Bang Bang

So, I am stuck in my first period class with nothing to do because I don’t technically have to be here. So, Mrs. Hayes isn’t making me take the final. However, Mr. Floyd is supposed to be checking to see if Mr. Jenrette will allow me to take his final this morning since I was unable to yesterday due to the fact that he had to leave urgently and didn’t leave a plan for the seniors in his 6th period class.

I guess I could be working on my business law study guide while I wait for Mr. Floyd, but I don’t really want to. I know I have that final tomorrow, but I am just too lazy to work on my study guide(even if it is open notes). I don’t know. Maybe it’s just all the excitement of summer and romance and friendship and family.

I have a feeling that this summer is going to be the best one yet. I should be getting my license soon, Stefani is coming to visit, David and I are still going strong, my grandma and aunt are going to be visiting today until Sunday, I still have God, I love my friends. It’s going to be awesome. So much has been planned, and so I will be doing quite a bit of stuff this summer.

Bloop.

So, I opened my make-up bag this morning an there was a freaking spider in it. How uncool. I screamed and threw my bag to the other seat in the car. It was scary. Then, when I got to school I told David to get it for me and kill it.. but it wasn’t there. It’s not in my purse either.. so I don’t know where it is or anything. I think I may go to the bathroom and check myself.. just to be sure…

Artist: Hawk Nelson
Album: Smile, It's The End Of The World
Song: Everything You Ever Wanted

I walk the line
Leave it all behind
I've been waiting forever
Lets go back in time
When I could read your mind
Still I've been waiting

It took the seasons going by
To know its not my fault

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

Its been so long
Since you've been home
I used to wait up forever
I used to say a prayer
Wishing you were there
And I'm still waiting

You told me once
You'd show up
But I fell for that
Before I fell to pieces
Then I woke up
To no one,
Just a picture of Jesus
And a house left in pieces

It took the seasons going by
To know its not my fault

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

I wanted you
I need you
I want to believe you
I wanted you
I need you
I want to believe you

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
tried to be everything but you

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/28555/Time_s_Up.html

Worst sub EVER in 1st block

From Underneath -- Hawk Nelson

From Underneath I wanted you
To see the first thing I ever poured my heart into
You’ll never know the pain that I’ve been through
I’m not so sure you’ll ever know
And so I’ll make you understand the words that built my life
Were not from you, but from my father’s hand

Do you remember that cold day in December
Leaving everything you knew behind
I may never know how it feels to stand beside you
Or take your hand when I need some direction
And I may never know what it’s like to see you smile back at me
Or know you’d be proud of me

From underneath I promise to erase the past
And let my heart forgive the former you
Replace the dark of old and start brand new
I never thought I’d see the day
I walk toward the end of life and turn the other way
I’m reaching out o take my Father’s hand

God's Armor -- a summary of the true Gospel -- is made up of six parts.

The Belt of Truth -- The vital truth about God and His plan for redemption
The Breastplate of Righteousness -- The truth about our need for the cross and God's righteousness
The Sandals of Peace -- The gracious gift of the Prince of Peace to those who walk in His Truth and Righteousness
The Shield of Faith -- Putting all our trust in the sovereign power and love of our King and His Word.
The Helmet of Salvation -- Keeping our eyes fixed on the hope of His victory today and forever.
The Sword of the Spirit -- His Word, hidden in our hearts, and wielded against any enemy to peace that might come against us.

Things have been rather crazy so far this week and it's only Tuesday.
I have reason to suspct a certian someone of "foul play".. and it makes me really upset.

Spring Break is over and I am glad.
It's not that I dont like it, but it gets boring sitting at home for a week.
I missed school.
^_^

I have the same part of “Falling Out” by Relient K repeating over and over again in my head.. and also the Spongebob song from the Spongebob Squarepants Movie… goofy goober. That one is David’s fault.

Today was again a reverse schedule. So classes seemed longer.
I think that my school should take in consideration doing the reverse schedule every other day. It would be good that way I think… plus I’ll get to have lunch every other day with David.

I just took a test in Business Procedures and ma de an 81 on it.
Not cool.
I always ace those tests.. I guess I’ve been having an off-week.

Tomorrow is Senior Skip Day, and I am so excited about it! I am going to skip, even though David cant skip with me.. and then he is going to come over after school, and we are going to hang out.
I think I may go over to his house on Saturday and I am supposed to be going over there on Sunday too… but I don’t know if that is going to happen. Melissa and Alex(David’s cousin) are supposed to be meeting on that day.
Maybe instead of Justin’s party, we can go to the movies and Taco Bell or something.
I wonder what is playing at the dollar theater.. hmmm..

What The Crap!?!

Pro-life student expelled by Catholic school

Matt C. Abbott
Matt C. Abbott
November 1, 2005

How's this for an outrage?

In Sacramento, Calif., a pro-life high school student, Katelyn Sills, has been expelled from an allegedly Catholic high school. The reason? It appears to be retaliation: Sills' mother, a pro-life activist, recently exposed a teacher at the school who acted as a Planned Parenthood "escort." That teacher was subsequently fired by Bishop William Wiegand.

