everyone will be happy. Whether you like it or not, smokers are people too -- who pay taxes and work hard and contribute and have to put up with you brainwashed morons who actually believe you'll die if I light up a cigarette. This new society would be like a parallel universe. Very Star Trekian, huh? Here's a simple one, but I like it a lot. All museums are free! This might actually promote the younger generation and people who can't afford the price of admission for all their kids to actually go to the museum!! And learn something maybe?? Listening to, learning about, and appreciating classical music, ballet, opera, jazz and the visual arts is from this day henceforth MANDATORY -- punishable by death. Here's one I like so much it makes my eyes roll right into my head with glee. People who have devoted more time and energy and commitment to their chosen profession will earn much higher salaries. Good, huh? But wait there's more. Citizens must prove that their chosen profession is harder and requires more work and skill than others. For example: being a meter maid is not as difficult as being a brain surgeon -- doesn't really require the same kind of commitment, now, does it? Singing a boring pop song is not as difficult as playing the Sibelius violin concerto. If you don't believe me, please feel free to try both. Singing a pop song can be accomplished in a matter of minutes. You need 30 years of hard work to play the Sibelius. There is no short cut, and that is the plain honest truth whether you like it or not. I worked a lot harder and a lot longer than Britney Spears, so I should earn what she's earning. She, by the way, does not qualify for my salary. From this day forth I will decree that every designer outfit is made in every size and, furthermore, modeled by men and women ranging from size 2 to 16 at every fashion show. The pictures (of all the models) will then be published, and the entire population can then decide if they will look good in the outfit and therefore purchase it. Similarly, no designer outfit will be priced at more than three hundred dollars. The fashion moguls will more than make up for the money because millions more will actually purchase these outfits. There will be amazing riches and countless rewards for any person who sacrifices themselves for the benefit of others. They will be made into heroes, and children will have to recite their names in thanks each morning at the beginning of school. I will extend the duration of each day by 6 hours -- therefore giving us all 30 hours per day. Rap music will be distributed by a generic label (no picture on the cover, no publicity, no tours) and sold only at Piggly Wiggly stores. The albums will be placed in large trash cans and placed in between the underwear and complaint department. Television will return to its old format, meaning actors, writers and directors will be employed to create dramatic, informative and comedic shows meant for our enjoyment. Which brings me to this next point: Reality TV and the Holocaust will be studied in schools as part of "Bad things that happened in history" class. And finally... Ben Affleck will no longer be allowed to act. Well, I'm relatively sure that I'll have part 2 and 3 and maybe even 4 on this subject soon enough, but for now I apologize for the venting -- that's the beauty of having your own website. But what the hell do I know, -NSS   oh my she humors me. im sorry if you guys dont find it funny but i do.. loooool i printed new sheet music since i've gone through like all of my violin stuff.. muahahaha

[04 Sep 2004|05:28pm] oh my god i just found out my dad was married before he married my mom ahh i was like oh my fucking god loool why am i not surprised that she divorced HIM.. muahahahhaha

[04 Sep 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | explosive-bond ] ook soo my mom had physical theropy for her back today.. he he he they gave her this machine thingy that like vibrates and heats on your back.. oh my golly im using it now on my back he he he it tickles! AHHH im like histerically laughing and my mmom is like " only you are laughing and saying " it tickles it tickles " queer face" isnt that nice? she said that to me.. lol oh my gosh i had this huge zit right smack beside my lips i hate those HATE THEM HATE HATE HATE! and they never go away, and they hurt.. ( they like start as a cold sore but then go nasty lol) so yes.. lol then we went to the hoagie shope got a hoagie then walmart i got some hair crap, umm some face wash.. 2 cds.. ( they were 4 dollars each.. classical music ) and umm oh a book! oh my gosh their books are cheap! i got a hard back copy of deception point by dan brown.. woah it was only 13 dollars.. at bn (barnes and nobles) its like 27 .. and paper back are only like 3-7 dollars.. woah.. im going therre for the other one book so im sitting here.. listening to bond, eating mini mams and having a mini back massage and thinking life is goooooood lol

[04 Sep 2004|11:48am] [ mood | creative ] wahoo i made a new icon its from the lyrics she will be loved.. i'll have to upload it on my website .. megan im soo sorry .. my dad was a ticked and made me come down to his house but then i didnt want to spend the night so he drove me back home at like 11... ugh i hate his guts.. HATE HIM! i'll give you your present sometime.. how about if i have my mom bring it for when she picks us up from the game on tuesday other wise your going to have to carry it around on the bus and school and such.. ok? art is horrible.. at least my project is.. it looks like my flip flops.. but noo i cant leave it in pencil.. so im re doing it in ink.. uuuuugh it looks bad now.. and it looked really cool before.. but nooooo and ihave to fix my english, put pictures onit. do my history. and current history crap.. practice my violin since i told myself i would practice every single day this week.. [ haaaaa i really want to see what happens to all the kids that want to be first violin when mrs. huegel says we have to play the one song.. im not saying anything, but im 95% sure she is going to pick the part in a song to play.. and its the hardest song we've got.. soo im practicing it a TON and all these sencond violin from last year are like " cara, how do you play on the e string.. ? what is third postion?" loooooooool.. these kids amuse me.. I really really reaaaaly hope i get a high chair.. i think i shall be devastated if i dont.. but theirs always challenge day.. but the thing is.. the people that will probably get a higher chair then me are all my friends and we all want to get in strolling strings.. but there isnt anyroom for all of us.. uuugh oh well i've a gotta goo ps.. i just looked at a house online and its in butler annnnnnd it has 4 bedrooms and 1 and 1/2 baths! wow.. and its reasonably priced.. if mike and my mom will look at it and they like it that means we'll be moving again.. ( mike is my mom's boss.. but he buys houses and rents them and he said that we could pick a house and he would buy it and we could rent it from him ) gosh my moms going to take my dad to court again .. lovely cause he wont pay her and we have no food in this house, let alone get cloths or anything.. i hate this

[02 Sep 2004|09:55pm] ha ha ha i was looking for pictures of them .. no comment I mean i like their music buuut they kind of dress like their some kindof porn star or something mauhahahaha i mean uuuuuugh oh well.. i cant help i like their music.. im just not a guy gushing over pictures of them.. in their skimpy little two pieces.. NEXT LAYOUT WILL BE OF JOSHUA BELL maybe tomorrow.. or something.. mmm

[02 Sep 2004|09:31pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Lullaby-Bond ] WAHOOOO NEW LAYOUT! i like this one.. pink and black AND it has Haylie Ecker in it.. incase you didnt know .. shes my hero lool.. ( violinist that rooooooocks ) in the band bond.. the band is what inspired me to play violin XD almost done with english.. oh well i've made two layouts for people and one for myself.. wa hoo

[02 Sep 2004|07:19pm] [ mood | curious ] ok things are better .. or so it seems o.O i played my violin.. did my homework.. english is almost done and history is done and i now have an ice cream cone from jogging down to the store and yes.. its better.. but i still hate this layout.. lol im working on a new layout for someone soo yes lol i'll find something to do