According to an Oct. 22, 2005 story in the Sacramento Bee, by Todd Milbourn:

"The mother of a Loretto High School student obtained photographs that exposed a drama teacher as a former Planned Parenthood volunteer, a revelation that led to the teacher's firing last week. It wasn't the first time Wynette Sills raised her anti-abortion views on the all-female, private Catholic campus.

"Sills, who leads anti-abortion rallies outside Sacramento-area Planned Parenthood offices three times a week, complained to school administrators last year about a classroom presentation on domestic violence, said Gail Erlandson, a theology teacher for 11 years at Loretto.

"Sills objected to brochures listing agencies that offer help for women because they included Planned Parenthood, which supports abortion rights. The brochure was later revised.

"Bishop William K. Weigand's call to fire drama teacher Marie Bain in response to Sills' latest protest has raised concerns in some circles that anti-abortion activists at Loretto have too much pull with the Sacramento Diocese's top cleric....

"Sills provided photos of Bain escorting women into the clinic in a Sept. 19 e-mail with a letter stating: 'If the identification is verified, clearly this individual cannot be a part of the Loretto staff.'

"Bain 'will have extensive unsupervised access to our young women at Loretto, and I must speak up or they are put at risk due to her abortion-promoting presence,' Sills wrote. 'My conscience will not let me ignore this information.'

"Loretto sophomore Katelyn Sills, Wynette Sills' daughter, started a political blog in March and has written in support of the bishop's decision to fire Bain.

"A person 'who volunteers at abortion clinics on days when the killing occurs is probably not the best candidate for a position at an all-girls Catholic high school,' wrote Katelyn Sills...."

On her weblog, Katelyn Sills has written:

"As of Saturday, October 29th, I was given official notice by express mail that I am expelled from Loretto High School. This was given completely without forewarning, without a meeting, and without a chance to say goodbye. My family is now seeking legal advice, and more details will follow."

Those who wish to send a (polite) message of complaint to the school's president, Sister Helen Timothy, can reach her at htimothy@loretto.net.

As written by Matt C. Abbott

Maddie's Edit
The weblog address given is http://standupandspeakout.blogspot.com/2005/10/expulsion-from-loretto.html

Tomorrow we are on a reverse schdule..so instead of 1st-6th .. we have 6th-1st...
LAME!
The only good thing about that is David and I are going to be able to have lunch together tomorrow and Thursday.
YAY!

I met Josh's new girlfriend today.
She's sweet.. I guess.
I gave her his crap back.. so now maybe he'll leave me alone.
::crosses fingers::

I have church tonight, and I am happy.
I love going to church, even if I am not really up for it tonight.
I dont really want to have band practice either.
I kind just want to hang out with David until my mom gets out of Chior. I think that would be so much better than having band practice.. mostly because I'm not really in the mood to sing tonight. Maybe I wont sing at church either. I dont know. I kind of have a headache and my stomach is feeling sick.

There is a test in my next class.. and I am going to pray before I start it that God be with me and help me to pass it.
I want to be able to exempt the final. So, I have to get my grade up 3 more points in the next 5 weeks.. maybe less. So I pray that I know the material well enough to get at least an 80 on the test.

They are up to it again.

I went out to dinner with my family(-Dad) last night. Wynna came with.
Matt Mills and two of his friends showed up and we had an awesome time just hanging out.
^__^

I am going to see if my mom will take me to the show in Byron on Saturday night.
Me and David.
That would be awesome.
What a perfect way to end your one month anniversary!
^__^

I just failed my Business Law test.
It brought my grade down about 2 points, and I am really ashamed of myslef.
I guess I am just really bad with definitions... since the whole test WAS definitions. I got 26 out of 50 correct.
I have been doing so well in school, and now this.
I cant believe myself.
I should have studied. I know I should have, but I thought that I would do fine without studing since I did fine on the quizzes. Maybe this will teach me for next time.
Now I have to work extra hard to get my grade back up to where I can exepmt the final.
So far I can exempt Computer Apps. and Business Procedures... and I was able to exempt Business Law.. until today.
I just pulled my grade from a 91 to an 89.

I'm not one of those who thinks an 89 in a bad grade. To me, anything above an 70 is awesome, but I was doing so well in this class and now I cant exempt it.
I expected to takemy Brit Lit and Math final.. heck, even my History final.. but not a final for my business class.

::grr::

On the bright side, David and I are doing great.
We are celebrating our first month together on Saturday, and I am soooo excited.
David is such a wonderful change from Josh.
I feel comfortable with David.
I think I'm starting to love him.
He says he loves me, but he hasnt said "I love you" yet. Which is fine with me, because I dont want him to say it yet.
I want him to say it when he's ready, not because he feels pressured to say it.
Thats the reason I said it to Josh. I felt pressure to say it to him.
Matt and Becca keep kissing, and it's making me miss David even more. I'll get to see him soon, and even kiss him.. but I want to be with him right now.

New journal.
Will probably only be used when xanga and livejournal arent working anymore.
I'm not sure.
I'll probably use it during school too.
::shrug::