[02 Sep 2004|03:31pm] [ mood | rotten ] ok i know i havent updated for a while.. heres the things i remember that i wanted to post.. on health - they talk about deepression.. ook this is stupid.. and suicide.. i mean its like almost school safe, like we are going to break from the truth about it.. nothing on cutting/burning/ anything like that.. no deepness to it at all.. i mean i may not be the deepest person, but still.. most of those girls in there have NO idea what the heck it is.. and just think " only crazy people think about that" my gosh.. grow up people.. your not in 2nd grade anymore band: its too cakey easy.. my golly.. and these pathetic kids can not even play? uughh all these little 2nd clarinet are like attempting to play first clarinet music.. muahahaa... suckers orchestra: we played for the first time today.. it was um.. interesting.. we worked on the can can.. he he.. i like that song.. especially that verson because i already had it memorized by ear from strolling strings ( weird.. i only have heard them play it 3 times but can play it off by ear.. hmm) well anyways yes.. no one can play worth crap in there.. they are all 2nd violins.. wow it almost guarentes me a high chair.. i met a new girl today.. her name is jen.. she is from oakland.. shes a cheerleader, but doesnt take it to her head like most.. um she ok i mean i know why a lot of people dont like her.. but oh well.. whats amatter with being friendly? i think she's really good at violin too because she has played since she was 4.. soo yes lol umm what else swimming.. shall be a snooze again.. why the heck do i have to take it? i mean i swim , i know how to swim, i swim on a swim team, and all we do is learn how to float.? stupid ass thing   im mad i dont know why i just am im in a rotten mood i just hate everything hate my layout on here.. HATE IT! but i need to finish my room for that dam case worker first.. HATE HATE HATE THIS WORLD!   ( well now.. acording to mr. bowsers list of deepression/suicide crap list.. wow i really am deepress and have mood swings etc etc.. ) get over it people.. its just a fact of life and i refuse to take medicine for it i will not at all im as stubborn as a mule when it comes to that one so   and the sad part is.. the case worker isnt even coming for me.. just for christy, but my mother is making me clean up my room.. oh well     just like normal.. i'll put on a fake smile and act like everythings ok.. of course, just keep telling myself that it will get better and maybe someday i'll believe it.. of course, and the world will change.. and my family will be one big happy family.. and nothing at all will go wrong. what a load of crap   and the sad part is.. i cant even be real about those feelings because if I do, everyone thinks something is wrong with me.. and I dont like that.. why cant i just be normal. i mean uggh . i mean if i would talk to them. just about anything, they immediatly put me on drugs, or more counsling etc etc.. i dont know.. its like they brain wash you.. they either brain wash me to belive everythings my fault.. or that everything is just perftect and am imaging this all i dont know. i hate this.   and watch .. its only a matter of time before one of my friends reads these entrys like these and tells a teacher or something and i get in trouble.. its happend before and i get in trouble and have to go to counsling.. and pfffffft..   shit my sisters are home   gtg

[01 Sep 2004|09:30pm] [ mood | crappy ] im sorry that im desperate enough to make it x and ys.. he he he its funny "miss. y" .. how so many people now know who exactly i was talking about.. you must really tell a lot of people.. bold bold BOLD muahahaha ( no thats not a bad thing ) i dont want to go swiiiiiming its so pointless.. i mean these prissy little preps who " dont want to get their hair wet and spit out their gum" .. im sorry im not in the mood.. i've still got that oaisdfuoaisdjfoaskdfmadciojaoiuh!!!!! english projet.. gtg scan some pictures.. ( PRAY THAT MY INK WONT DIE!!! )

[31 Aug 2004|07:48pm] [ mood | XD ] [ music | when you say you love me-josh groban ] oh my golly to much homework annnnnd guess what .. ? I TALKED TO HIM! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA yummy yummy yummy XD XP ook... anyways i got done with my algebra.. now i have to finish up history and english.. YEAAAAA im gonna use a picture for the cover but im gonna scan it cause i sure as hello aint gonaa ruin the picture.. but my problem is my ink is like running out so i may have to send it to my grandma to print.. STUPID BUS! ok they deffinatly have to make up their mind.. about when they are coming, where they are coming.. and in what order.. now usually its 18, 20, 16 but lately its been 18, 16, and i dont know if 20 goes before 18 or after mine.. but it just makes me mad.. because other wise we all back up traffic because my bus cachs up to it... stupid stupid stupid >.< oh my kenny ( koss ) and eric (something witha k im assuming) where like flirting with me in homeroom.. yuckyoh yuckyoh.. this is a conversation that i overheard .. " OH... I Smoked tobacco on the shuttle bus the other day.. didn't you see it?" -kenny "oh but my puddle of chew was bigger than yours so shut up dude" -eric " no YOU SHUT UP " " NO YOU SHUT UP" " WHY DONT YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP?" WHY DONT YOU?" and it goes on and on.. later it was " you know how easy it is to bring a knife into school?" -kenny "dude i know.. IN YOUR SHOES! ALL THE WAY" -eric "oh i know.." - kenny and it goes on and on and on about them bringing knifes and guns to school.. i feel like turning around and going "shut the F up" mauhahahahaa band absolutly SUCKS! my golly..no body could play worth a crap .. and because i was the only one who could play .. they were all like "oh my gosh you are soooo good" etc etc etc.. and mrs. bailey just stares and half smiles.. she knows i practice.. and thats all that matters.. i have a hunch that band and orchestra will be good this year.. mrs. huegel.. she was like " CARA GET UP HERE" i was like " whaaaaaaaat?" and she's like "i'll give you your symphonnet music tomorrow" and i was like " OH! so your ASSUMING that im doing symphonetts this year?!?!" and she has this open mouthed blank stare.. then im like " WELL I DONT KNOW, because my scheldule is JUST to BUSY for that unimportant crap.." more open mouth.. death glare.. ( i was like biteing my tongue sooo hard) and then im like " mrs. huegel im kidding.. im going to do it" she gives me this evil grin she goes "good cause you knew if you didn't I'd kill yah " ooh i was laughin after that one.. so then i passed out papers, sorted them, stapled them , and put them in the boxes ( sorry if its out of order.. i litterlitly just shoved them in there along with.. umm amber? is her name so yes it was umm fun.. i was having fun with the stapler though.. haa and bestest of all! I GOT M&MS YEEEEEAH lool jkjkjkjk ok back to that history.. megan.. i loved my hair like that.. loooool.. i shall wear it like that tomorrow.. just for your shear amusment in that.. and flip it around so all the boys can hit it mauhahahaa.. jkjkjk thats what happends EVERY time i wear it like that.. pfffff

oh what a wonderful life.. [30 Aug 2004|06:27pm] [ mood | down in the dumps ] [ music | she will be loved-marron 5 ] he he he i acually liked school today ::gasps:: except FOR DIANNA AND HER MOMMY! loooooool jkjkjkjkjkjk i <3 you dianna AND YOUR MOM! lol ( no hurt feelings it didn't get me in trouble ) ook well anyways yea lol im confused i mean ok i like umm we shall call him X ook well I like X and a certain friend likes him we shall call her Y ... noow i've had this crush on X for a pretty long time.. and now Y likes him.. but me and Y are best friends.. and I dont want us to fight over X or anything.. so I dont know.. I mean I think X might know i like him.. maybe? but I dont know.. I dont think I'd have the guts to tell X that i like him, I mean im not that confident and Y just goes straight to the guy and is like " I LIKE YOU " .. soo yes.. I believe I shall just let Y have him.. you go girl.. and i dont know..I just hate this, it happens to me all the freaking time, and i dont want to fight over the person so i just let the other one have him.. and the worst thing is im really good friends with X and we've been for a while.. annnnd I dont want to lose that.. i guess i just wont go out with him.. i hate this feeling when i feel .. i dont know the word.. i feel like im always in the background, im never upfront about these things, im just to shy, and i dont like rejection (who honestly does?) its just i dont know... i think im stuck back in the days where the guys asked the girls out.. WHY cant it still be like that? im sorry im classy like that.. i love the older days, i really dont like where the worlds going today.. uuuughh im sooooooo tired, already? i almost feel asleep in algebra, health and art.. i've just been so tired lately.. health i get a kick out of.. he lectures us about.. get this.. depression.. haaaa you think i dont know this stuff, what they give you, the counsling, the symptoms, yea i DONT know what suicide is.. NEVER .. *cough* but oh well.. its just like.. the books are old dated.. like they talk to friendly, like we're fragile and afraid to break us with harsh words.. and scare us of... like they dont even meantion cutting? and stuff like that? i mean uughh and i dont know.. i was talkign to shannon? today and she was like " yea i was in the hospital for a week cause i tried to kill myself, the stupid hostpital WOULDNT EVEN LET ME HAVE MY SHOELACES" mauhahahaa and then she asked me some other interesting stuff.. and she was like " do you cut?" im like " i used to..i've mostly stopped" and shes like " i know me too.. i got in so much trouble this summer cause all iwould wear was long sleeve shirts and my dad was like ROLL UP YOUR SLEEVES and i was like NOOOO looool .. no comment on that one oh by the way miss. Y please dont be stupidblonde enough to comment with your name.. [ if you comment at all ... ] haaa ok well yes i hate history.. and english and science but band and orchestra look cool COUGH! muahahaa ok well ive got to go because i say so and yes guess what? MY WEBSITE IS BACK UP AND RUNNIG AGAIN !!! YEEEEES IM SO HAPPY THE FRAMES AND MUSIC PLAY LIST WORK AND I NOW KNOW HOW TO SPEAK C++ ( COUGH ) JAVASCRIPT (COUGH YEA RIGHT (cough) ook later gator

island story.. lord this shall be interesting.. [28 Aug 2004|07:03pm] [ mood | amused!!! ] MY ISLAND STORY!!! PEOPLE THAT ARE MY "friends" DONT TAKE OFFENSE I WAS MESSING AROUND TO MAKE THE STORY INTERESTING!   You and 3 friends are going on a cruise, but the ship crashes. You're deserted on an island. First, let's meet you and your friends.  Okay. So, what's your name?: Cara Friend #1 :: Megan Friend #2 :: Phylicia Friend #3 :: Mandy Who's the most likely to be the 'leader'?:  I dont know.. megan? Who's going to be the comic relief?:  phylicia and mandy Which friend would probably end up going insane?:  me of course.. And lastly, which of you plans to kill the others? o.O;:  ME! MAUAHAHHAHAHA and megan.. Alrighty. So, now. Let's find out more about the trip. You brought one item. What was it?:  a boat and a knife.  What did Friend #1 bring?: her hair straigtener.. Friend #2?: her viola Friend #3?: citrus fruits! Do you wish you had anything else?: yes If so, what?: a gun.. Are you beginning to re-consider your choice of friends?: no i <3 my food i mean friends COUGH COUGH! What food did you manage to bring, if any?:  mandys citrus fruits.. What will you do for water?: suck it out of someone,, i mean THE LOCAL RIVER And just WHERE do you plan on finding refuge to sleep?: in a tree Trouble Strikes... There's a body. Who is it?:  Hilary duff You look around. Someone's whistling. Who is it?:  me Someone obviously killed it. Who do you think it was?: me.. You see a wild pig run into the ocean, squealing. What do you do?: gawk at it.. Ok. So you chased the pig, and beat the crap out of it. Why?: I NEVER SAID I DID THAT.. umm I eat it.. Did the pig tell you anything?:  BECON IS GOOD! Now you need to focus. What are you going to do with the body?:  sell it on ebay.. You decided, as a group, to bury the body. But now, it's time to sleep. Who's staying up to keep guard?: nobody How many tents did you bring?: 1 Is everyone sleeping in the tent?: yea If not, where is the guard?: sleeping in the tent Well, sorry. No one wants to be guard. You're up.:  well thats to bad im sleeping! And guess what? Everyone's sleeping. And a gun just went off. Scared?:  no cause i set it off. Do you run and wake the others? Or do you watch for signs of life?: I SAID IM SLEEPING! Inevitably, you find a body. A friend. Which one?:  MANDY Damn. Not again? So. You're friends are sleeping... Who did it?:  PHYLICIA Well. You need to bury the body. Do you tell your other two friends?: yes Leaning against a tree, you watch until morning. Do you sleep?: of course  It's morning. Your friends wake up, wondering where the other one is. What are you going to do today?:  sit there Do you think you will ever get off this island?:  no It's a nice day. Are you going to swim or find a way off the island?:  swiim Deciding to take advantage of the situation, you, indeed, swim. With who?: THE BOOGIE MAN.. no i mean everybody While you and your friend are swimming. You hear a scream. o.o;: oh thats nice. Who, or what was it?: it was.. THE BOOGIE MONSTER Do you keep swimming, or find out who it is?: swim Regardless of your decision, eventually you go look. Where do you look?:  on shore Heading that way, you find another squealing wild pig, and follow it.: ok so we follow it.. In front of you, you find a big... hairy... what?:  GIRL AHH It lunges at you, but you and your friend know you have to follow the pig.:  ok so we follow the pig again.. But now your friend has just been eaten. You're alone. Do you go on?: IM NOT ALONE MEGAN IS STILL HERE! PHYLICIA GOT EATTEN THOUGH! Running ahead, you see a light. What color is it?:  WHAT LIGHT ? Either way, it's the light of a fire! Who's by the fire?:  mrs. viatori! You see a bunch of bodies laying around the fire. Is your friend dead?: no If so, what do you do now?:  SHES NOT DEAD! GEEPERS! If not, do you take the friend and run, or just run on your own?:  umm we stand there! and talk to mrs. viatori Rescue? Finally, when you start to run, something trips you. Where are you?: standing by the fire.. Staring down at you is a big... what?: PIG! He tells you to get up. You do. He pulls out a knife and...: I notice how dam cute he is.. But, he doesn't. He cuts the root that tripped you. You...: look closer at him and go " omfg its josh groban!!!!!" All your friends are there. Was it a prank?:  no my friends were just imaginary.. None the less, you're alive. Are you happy?: YES So. Be happy. You lived.: UGH But what do you do to your friends for playing a trick on you?:  I TOLD YOU THEY WERE IMAGINARY!!! whats the ending to this story?: Josh and me live happily ever after on that island, and mrs. vatori just random hunts those pig things.. and that hairry girl..

[28 Aug 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | bored ] Girly Survey Right Now: What clothes are you wearing? my black and white polka dot shirt and jeans What shoes are you wearing? bare feet.. What make-up do you have on? nothing What jewelry are you wearing? nothing How is your hair styled? down, and very wavy.. * last night it was so curly i was like oh my god its curly! **usually its just a wavy of frizz.. now imight wear my hair down without straightening it some time.. * How would you describe your style? just whatever I want to wear, im not trying to impress anyone with what i wear. What do you usually wear? jeans and a tee shirt.. What article of clothing have you outgrown but wish you hadn't? kids clothes all together lOL JKJKJKJK This or That: --- jeans, capris, or shorts? jeans --- bikini briefs, string bikini, or thong? binkin briefs LOL --- t-shirt or fitted tee? most likely a t-shirt, unless its a CUTE fitted tee --- jacket or hoodie? hoodies or my jean jacket --- pants or dress? SKIRT! lol .. i wish i had more skirts, my mom says ill never wear them so she doesnt allow me to get them.. --- striped or plaid? striped --- spaghetti strap or tank? tank --- sports bra or cupped bra? IDC --- long-sleeves or short sleeves? short sleeves.. --- tight-fitting or loose? lose --- american eagle or abercrombie? neither.. i've never been in either of those stores in my life to be exact Favorites Clothing Store: pennys? target? i dont know Clothing Brand: mudd, arizona, that target brand xzliration or something? Pants You Own: arizona and mudd Dress You Own: my spring concert black one, i felt pretty in that one.. Top You Own: anything Outfit: my black skirt and blue top Shoes: my pink and black tenis shoes.. ( the ones i wanted were only available online since my grandma wouldn't drive me to ross park, and she didn't want me to use her credit card, so later that week she comes home from her hair appointment at pennys with these shoes for me.. here they are skecters black and white and pink ones.. somewhat like i wanted.. but oh well they'll do..) This or That : --- sneakers or boots? sneakers --- flat or heeled? flat.. i die in heels.. i triped so many times wearing those heels from concert it wasnt even funny.. --- strappy sandals or flip-flops? i miss my 2 dollar flip flops from target.. --- Nike or Adidas? either or --- Steve Madden or Dr. Marten? um? --- Converse or Vans? depends Do you own any : --- Converse? used to.. my grandma wouldn't let me get them (remind me why i go shopping with her?) --- Docs? nope --- Steve Maddens? nope --- Tommy? nope --- Nikes? SOCKS! and old shoes --- Adidas? SPIKES! --- Reebok? used to --- Vans? nope --- LEI? umm pants? --- Skechers? yuppers my shoes.. --- Mudd? jeans and shirts --- Candies? LIPGLOSS! --- Timberland? no --- Air Force Ones? no make-up : Do you wear any of the following, and of so, what kind? --- eyeshadow: umm not usually. --- Lip Gloss: whatever i can find that hasnt gone threw the was to many times --- Foundation: no --- Eyeliner: not usually.. i cant get it to look good on me. --- Mascara: not usually --- Blush: no my face is already red enough --- Powder: no --- Nail Polish: every once in a while, but i have no nails so its pretty much pointless.. Which celebrity has the best make-up style? I dont know.. lindsay lohan i guess? i dunno How old were you when you first started wearing make-up? um 10 was when i first put on my own halloween crap.. but i still dont wear a ton Must you always wear make-up? noppers Favorite make-up brands: I DUNNO Jewelry : What jewelry do you wear every day? watch.. bracletts, earrings, chunky jewerly.. Favorites : type of jewelry: watch i just wear it LOL ring: the one i lost a while ago.. earrings: the 3 pairs i got from target - chandiler type bracelet: my lime green one i got at dollar general but it had rinstones on it but i picked them off and its now a huge lime green braclet :) necklace: umm the one my mom refers to as " WHY are you wearing that piece of HARDWEAR around your neck?" it has one of the missing pieces to the washer on it.. LOL other: phylicia i love your braclet you gave me .. and i love my charm thingy i made How many piercings do you have: 2 in each ear Do you have any tattoos: no but i draw on myself a lot.. Do you have any significant jewelry (i.e. a promise ring, jewelry that has been passed down in your family)? nope.. well my mom did give me this ring from walmart last christmas saying " my mom gave me a ring on my 12th christmas so im gonna give you one too" but its kindof ugly so i dont wear it a lot.. Is any of your jewelry real gold, diamond, or silver? Do you use any of the following?: --- blow-dryer: NO WAY! ::laughts and puts hands in her hair and pulls it all out:: IT MAKES MY HAIR GO POOF! LOL --- straightening iron: whenever I feel like it.. --- curling iron: not usually --- relaxer: noppers Hair Products : --- shampoo: well i like dove, but we got pantene this time LOL --- hair spray: umm i dont use it --- hair gel: i dont use it --- hair dye: umm i dont use it but i have this color hair gel that i like --- others: um?

[28 Aug 2004|06:34pm] [ mood | bored ] Boy Survey CRUSHiNG PREFERANCES Tall or Short: tall Fat or Thin: thin Muscular or No Muscles: doesnt matter. Hair Color: black hair is yummy..VERY YUMMY! Hair Style: longer like down to ears and umm when they gel it is soo yummy! Smart, Average or Stupid: smart ! GIFTED CLASSES Sexy or Cute: sexy Gentle or Rough: mix of both Touchy Feely or Keeps Distance: happy medium! Calm or Wild: either or Good Boy or Bad Boy: either.. Describe the perfect guy: smart, funny, great personility, has the same interests/were in the same kindof classes.. Describe your perfect date: um im classic.. movies are great xD HAVE YOU EVER? Held Hands: yuppers Hugged: yuppers Kissed: well i wish it was real but no it was ACTING KISS ::sigh:: Frenched: nope Made out: nope Had Sex: nope Been Abused: nope Done any of the above with yourself: nope... DEEP THOUGHTS Have you ever been cheated on: nope Details: nope Have you ever cheated on someone: nope Details: nope Have you ever thought of being a lesbian: not really Are you one? no Are you bi? no Are you lonely? no Do you ever dwell over guys that you don't like anymore? not really.. Do you have an STD? no Do you have a repuation? maybe? i dont know Did you ever have a song with anyone? no Who and what was the song? NO Have you ever stolen anyone's boyfriend? well.. they broke up with their girlfriend to go out with me, and i didn't know it at the time, and then he asked me out when i said no he told me he broke up with his girlfriend to go out with me.. whoops.. Have you ever had a boyfriend stolen from you? no Have you ever had a friend who liked the same guy as you? YES ALL THE FREAKING TIME Who got him? usually the other person since im so darn shy.. NOT THIS YEAR CHICKY! lool jkjkjk Was either of you angry about the decision? no.. i dont even think she knew i liked him.. Is your love life so utterly boring and unfulfilled that you think you are going insane? no Do you have bad luck with guys: sometimes Do you get jealous easily: sometimes.. not usually though Who are you in the "friend zone" with that you want to get out of it: HAA NO COMMENT! Do you want to get out of the "friend zone" to date them or just because you hate them: date them of course.. Are you goody goody or naughty naughty: goody goody.. usually.. unless, well unless.. no comment.. Love or lust and why: love:because i just say so.. Have you ever had your heart broken to the point of break down? yes of course Are you desperate: no Do you want to get married: probably, unless im to busy with my career Do you want to have kids: most likely unless im busy with my career then i'll wait a little.. Where do you want to get married: anyweres fine, just not in a fire hall... Will you write your own vows: maybe.. if he's mr romantic sweety :) MORE MORE MORE.. *btw i had my pizza LOL IM JUST DOING THESE RANDOMLY since my mom wont take me to target or somewhere to get a binder for algebra.. im gonna collage my agenda later.. *

YET ANOTHER BOLD THINGY! [28 Aug 2004|05:55pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | what i like about you ] Bold all that apply. 01. I can't stand children. 02. I am still a child at heart 03. In fact, if I babysitted a kid, it would kill itself somehow. 04. Or I would kill it first. 05. I can ski backwards. 06. I think skiing is for retards. 07. Narko! ... POLO! 08. Llamas make me smile. 09. Emo boys make my knees wobble. sometimes..   10. I have a webcam. 11. I have touched a wall that said 'Wet paint'. 12. I have been called a moron before. 13. The Rocky Horror Picture Show is an amazing movie. 15. Tranvestites are cool. 16. Most of my friends hate Bush, but I have no opinion on him. Politics bore me. 17. Most of my friends like Bush, but I have no opinion on him. Poloticis bore me. 18. I scream if people don't listen to me. 19. I can speak Italian fluently.THANK YOU JOSH GROBAN <33   21. Photography is awsome. 22. Narrow minded people drive me insane. 23. So insane, I want to get a gun. 24. I know who Edward Scissorhands really is. 25. The 80's was so much better then the 90's. 26. Pop music is high school drop-outs who thought it was too hard. 27. Like Christina Aguilara. 28. The Superbowl half time show has been way too hiped. 29. I'm online a lot. I have no life. 30. Fox Family sounds better then ABC Family. 31. I'm an angry gumball. 32. Arrrr, I'm a pirate. 33. Lord of the Rings pride. 35. Love at first sight is real. 36. Or just need a better perscription. 37. My dentist thinks he is Donald Duck. 38. Math is fun. 39. So fun, I think of cleaning. 40. The floor of my room is hidden. 41. Not just by clothes. 42. 867-5309 anyone? 43. Johnny, I still love you! 44. You need a pimp. 45. When I saw the preview for Euro Trip in the theatres, I laughed that loudest. 46. The preview was before seeing 'The Perfect Score'. 47. Crabs and dragons look a lot alike. 48. I know when someone says 'Bumble', they are not talking about a bee! 49. I have swallowed a bee before. 50. When I was six, I shoved a bead up my nose. 51. ..They spent hours with pepper trying to get it out. 52. Two words : It hurt. 53. I have a fetish for Bowling for Soup. 54. But now it is gone. 55. I believe in Valentine's Day 56. I also believe in all those other commercial holidays. 57. Chocolate chip cookies should only be drank with milk. 58. I consider my cousin like the good sibling I never had. 59. Hoodies are way too expensive now. 60. I say we mob against it. 61. Pretty boys make me squeal. 62. Hell, they make me more then just squeal. 63. Scrawny boys are hawt. 64. Red heads are sexy. 65. Nicole Kidman is amazingly beautiful. 66. People who say they hate MTV go to bed before ten o clock. 67. I have been smacked with a chair. 68. Tylenol PM really dosn't help you go to sleep. It more or less keeps you up. 69. I laughed when I looked at this number. 70. Ranting is awsome. Especially with Foamy. 71. The Food Network Channel is a good. 72. I heard that in third world countries, that is like a porn channel. 73. Speaking of porn, I have watched it before. 74. I have been called a tease. 75. Though I am quite sure it was sarcasm. 76. Religion is one of my classes. 77. I have read the entire Georgia Nicolsin series [Angus, Thongs, and Full-frontal Snogging] 78. It never gets old. 79. In fact, I still piss myself laughing. 80. I can sew. 81. Country music is middle-aged men who have lost their dog. 82. Well, I lost my dog too, but I don't sing about it. 83. I like it on all fours.. 84. In elementary school, I made a crab mobile. 85. In fact, it is staring at me right now.. AH! 86. One (or more) of my friends live far away. 87. It sucks badly. 88. Though the 'Milkshake' song is getting old fast, I still like it. 89. .. Because we all know my milkshakes bring all the boys to the yard! 90. I have made at least three different versions of the 'Milkshake' song. 91. Procrastination always gets the best of me. 92. My future husband consists of a TV star. 93. Along with every other girl who saw Chad Micheal Murray only wearing two basketballs. 94. I know sign-language. 95. I can spell the word 'possumn' right all the time. 96. Poking yourself in the eye with a mascara brush sucks. 97. I cried in Bambi. 98. No, wait, I cried in the Care Bear's movie. 99. I love Jenny. 100. I want more of these numbers! now that was weird one..

[28 Aug 2004|05:53pm] would you like to know what makes me mad? * random thought thats been bothering me * how I'll have a crush on somebody.. and not say anything, but yet my best friend, will end up with a crush on that person, and toooootally ruin it for me.. and my chances and like go out with the kid, even though i orginally liked him first but didn't say anything.. i think its just because i never say anything.. NEW GOAL THIS YEAR! TO BE BOLD ! lollllll

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